Lou Yan carried Qin Zhen back to the room. He seemed to be thinking about talking all the way, but in the end he couldn't say a word.
Until the two of them got into bed, Lou Yan couldn't say a word.
Qin Zhen acted as if nothing had happened, she still found a place in his arms, closed her eyes and prepared to sleep.
Everything is still the same as before, nothing is different.
But Lou Yan knew that it was still different from before.
Qin Zhen didn't look at herself tonight, and even forgot to give herself a kiss before closing her eyes. Every day after they were together, Qin Zhen would give herself a kiss before going to bed.
Lou Yan hugged Qin Zhen and slowly stroked her back with one hand. After a long time, Lou Yan whispered: "It's okay, honey, you are enough."
The word "baby" appears very rarely in his mouth. He usually blurts it out when he really can't bear it anymore.
The person in his arms is his most precious treasure.
The children are not the most important, Qin Zhen is the most important.
If Qin Zhen can't give birth, it doesn't matter if he never has children in his life.
What's more, Qin Zhen has already given him Xiao Yiheng. With Lan Zhen between them, it can be considered complete.
"Baby, we have Lan Zhen, that's enough." Lou Yan lowered his head to ask for the kiss, pressed his forehead against hers, and whispered, "I already feel complete."
Qin Zhen had been silent until this moment.
She raised her head and looked at Lou Yan, finally revealing a hint of emotion.
The ends of her eyes were a little red, and she said a little aggrievedly: "But, I want to help you give birth to many, many children, so that more and more people can love you. Our palace is so deserted, we need more people."
She was really like this before.
Lou Yan was so miserable. He was dependent on his mother when he was a child. When he grew up and returned to the palace, he never got any so-called family affection.
The emperor's father was full of schemes, and his brothers regarded him as a thorn in their side and wanted to get rid of him quickly.
He had also looked forward to it, but in the end he got nothing. Instead, he lost his most important mother.
Therefore, Qin Zhen wanted more people to love Lou Yan with her, wanted to have his children around her, make the palace lively, and didn't want him to be alone.
Listening to Lou Yan's words, Lou Yan felt that his heart was broken, and the pain made his eyes red.
He suddenly hugged Qin Zhen tightly in his arms and murmured: "It's enough for me to have you. As long as you are here, everything is fine. I don't need so many people to love me. With you,
Love is enough."
As long as Qin Zhen is there, that's enough.
Qin Zhen said in a muffled voice: "I know it's enough for you to have me, but... I'm still a little regretful."
Lou Yan hugged her tightly and said, "No, there is no regret. I don't feel sorry. If you stay by my side obediently, then there will be no regrets at all."
Qin Zhen looked up at him and suddenly asked: "Will you have children with others?"
After asking, he muttered to himself: "Yes, right? After all, with your status, it would be outrageous to have only one child..."
"What are you talking about?" Lou Yan sat up as if he had been pricked by a needle, looking down at Qin Zhen who was lying down, "Do you think of me like this?"
Then, he asked: "Is there something I haven't done well enough that makes you have such doubts about me?"