If a month ago, when she and Ye Huan had just separated, Chen Jing had asked her if she was willing to let it go. She would have told Chen Jing that she could let it go!
No matter how reluctant she is to let go, she can let it go!
But now, after a month of cooling-off period, she realized that letting go was not as easy as she thought.
Although Ye Huan came to Jiangcheng City and lived with her for only two or three months, in these few months, Ye Huan broke into her life and her heart.
Every time I return to Jiuru Mansion.
Every time she lay in bed and closed her eyes, she could not help but think of Ye Huan.
Not only in the dead of night, not just when she was lying on the bed and closing her eyes, even in the living room, kitchen, bathroom, courtyard, or car, whenever she had some free time, she would involuntarily think of her relationship with Ye Huan.
bit by bit.
This month she worked hard to numb herself.
I rarely go back to Jiuru Mansion, and even the time I have to go back to Jiangcheng City is very limited.
She originally thought she would be able to forget Ye Huan this way, but in fact it did have some effect, and her restless and missing heart gradually calmed down.
However, there is a premise, which is not to see Ye Huan or hear news about him.
As long as she sees Ye Huan, or even hears news about him, she will no longer be able to maintain her calm state of mind.
Especially this time.
Ye Huan did not hesitate to test his own body for her, and used his own life to love her. Her heart was not very firm in the first place, so she was even more reluctant to let him go, and could not let him go!
"Is this question difficult to answer?"
Seeing Su Ying's delay in speaking, Chen Jing urged: "If you can let it go, let it go. If you can't let it go, don't let it go. Do you need to think about it for so long?"
"I can't let go!" Su Ying said truthfully.
As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she suddenly felt relaxed.
She was actually under a lot of pressure during this period. There were too many reluctances in her heart, and there were too many things that she couldn't let go of, but she was tied up by moral standards and couldn't escape.
Now that Chen Jing had spoken out her innermost thoughts under questioning, she felt much more relaxed.
Chen Jing smiled and shook her head.
This answer did not surprise her at all.
When she asked this question but Su Ying didn't answer, she already knew the answer.
If she could let it go, Su Ying wouldn't hesitate for so long. The reason why she hesitated proved that she couldn't let it go at all.
"Since you can't let go, why bother thinking so much? Be brave and be with her." Chen Jing encouraged.
"But...I can't pass my level!" Su Ying smiled bitterly.
Of course she had thought about these things, and she had thought about them more than once, but every time the result was fruitless because she couldn't pass her level.
She didn't know how to face Ye Huan, and more importantly, she didn't know how to face Tang Shishi.
"Because of Tang poetry?" Chen Jing asked.
Su Ying nodded.
Chen Jing continued: "As you said before, this incident is not to blame Tang Shishi nor Ye Huan. Everything is a trick of fate."
"You can't erase the damage done to Shishi just because of a tease of fate!"
"What else can you do? Break up with Ye Huan and match up Ye Huan with Tang Shishi like you did before... Do you think you can compensate her in this way?"
"Even if it can't compensate you, at least it can make me feel better!"
"Yes, you feel better, but have you ever thought about Tang Shishi's feelings? Have you ever thought about Ye Huan's feelings?"
Chen Jing's voice suddenly raised an octave, "What you do seems to be magnanimous and responsible, but in fact it is selfish and irresponsible."
"Can feelings come and go?"
"You feel better about breaking up with Ye Huan and bringing him together with Tang Shishi, but what about Ye Huan and Tang Shishi?"
"When you were in danger, Ye Huan would not hesitate to test the poison with his own body and save you at all costs, even if it cost him his own life..."
"Because of an unintentional mistake or an accident, you pushed him to Tang Shishi as compensation for Tang Shishi. Have you considered his feelings? Have you asked him if he is willing?"
"There are also Tang poems!"
"Ye Huan is your fiancé and the one you love. Because of an accident, you gave Ye Huan to her. How do you want her to accept it?"
"And how are you so sure that Tang Shishi will like Ye Huan? Just because you like Ye Huan does not mean that someone else likes Ye Huan, even if this person is your best friend, even if Ye Huan is the king of the country!"
"In the end, this is just your wishful thinking."
Chen Jing’s words.
Just like the drums in the evening and the bells in the morning, it shakes the soul and makes people think.
Su Ying was stunned for a moment.
Also stunned was He Yingying outside the door.
She and Ling Feng came out of the Hongyan Mountain Scenic Area and came to the emergency department of this hospital.
Ye Huan and Badou just wanted to teach the two of them a lesson and were not here to kill them, so the effect of the medicine was under control. After the infusion, the two of them were in much better condition.
When He Yingying was getting hot water, she accidentally saw Su Ying also coming to the emergency room.
I thought Su Ying also had diarrhea, so I planned to go over and ask about the situation, and also try to smear Ye Huan to help Ling Feng, but I accidentally overheard Su Ying's secret.
They found out that Ye Huan was actually Su Ying's fiancé and had an affair with Tang Shishi.
After hearing this, she was immediately excited. This was good news. With this news, she became more confident in disturbing Huang Yehuan and Su Ying, and in bringing Su Ying and Ling Feng together.
However, the following conversation between the two made her give up this idea.
Because Chen Jing actually said that Ye Huan is the king of the country.
This is simply earth-shattering.
The King of Zhenguo is simply a legend, an idol and hero in the hearts of countless people.
He Yingying never even dared to think that she could actually know Ye Huan, because they were so different from each other that they were not from the same world at all.
And now, such a famous person who is famous all over the world appears in front of her alive and becomes the fiancé of her best friend.
However, she was not surprised to meet her idol. On the contrary, she was in panic all day long.
Because before, without knowing Ye Huan's identity, she said a lot of slanderous words about him, and even wanted to introduce his fiancée to another man.
"How to do how to do?"
"I have offended the King of Zhenguo! Will he hold a grudge? Will he deal with me?
"Is it too late to apologize now?"
He Yingying immediately thought of apologizing, but she soon shook her head and rejected it.
Of course, it's not that he is unrepentant. Knowing that Ye Huan is the king of the country, continuing to bring Su Ying and Ling Feng together is undoubtedly courting death.
As the king of the country, trying to kill her is almost like crushing an ant.
She wouldn't dare to lend her ten more courages.
She just doesn't want to apologize.
If she apologizes, even if Ye Huan forgives her, her impression of her will not be good, and Su Ying may not even be allowed to have contact with her in the future.
This is not what she wants.
She is an ambitious woman.
The reason why Su Ying and Ling Feng were brought together was of course jealous of Su Ying, but more importantly, it was to curry favor with Ling Feng in order to benefit from it.
Although Ling Feng has a good status and is the successor of Lingkong Group, compared with Ye Huan, the king of the country, he is not worth mentioning. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is in the sky and on earth.
I had thought about currying favor with Ling Feng before, but now I can naturally curry favor with Ye Huan as well.
Ye Huan likes Su Ying and has a relationship with Tang Shishi. Now she is begging Su Ying for forgiveness. If she can help, not only can she ask for Su Ying's forgiveness, but she can also take Tang Shishi away. Ye Huan will definitely be grateful.