Time flies by in the blink of an eye, and the wedding day is here.
On the first night of the wedding, the bride and groom were not allowed to meet each other, but Lou Yan still couldn't help sneaking into Qin Zhen's room at night.
Qin Zhen didn't bother to chase him away. She just looked at him and said, "You have been familiar with the books of sages since you were a child. You used to be a person who understood etiquette and general knowledge. Now, you have forgotten all the rules you learned and started doing things.
You are a bit more dissolute than that slut."
Lou Yan smiled bitterly: "I told you before, you are my rule."
He came closer, stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and said softly: "You think I'm acting loose...but I just can't help myself. Besides, you acquiesced."
In the second half of the sentence, Lou Yan spoke very softly, as if he was afraid of saying the wrong thing.
But even so, Qin Zhen still turned against him and pushed him away: "Are you saying that I act loosely?"
"No, no, no, you haven't. You have always been forced by me. All this has nothing to do with you. It's my debauchery. It's all me." Lou Yan quickly pulled the person back into his arms and hugged him, and said, "
How could my Zhenzhen be at fault? Everything is my fault."
Qin Zhen endured it, but she couldn't hold it back anymore and burst into laughter.
When Lou Yan saw her smiling, he couldn't help but laugh too.
"I can't stay here any longer tonight. I'll stay with you for another hour and then go back." Lou Yan tilted his head and kissed her forehead, and said, "Go back and prepare well. I'll marry you tomorrow."
He sat down by the bed, pulled Qin Zhen into his arms, and gently rocked her from side to side.
His chin rested on Qin Zhen's shoulder, and when he lowered his head, he could see Qin Zhen's hands.
He stared at the rosary in Qin Zhen's hand for a long time, and finally couldn't help but stretched out his hand and touched the rosary.
Qin Zhen slapped Lou Yan on the hand and said angrily: "What are you touching?"
Lou Yan was silent for a moment, then obediently took his hand back and hugged the person's waist again.
"I asked you before, why did you suddenly have this rosary in your hand when you didn't believe in Buddhism before, but you didn't tell me at the time." Lou Yan said softly, "I'll ask you again now, you can tell me why you suddenly played with it.
Have you picked up this rosary?"
Qin Zhen: "..."
She stared at the rosary in her hand for a moment and fell silent for a moment.
When Lou Yan went to southern Xinjiang, she went to Lingjin Temple, found Master Hui'an, and wanted to ask Master Hui'an for a peace charm.
At that time, Master Hui'an did not give her the peace charm, but gave her this rosary, saying that sincerity will lead to spiritual success.
In fact, Qin Zhen still does not believe in Buddhism.
Whether he is praying for Lou Yan's peace talisman or holding the rosary around him all day long, it is actually just for peace of mind.
Later, Lou Yan returned safely, and Qin Zhen became accustomed to holding the rosary, so she continued this habit without changing it.
Moreover, since having this rosary, Qin Zhen feels that the anger in her heart has calmed down a little and she has fewer nightmares.
Now that Lou Yan asked again, Qin Zhen didn't know how to answer for a while.
After being silent for a while, Qin Zhen said: "This rosary... I went to Lingjin Temple to ask for it from Master Hui'an before you went on the expedition."
Qin Zhen didn't say much else.
Lou Yan was just stunned for a moment, and then his hand holding Qin Zhen tightened suddenly.
The night before his expedition, Qin Zhen came to see him. At that time, she gave him two things.
A sewn peace charm, a peace button he gave her... both of these things are still on his body today.
And this rosary was actually what I asked for at Lingjin Temple that day...
A person who has never believed in Buddhism and never worshiped Buddha when he saw him suddenly picked up rosary beads?
Lou Yan took a deep breath, hugged the person in his arms tightly, and said softly: "Can I be a little greedy... Isn't it true that this rosary is also for my request, to pray for my peace?"
Qin Zhen said nothing.
No answer is the answer.
Lou Yan turned over fiercely and pressed him down on the bed, looking down at Qin Zhen, his eyes were slightly red.
After a while, he seemed to be extremely restrained, lowered his head, kissed Qin Zhen's lips very lightly, and murmured: "Zhen Zhen, what should I do with you...
"
He really wished he could marry Qin Zhen home now.
At the same time, he couldn't help but feel sour in his heart, which made his eyes sore, and he almost couldn't help but shed tears.
Qin Zhen suddenly relented and agreed to be with him. He originally thought that Qin Zhen was impulsive or something else... But now it seems that it is not the case at all. Qin Zhen does not have no feelings for him.
She...has her heart for him.
Moreover, this feeling did not just appear recently, but was as early as two years ago before he went on the war, or... earlier.
However, his Zhenzhen was so smart and well hidden that he didn't notice it at all.
Lou Yan leaned over and hugged him tightly, saying softly: "If I had known earlier..."
Qin Zhen stopped talking after hearing what he was saying. She couldn't help but asked curiously: "What if you knew something earlier?"
Lou Yan: "If I had known what you did..."
Qin Zhen: "Huh?"
"If I had known that you had me in your heart, you should have been my Lou Yan's princess as early as two years ago!" Lou Yan said word for word, "I wasted two years in two years.
...If I had not missed it back then, we might even have children now."
Qin Zhen was silent for a while, and then said lightly: "You have a beautiful idea."
"No!" Lou Yan suddenly felt aggrieved. He raised his head, stared at Qin Zhen with red eyes, and said accusingly, "You clearly have me in your heart, but you just don't admit it. You even let it out even a little bit back then.
If you like it, I will tie you back even if I have to tie you up. If we get married at that time, the child will be walking in two years. If I work harder, maybe you will be pregnant with the second child...
"
"Shut up!" Qin Zhen covered Lou Yan and glared at him, "What do you think is wrong? One child and two children, just dream!"
After saying that, she stretched out her hand to push the person away, with an unnatural blush on her face.
Lou Yan almost loved the way she blushed.
He was so strong that Qin Zhen couldn't push him away. Instead, Lou Yan managed to get into her arms and hugged her tightly.
Lou Yan coaxed her softly: "Okay, okay, if you don't have a baby, you won't have a baby. As long as you marry me, it will be fine."
Qin Zhen: "..."
Qin Zhen's face was expressionless, and she slapped Lou Yan on the back of the head, thinking to herself: He is becoming more and more shameless.
If it were told to the outside world, no one would believe that the mute and living King of Hell has such a shameless appearance, right?
Lou Yan stayed here for a while, then had to get up and leave.
Before he left, Qin Zhen couldn't help but stop him and said softly: "Tomorrow... I'll wait for you."