Yuxi had tears in her eyes. She couldn't help it anymore. She pushed Yinzhen's shoulder gently and said, "I've been scolded and scolded by E Niang like that. Please stop hating me, okay?"
"When did I hate you?" Yinzhen frowned with a stern face. He could never argue with Yuxi, but they used to quarrel occasionally when they lived in the palace, but now they are becoming more and more polite, and they have been for a long time.
There had been no arguments, and the atmosphere at the moment seemed familiar. Although no one wanted to quarrel, it was surprisingly friendly.
Yuxi sat down aside, finally shed a few tears, and began to say: "Eniang said that the older I get, the less sensible I am. Being a wife is not like a wife, and being a mother is not like a mother. She thinks she protects her children well, but invisibly...
Let him be noticed by everyone. He said that I can't see how hard and hard you are now doing errands for Huang Ama. He said that I was spoiled and only thought about myself. Yinzhen, have I really become like this?
?”
Yinzhen's heart trembled when he heard this. Fortunately, it was E Niang who said this. If one day he couldn't help but lose his temper with his wife and poured it all out, the relationship between them would be torn apart.
Already?
Yu Xi wiped away her tears and continued to say unwillingly: "Eniang scolded me fiercely, saying that I used the child as an excuse and everything I did was actually for myself. But I didn't... I really didn't..."
"Don't, don't cry." Yinzhen unconsciously wanted to reach out his hand to comfort his wife, but he put it down consciously.
Yuxi saw this kind of action, and when he thought about Yinzhen not wanting to comfort him, he felt sad. He couldn't hold back his tears for a moment, and vented out all the grievances he had received from his mother-in-law today, lying on the table.
She cried loudly and frightened her husband. Yinzhen put his arms around her shoulders and said, "Don't cry like this. What if E Niang comes to see you tomorrow and your eyes are swollen like walnuts? How can you go out?"
Yuxi fell on his chest and sobbed: "If E Niang comes to find me again, you come with me. I'm so scared today that I almost can't breathe. Yinzhen, have you ever been reprimanded by E Niang?
, he’s almost a different person.”
Yinzhen smiled: "E Niang taught us brothers and sisters that they are always merciless. Seeing her is like a mouse seeing a cat."
Yuxi was not in the mood to joke, but said with a serious face: "I didn't think it was for myself, I just care too much about the children. I know I haven't treated you well these days, but you are busy with your business, and you have fallen in love with them.
, how can you be nice to me?"
"In this case..." Yinzhen frowned, "You also told E Niang."
Yu Xi pursed her lips and nodded tremblingly: "I couldn't help it, so I talked back to E Niang."
Yinzhen was a little nervous: "What did you say?"
Yuxi timidly said: "Absolutely these words."
The couple was quiet for a while, and Yuxi suppressed her tears and asked her husband: "I offended my mother, didn't I? But my mother asked me to speak freely. I said everything in the palace. I said I hate you.
Go to their room. I hate that you are helpless when you see the child, as if someone owes you. I hate that you are so busy that you leave everything in the house behind. I also hate Sanfujin and Huangqinli.
Those gossipy bitches..."
She gradually became excited as she spoke, but also gradually calmed down. Her emotions were ups and downs, and she vomited out all the depressed depression in her chest. Although her whole body was relaxed, she felt weak as if she was falling apart. Finally, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Eniang said, three
Years are set for life. When she saw me back then, I was a lively and naughty little girl. Maybe I am not a stable and dignified person in my heart, but in the past two years, I can't even pretend."
Yinzhen's expression relaxed, and he seemed to be relieved. He held his wife's hand in his palm, warmed each other, and said gently: "Me too, pretending to be an adult, trying to be the best in everything, but I'm already pretending."
It doesn’t look like that anymore.”
Yu Xi poked her head to look at her husband. There were still tears on her face, but she said, "Don't cry."
Yinzhen glared at her angrily, but said: "That day, the eldest emperor brother led the troops back to the city. I asked him to take off his armor in front of the city gate and enter the city. The way the eldest emperor brother looked at me was like nothing I have ever seen in my life.
I passed. At that moment, I was very panicked, but I didn’t know why but I felt very proud at the same time. That feeling was really strange. Even if I had beaten them in school, horseback riding, and archery before, I had never felt like this before."
"Is it because you want to talk to me occasionally, but I only have eyes for Honghui?" Yuxi said guiltily, "That's what E Niang said about me. She said that I didn't take good care of Honghui, but I took good care of him.
You've lost it. Eniang said that being dignified and steady is for outsiders to see. Why should I pretend to you? If you pretend too much, it won't look like anything. If you can't be a wife, you can't be a mother either. It's your fault that you still have to complain.
."
"My mother has lectured me a lot. She is not targeting you. She is because although we are parents, we still have the temper of children before." Yinzhen said calmly, "It wasn't until the way the eldest brother looked at me that day that he let me
Understand, everything is different."
Yu Xi nodded and was about to speak again when a maid's voice came from outside and said, "Song Gege is not feeling well. Please go and have a look at me and find a doctor."
