Zhou Jingmo has never felt as clearly as he does now how much the events of the past six months have irritated Yun Shu.
She was someone who would hit her back even if she was scolded. Maybe she had this prerequisite, so he subconsciously felt that such a person who would forcefully seek justice for himself would not be wronged.
So he never imagined that she would commit suicide by taking pills.
It was clear that Ning Siyun was about to die, and the revenge she was waiting for was about to succeed. How could it suddenly come to this point?
Is it because of the dispute with him the day before yesterday?
He froze in place and began to recall her state that day.
As long as you think with purpose, you can always dig out a few doubtful areas.
Excessive tension, long-term tension, as well as the happy and distorted expression when admitting to deception, and occasionally pretending to be calm and quiet.
Including her stunned look at the end when she repeatedly said that she was right and that they didn't owe each other anything, it seemed, but actually it wasn't normal.
They were cheating on each other, and he felt so uncomfortable and breathless that she probably had it too, or even worse.
In the hospital corridor, no one spoke for several minutes.
In front of the ward at the other end, two spectators also hid in the corner.
After a while, Qi Zhou went to pull Zhou Jingmo: "Let's go. She may not want to see us."
Jiang Xiu: "You still have some self-awareness. What can you say if you go in? It will have no effect except stimulating her again. Okay, let's go quickly, don't disturb others to rest."
Zhou Jingmo didn't move. He was still stuck in that emotion. Even his feet were so cold that they seemed to be stuck to the ground.
He glanced at the door behind Gu Xingze. Was Yun Shu lying lifelessly on the hospital bed and not yet waking up?
What were you thinking about when you swallowed the medicine? Have you ever been scared when you were sent to the hospital for emergency treatment?
He seemed to have difficulty breathing suddenly, and swallowed hard with his sore throat.
Then there was a surge in his throat, and he suddenly bent over and spit out a mouthful of blood.
Jiang Xiu's expression changed and he randomly grabbed a nurse.
"Quick, quick, drag this person away and see if he doesn't die at the door. It's bad luck."
Qi Zhou nudged him and quickly walked over to help.
Gu Xingze looked at him coldly, turned around and closed the ward door.
Inside, Yun Shu was still lying flat. When she heard the sound, she turned her head to look at him.
The long black hair on the pillow moved a little.
"Are you leaving?"
He didn't answer immediately. He walked to the bedside and pulled out the hair that was under her shoulders.
Then he said: "He vomited blood. Are you satisfied?"
"Satisfied," she pursed her lips and smiled, "I heard what you said, thank you."
Having a good helper can make the original idea better.
That is, after completing this last step, there is no obvious joy of "the matter is finally completed successfully".
It's similar to the slight pleasure you get when you eat grilled sausage for the first time. I don't know if my brain hasn't reacted yet, or if I'm already good at controlling my mood.
She frowned for a moment, but soon recovered, relaxed her expression, and connected to what he wanted to say before going out.
It feels like that's important.
"What was that you didn't finish saying just now?"
Gu Xingze cooperated and repeated without expression: "The three words Zhou Jingmo appear too many times in our lives."
She was like a student who answered the question honestly: "But not anymore."
"Really not?" He ran his fingers through the long hair, but did not touch her head or cheeks.
"Your drama makes me feel that our relationship exists because of him.
In order to get revenge on him, he cooperated with me, because he had no choice, he accepted me, and because he wanted to use my hand to stimulate him, he learned to say nice things to me. I thought about it, in our every day conversation, every day, there are
These three words are Zhou Jingmo."
Yun Shu didn't understand what he wanted to express, so she frowned and said:
"Didn't you know before this? We originally met for revenge against him. But the reason for meeting does not affect our relationship, and no matter what, from today on, he will not appear again."
Just like a multi-tasking person who promises his current boss "I will never see him again", the focus of his current job is not the future guarantee at all.
Gu Xingze took back his hand, lowered his eyes, and asked her a very boring question: "Do you like me?"
Yun Shu was not used to the jump in topics and looked at him: "Please ask the complete question, otherwise the answer may not satisfy you."
He laughed briefly without any emotion: "Okay, let me make it clear. How much of your acceptance of me and getting used to me is because you like me, rather than just going along with the flow?
To be clearer, before you entered the hospital, did you consider how anxious I would be when I suddenly heard the news? You only want better results, make Zhou Jingmo more uncomfortable, and make others sympathize with you. One of these thoughts is about
Mine?"
"have."
She leaned slightly against the incline of the hospital bed and held one of his fingers sideways.
"Ning Zhixia said that you beat Zhou Jingmo and caused dissatisfaction between the two families. The Zhou family put pressure on you. Your family will also blame you for the sake of face. I don't want you to be blamed. I want them to know that it was Zhou Jingmo who did something even more egregious and caused more trouble.
You only dealt with him harshly if there were serious consequences. What you did was right, reasonable and legal."
Gu Xingze couldn't tell what he said next.
She rarely said "for you" so bluntly, and it was a joy to be able to say it now.
But the more he could hear her true words, the more he cared about the previous question that she had deliberately ignored.
"Then accepting me and getting used to me, how much is it because you like me? How much is it because you are worried about me?"
He leaned down and looked into her eyes while asking, trying to see clearly the true emotions in her heart.
Yun Shu couldn't say anything, but she hesitated for two seconds, gently pulled his ear, tilted her chin slightly and kissed him.
After the kiss, she continued to lie back, her eyes focused on his face, and the hand outside the quilt dug at him unconsciously.
Gu Xingze closed his eyes and kissed her back.
After the kiss was happy, I pressed again: "I want to hear you say it. Say, is it because you like it?"
She gasped through her nose and mouth, but before she could answer, she was held down and kissed again.
"Say it."
"……no."
"What did you say?" Gu Xingze's heart suddenly sank, and he wanted to strangle her to death.
She added: "But now."
His heart slowly rose to the sky again, staring straight at her: "What is it now?"
Anyway, I have to force her to say the complete words.
Yun Shu didn't say anything, so he put his hand through the back of her neck, grabbed her and bit her slender neck threateningly.
"Speak. What now?"
"pain."
"What is it?"
"...I like it."
"Who do you like?"
"I like...you are so annoying."
"Hurry up. Who do you like?"
There were two bite marks on her neck. She was about to burst into tears. She covered her neck and said embarrassedly: "I like... I like Gu... I like cookies."
"Say name."
"...I like Gu Xingze."
"Who likes Gu Xingze?"
"You're so annoying, I don't want to..."
Just as the pushing hand covered his face, the door of the ward was suddenly opened.
A well-maintained lady stood at the door and looked at them with a frown.