Leng Zhen's heart was in pain at this moment. He lay on the table and clenched his fists tightly. Bai Yue happened to come in. Seeing him like this, he was shocked and ran over quickly. [ y ]
"Brother Feng, Brother Feng, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" She helped him up, and immediately panicked when she saw his current appearance. It was impossible, there would never be such pain.
"Yue'er, my heart hurts so much. It feels like a knife is stabbing me. It feels like something has been lost. I don't know why this is happening!" He covered his heart with drops of cold sweat dripping down.
Yue couldn't believe it when she saw him like this, especially when she saw his tears.
"Brother Feng, are you crying? It can't be like this. The poison has been cured and there won't be such symptoms!" She grabbed Leng Zhen's hand and checked his pulse. There was indeed nothing abnormal, but why?
He will cry out in pain.
Even Leng Zhen himself didn't expect that he would actually cry? He couldn't feel the coolness on his face, and the pain in his heart slowly faded away, and finally he felt nothing at all.
The pain is either overwhelming and unbearable, or it's dull and doesn't feel at all.
And he went from being shaken by pain to feeling nothing at all. How big a contrast did he experience? He slumped on the chair, bloodless, and his heartbeat seemed to have returned to normal. Everything just seemed to have never happened.
Bai Yue saw him calm down and breathed a sigh of relief.
"how's it going?"
"Okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." He calmed down and slowly opened his eyes. Bai Yue sighed, "You scared me to death. Fortunately, nothing happened."
"Yes." He nodded, as usual, "You have only looked better for a few days, and the emperor has approved some memorials in the court for your approval. Brother Feng, you have done a good job."
He smiled coldly, yes? That was the case on the surface. He picked up the memorial and asked, "How about the others?"
"You mean the princes?"
Leng Zhen nodded, and Bai Yue continued, "Brother Yifeng has already arranged people in various mansions. Naturally, the prince will not be happy. Moreover, he is now so frightened that he does not even dare to take a step out of the palace.
I’m afraid you’ll be bad for him.”
"There's no need for him to say anything. It's okay to ignore that loser." Leng Yu's current position as prince will be lost sooner or later. What should he fear from a loser who only bullies the weak and fears the strong? Now this is just a temporary way to keep him.
It's just a dog's life.
"Okay, except for the fourth prince who doesn't know what he wants to do, the fifth prince is the same as usual, but Brother Feng, in my opinion, they are not fuel-efficient lamps. Although the fifth prince always seems to be indifferent to the world, he is a human being after all.
You have ulterior motives, so it’s better to be on guard.”
"I understand this, is there anything else?"
"No, the last thing I want to say is, Zi Xun is gone. I know you won't give up, and neither will we. But sometimes, you shouldn't be too desperate. After all, if something happens to you, she will also
It won't be easy." There is too much involvement between them.
"I know, let's go out!" Bai Yue nodded. He was the only one left in the study. His hand slowly covered the position of his heart. Zi Chen, if I hurt, will it hurt you too?
You're in pain now, so I don't feel it at all?
If our hearts are really integrated, then it would be great. I can know your mood, whether it hurts or not!
…
For several days in a row, Le Zichen refused to see anyone except Hong Chen and Yi Nong. She even refused to see Yin Mojue. In the first few days, she leaned on the bed every day and looked outside, her eyes a little dull.
I don't know what she was looking at. She was neither happy nor sad, and she hadn't said a word in the past few days.
She does whatever others ask her to do, and she is very cooperative. In fact, this situation should be considered good. She does not cry or make trouble, which saves a lot of worry. But the more she behaves like this, the people watching from the side become more and more worried.
Feeling more and more sorry for her like this, Hongchen asked the doctor and farmer when she would get better.
The medical farmer always shook his head, fiddled with herbs, and said earnestly, "Girl in the mortal world, everything has a transition time. The loss of her child was a huge blow to her. She is much better than others. Let her have a transition."
Think about it." After all, this obstacle is only hers.
"But it's been so long. If she doesn't speak, won't she hurt herself?"
"You have to ask her about this. Take your time. She doesn't speak and no one can help her. Okay, I have to go and talk to that boy Mon Jue about the situation. Miss Le doesn't want to see him, so this boy
Annoying me all day."
Hongchen nodded, "Sorry to trouble you."
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. No matter what, she can be considered half of my apprentice!" He smiled and walked out. Hongchen turned to enter the room and found that she had already gotten up and was sitting by the window. She saw Hongchen come in.
Yes, she twitched her lips.
"Hongchen..." After not speaking for several days, her voice became hoarse and softer, but it was already good, at least she no longer closed herself off!
"How's it going? Is there anything uncomfortable?"
She shook her head. She is fine now. "I'm fine. I'm sorry for making you worry these days."
"Okay, don't talk about this. As long as you are good, it's better than anything else!" She also smiled. At this time, Xiao Diao ran in from the door, slipped into Hongchen's arms, and rubbed her
, and then her eyes kept staring at Le Zijun, and she stared at it intently.
Finally, she burst out laughing. The little Diao whimpered a few times and rubbed harder and harder into Hong Chen's arms. Hong Chen looked at it and said, "Ran'er, so you have also learned how to make people happy?"
The little mink squeaked a few times and seemed very proud. No matter what, finally after so many days, Le Zixin smiled, and this little thing also had merit.
Le Zijun looked at this little thing, "Is it called Ran'er?"
Hongchen nodded and touched the little guy's head. It moved around and suddenly jumped on Le Zichen. She was startled and touched its head, "It's so cute. This little guy is spiritual.
.”
Who knew that just after she said this, Xiao Diao actually 'smiled' at her. She was happy again. It was great to have a pet. "Hongchen, I want to tell you something."
"Say it, as long as I can do it."
"I don't want to stay here anymore. I want to go to a place where doctors and farmers live and learn something." Her previous plan was to study more while she was pregnant, but now that the child is gone, she can only find some useful places for herself.
It's a meaningful thing, staying here is too depressing and she doesn't like it.
"good."
Le Zijun nodded. She should have figured it out. If it's gone, it's gone. Why should she feel sorry for herself? However, she really wanted to say sorry to the child who was less than one month old. It was her fault.