Lou Yan felt so regretful that his intestines were almost green, and he wished he could give himself a slap in the face.
He obviously wanted to coax people, but ended up scaring them instead.
He stepped back a little, looked down at the person in his arms, and explained softly: "I was just afraid that you would leave, so I couldn't control it for a while... I'm sorry, please don't be angry, okay?"
"I'll tell you whatever you want to know. I'll tell you everything. Don't be angry."
He pulled the person back to the room, sat the person on the chair, and half-crouched at Qin Zhen's feet, looking up at Qin Zhen who had been silent: "Can you... don't be angry? I promise, this will
This is the last time I yell at you, and I won’t do it again.”
Qin Zhen's eyes moved and she looked down at Lou Yan.
She didn't say anything, she just looked at him, causing Lou Yan to lose his armor.
Lou Yan took a deep breath and said: "The reason why I quarreled with His Majesty was because I asked for an order to go to southern Xinjiang, but Your Majesty refused. That's why we quarreled."
Qin Zhen, who had been silent all this time, grabbed Lou Yan's wrist and said sternly: "What did you just say? Where did you say you were going?"
"Don't be nervous," Lou Yan quickly patted the back of Qin Zhen's hand, sighed and said, "This is why I don't want to tell you, just because I'm afraid you will be like this."
Qin Zhen looked ugly and said in a deep voice: "Don't change the subject."
Lou Yan was silent for a moment, and finally looked up at her and said softly: "Zhen Zhen, you know that I am a commoner and have no support. Although I am a prince, in fact, anyone can step on me. My only way out is
, that is, go to southern Xinjiang, make military exploits, and become your own support."
Qin Zhen said eagerly: "What do you want to rely on? Isn't the emperor your support? You are the emperor's son, who dares to step on you?"
"Zhen Zhen..." Lou Yan looked at her helplessly and didn't say the rest.
But Qin Zhen's heart suddenly became cold, she knew what he had left unfinished.
The emperor cannot be his support, but will become a knife that stabs him. He has no support, everyone looks down on him, and he stands in the court like a transparent person.
The dignified third prince was actually broken into, robbed and killed. He was simply ignored.
As the third prince, he is a loner, and when he goes out to speak, he is not as effective as his daughter, a bandit.
Qin Zhen closed her eyes and said reluctantly: "But you don't have to..."
"It doesn't matter what happens to me, but I can't let my people suffer." Lou Yan interrupted Qin Zhen and said slowly: "They can look down on me, they can step on me, they can ignore me, but they can't treat me right.
My people are disrespectful in the slightest. I have to have the ability to protect the people around me from harm."
Lou Yan held Qin Zhen's hand in his palm with his backhand, laughed, and said: "Also, other people's killers broke into houses and killed them openly. I can't just sit back and wait for death, right? If I still have nothing, I will be eaten by them sooner or later.
Not even a scrap of his bones is left.”
"I made this choice more for my own survival."
Lou Yan looked up at Qin Zhen and whispered: "Don't be afraid. Yuanchu is in southern Xinjiang. He is my friend and he will help me."
Qin Zhen gritted her teeth tightly and could not say a word.
She remembered her last life.
In his previous life, Lou Yan also visited Southern Xinjiang.
It was at that time that Yuan Chu was devoted to him and became his right-hand man.
It was also at that time that Lou Yan held the military power in his hands. When the prince seized the throne, he led his army and cooperated with the Qin family, and successfully pushed Xiao Jue to the throne.
Will this time be the same as before?
Could it be that if she had to do it over again, she wouldn't be able to change anything?
Qin Zhen fell into a kind of panic. She seemed to see the bodies of her father and brother hanging on the beam again, and seemed to smell the strong smell of blood again...
Lou Yan kept looking at Qin Zhen and immediately noticed something was wrong with Qin Zhen.
He was startled and quickly stood up to check: "Zhen Zhen? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"
After shouting several times in a row, Qin Zhen had no response, and Lou Yan was so shocked that he broke out in a cold sweat.
This seems to be a precursor to illness.
"Qin Zhen!" Lou Yan raised his voice fiercely and shouted, "Qin Zhen, wake up and look at me!"
Lou Yan's shout seemed to overlap with a certain scene in Qin Zhen's mind.
In the last life, before she lost consciousness at the door of Qin's house, she seemed to hear Lou Yan's heartbreaking shout...
Qin Zhen blinked and looked up at Lou Yan.
Lou Yan breathed a sigh of relief and said cautiously: "Don't think too much, okay? If you have anything to say, tell me. If you have any questions, ask me and I'll tell you. Don't think alone, okay?"
Qin Zhen looked at Lou Yan steadily and suddenly asked: "Will you still stand by the prince?"
Lou Yan was stunned for a moment before he remembered that this was Qin Zhen's knot in his heart.
No matter how many times he explained it, Qin Zhen just didn't believe it and always thought that she would help Xiao Jue.
It turns out that she was afraid that she would help the prince deal with her after she went to southern Xinjiang and gained military power?
Lou Yan took a deep breath, held Qin Zhen's shoulders, and said word by word: "Zhen Zhen, listen carefully, I will not help the prince. I am on your side, and I have always been on your side.
, remember?”
Qin Zhen's eyes moved slightly, and after a while, she slowly lowered her head and said softly: "Well, he is not a good person, so don't help him."
Lou Yan quickly said: "I won't help him."
Qin Zhen was silent for a long time and then asked: "If I tell you not to go, you won't listen to me, right?"
Lou Yan: "..."
Qin Zhen knew, and his silence was the best answer.
Qin Zhen stood up and walked out slowly. Lou Yan was behind her, following step by step.
"You don't have to follow me, nothing will happen to me." Qin Zhen looked back at him and suddenly asked, "When are you going to set off?"
Lou Yan looked at her face and said softly: "Ten days later."
Qin Zhen said oh, nodded, turned around and left without saying anything.
Lou Yan followed her closely, not far away, until he returned her safely to Qin's house, and then returned home.
Linglong, who had agreed to go to recuperate, was pouring tea for Lou Yan.
Lou Yan took a sip, stared out the window for a while, and suddenly asked, "Did I do something wrong?"
Linglong lowered her head, not daring to say a word.
She knew that her master just wanted to vent and did not want her answer.
As expected, Lou Yan said to himself: "There are many ways to get rights, and it doesn't have to go to southern Xinjiang... But this is the fastest way. The prince can't wait any longer, Xiao
Yao is still watching her, if I am still so weak, how can I guard her..."
Linglong stood aside, sighing uncontrollably in her heart.
Her master is good at everything, the only thing missing is his birth.
If he had a good background, the prince would not even be worthy of carrying his shoes.