Yinzhen said impatiently: "Wait a minute."
Yuxi's face didn't look good either. She turned away and said, "They all dare to provoke me now. Don't say I don't feel sorry for Hongxin. Hongxin has been in poor health, but his mother-in-law came to see you yesterday. I was full of emotions."
Enthusiasm wanted to take good care of you, but in the end you ran away without looking back. Now Song Gege has come to pull you again, Brother Si, you should go."
Yinzhen said with a face: "We were fine just now."
Yuxi said, "In a family, the wife is a concubine and a slave, and the slave dares to provoke the master. Who gives him the courage?" Then she turned to glare at her husband domineeringly and said, "I beat her like that before, and it may not last long."
Despite my mistress's aura, you see, she still dares to challenge me. In the final analysis, whether they can respect me or not depends on what you do?"
"What should I do?" He obviously had a straight face, but Yinzhen was not holding back at all. Yuxi was supposed to be this kind of person, but in the past, he always asked him to do what he wanted with big principles, which made him at a loss.
I couldn't help laughing at this moment, "Of course I will do whatever you want me to do."
Seeing that he was serious, Yu Xi stood up and said, "She's not feeling well. I should go and take a look, but I don't need you to come forward. I'm tired after a long day, so I just need to have a good rest. I'll be back as soon as I go."
Yinzhen nodded, and Yuxi added: "But after all, they are the ones who bear children for you. I won't stop you from being nice to them, but they can't get in between us. I'm also talking about this today.
Mother said, I have never opened my arms to them, and I have always done so in the past, and will always do so in the future. I know that you will take Fujin as your concubine again in the future, and I cannot really treat them well."
When Yu Xi said these words, she saw her husband just nodding in a semi-serious manner, and she couldn't help but say: "It's really annoying."
Such words have long since disappeared from their lives in the past two years. The two of them live like a couple in name only. They only speak a few words every day and they are always polite. Today, when her mother-in-law scolded her for being too pretentious, Yu
Xi still felt aggrieved, but after thinking about it for an afternoon, she realized that she had unknowingly used the same attitude towards outsiders to treat her husband. The more she hated him for being nice to his concubine, the more she wanted to pretend to be virtuous and dignified, thinking that she couldn't
Just like a concubine, she insists on leaving the best image in her husband's heart, but forgets that Ulanara Yuxi, whom Yinzhen met and fell in love with at the beginning, is not like that.
In the next few days, the relationship between the couple eased. Yuxi had been working hard to do well, but unknowingly, her efforts were in the wrong direction. Instead, she and her husband were drifting apart. Her heart was in the right place, but her path went astray.
, and besides being scolded by her mother-in-law that day, she did not say the most shocking words to Yinzhen.
The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law closed the door and said words that must not be heard by outsiders. The mother-in-law asked her what her ambition was and what kind of expectations she carried on her shoulders as Queen Xiaoyi. Although she did not say those words explicitly, the mother-in-law said that fish and
You can't have it both ways.
She was too weak to have children. Since God had given her Honghui, she just had to enjoy the happiness of her family with a grateful heart and not put the burden of realizing her ideals on her children. If she wanted to accompany her husband
At that point, although heirs are important, they are by no means the key. If you leave an heir like Queen Hesheli, you will die in vain, and you will not be able to accompany your beloved to the end, so there is no need to talk about ideals and ambitions.
Yuxi came back and thought about it all afternoon. She couldn't decide whether her children or her husband were more important. However, she unknowingly abandoned her husband for the sake of her children. And she clearly abandoned her husband, but she still expected Honghui to accompany her husband as she did.
Capital that will accompany him for a lifetime and accompany him to that point in the future. As my mother-in-law said, she seems to be wholeheartedly good to her children. In the final analysis, she is afraid that her children will make mistakes and not be able to fulfill their dreams for the future.
Turning back from the wrong road will definitely take a lot of effort. Lan Qi said to Yu Xi that as long as she can go back to the right path, it will be worth the hard work. She is afraid that she will give up halfway and go back to the wrong road and make the same mistake again.
But you may not have the courage to face reality and come back.
With her mother's guidance and support, the clouds and mist gradually cleared in the fourth elder brother's house, and the young couple regained the sweetness of the past. Lan Qi listened to a few things in the palace, and was filled with comfort, knowing that there would be twists and turns waiting for them in the future. If they
If we can face it together, we can stay together until the end.
In the blink of an eye, March came, the season of spring flowers blooming. The emperor issued a decree to confer all the princes on the throne. The eldest elder brother and the third elder brother were respectively canonized as the Prince of Zhijun and the Prince of Chengcheng. The eldest elder brother made many military exploits at a young age and won the title of prince.
It is understandable that the third elder brother caused a lot of controversy. But the credit for rescuing the driver gave him a great help. The emperor often expressed his gratitude to the courtiers and nobles for the third elder brother's saving him. The emperor's attitude gave him a lot of praise.
It seems reasonable to have a county king. The remaining elder brothers who left the palace as adults were all canonized as Baile.