"Hello, Miss Zhao, we are from the Yanjing Branch. We came to see you today to understand the situation at that time."
Zhao Ningchu suddenly became angry: "Get out, get out~"
The two staff members did not expect that Zhao Ningchu's emotions would be so intense, and they didn't know what to do for a while.
Shao Sinian stood aside and said quickly: "Please leave first. You have seen her current condition."
"Please enlighten me and enlighten me. We will come back in a few days."
After saying that, he left the ward.
Shao Sinian stepped forward and looked at Zhao Ningchu condescendingly, feeling pity in his heart.
"Xiaochu, are you okay?"
Zhao Ningchu said with empty eyes: "Why are they coming here now? If it weren't for those people's negligence, Shaoxing would not have come out while serving his sentence, and Ji Xiuran would not have died."
When Shao Sinian heard what Zhao Ningchu said, he didn't know how to comfort her.
A week later, Zhao Ningchu was discharged from the hospital.
Gu Ran and Su Yang came to the hospital and wanted to persuade Zhao Ningchu to stay in the hospital for a longer period of observation, but Zhao Ningchu still insisted on being discharged.
"Xiaochu, if you are discharged from the hospital, come to my place and I will take care of you!"
Zhao Ningchu shook his head.
Since the last time the police came, Zhao Ningchu has become even more silent. At first, Gu Ran came to the hospital to stay with her every day and tell her about various things happening outside.
But every time Zhao Ningchu remained silent, Gu Ran couldn't help it anymore, and gradually the number of visits became less and less. Seeing that Zhao Ningchu didn't speak, she stopped asking questions.
As soon as he walked out of the hospital, Zhao Ningchu saw Xia Chengan getting out of the car.
Xia Chengan glanced at Gu Ran, then walked up to Zhao Ningchu: "Are you okay?"
Zhao Ningchu hummed, passed Xia Chengan and got into Shao Sinian's car.
Gu Ran followed Zhao Ningchu, and suddenly, Xia Chengan's voice came from behind: "Ran Ran..."
Gu Ran paused and turned to look at Xia Chengan, the expression on her face remained calm.
"Is something wrong, Mr. Xia?"
"Shall we talk?"
Gu Ran sneered: "What do you think we have to talk about now?"
Xia Chengan's eyes fell on Zhao Ningchu.
"The police station said that my uncle's body was not found..."
Following Xia Chengan's words, Zhao Ningchu's steps suddenly stopped, and she turned to look at Xia Chengan.
"What do you mean? No body found!"
When Zhao Ningchu said these words, she always had a vibrato. During this time, she had said so many words at once.
Xia Chengan walked up to Zhao Ningchu and told him what the police had said before.
Zhao Ningchu froze for half a second, grabbed Xia Chengan's wrist, and said excitedly: "Then, does that mean that he is still alive?"
Xia Chengan shook his head: "I don't know either. After my grandmother found out, she fainted from anger and is still in a coma now."
Zhao Ningchu was a little disappointed.
Gu Ran took Zhao Ningchu's hand and said worriedly: "Ah Chu, don't be like this, I feel uncomfortable when you are like this!"
Zhao Ningchu didn't say anything and walked forward.
Gu Ran offered to take her home, but she refused and walked back by herself.
Seeing Zhao Ningchu's persistence, Gu Ran didn't say anything, but just drove behind her silently and looked at her.
Zhao Ningchu walked slowly on the road. When she reached the traffic light intersection, she stopped and looked at the pedestrians coming and going on the road.
Suddenly, Zhao Ningchu saw a familiar figure walking across the zebra crossing.
"Ji Xiuran..." She ran after the figure, not noticing that it was already a red light.
Suddenly, a sudden brake pierced the sky, and a black car suddenly stopped in front of Zhao Ningchu. She stumbled and fell to the ground in fright.
Before Zhao Ningchu could realize what was going on, a pair of black leather shoes caught her sight.
Then, a familiar voice reached her ears.
"Are you okay!"
When Zhao Ningchu heard this, his whole body froze.
Ji Xiuran.
It was Ji Xiuran's voice.
She quickly raised her eyes and saw that the man was standing in front of him with the sun behind him. The dazzling light made Zhao Ningchu unable to see clearly, but she seemed to recognize that this man was Ji Xiuran.
"Ji Xiuran, you are finally back."
Zhao Ningchu's eyes turned red instantly.
The man was stunned for a moment, then squatted in front of Zhao Ningchu: "Miss, are you okay?"
Zhao Ningchu stopped crying and looked at the man in front of her with tearful eyes. When he saw that the face was different from the one in his memory, a flash of disappointment flashed in Zhao Ningchu's eyes.
She shook her head slightly and got up to leave.
The man saw that her recovery was not very good, so he stretched out his hand and held her wrist: "Do you want me to take you to the hospital? I see that your recovery is not very good."
Zhao Ningchu still shook his head.
At this time, Gu Ran, who had been following Zhao Ningchu all the way, ran over, took her hand, and said with a worried look: "Ah Chu, you scared me to death."
When she saw Zhao Ningchu sitting on the zebra crossing just now, she was so frightened that she almost lost her soul. If it weren't for the fact that parking was not allowed there, she would have rushed over.
Zhao Ningchu looked at Gu Ran but said nothing.
The man on the side said apologetically: "Do you want to go to the hospital? Don't worry, I will be responsible."
Gu Ran refused.
"No!"
The man took out his business card from his wallet and handed it to Zhao Ningchu: "This is my business card. My name is He Jingran. If you need anything later, you can contact me."
Gu Ran took the business card, glanced at it casually, and then put the card in her bag.
"OK!"
After speaking, he turned to Zhao Ningchu.
"Achu, let's go, I'll go home from you!"
Zhao Ningchu lowered his eyes and murmured: "Is Ji Xiuran back?"
When Gu Ran heard this, she reached out and took Zhao Ningchu's hand and walked towards her car.
'Let's go home!'
When Zhao Ningchu heard the word "go home", the expression on her face changed a little.
What Ji Xiuran said to her at that time came to mind,
Let's go home together.
Go home together.
Liar, we agreed to go home together, why would we lie to others?
Zhao Ningchu sat in Gu Ran's car and kept muttering: "Liar..."
Half an hour later, Gu Ran sent Zhao Ningchu back to the villa.
As soon as they entered the door, Nini and Xiaobai ran towards her when they saw Zhao Ningchu.
"Mommy...Mommy..."
Suddenly, Zhao Ningchu felt his ears buzzing and his head felt like it was going to explode. His body pushed the child away uncontrollably.
"Go away..."
Everyone present was frightened by Zhao Ningchu's actions. They did not expect that Zhao Ningchu would take action against the child.
Zhao Ningchu looked at Nini and Xiaobai who were lying on the ground, tears falling uncontrollably from her eyes.
She didn't want this, but she couldn't control her body.
Zhao Ningchu said nothing, covered her mouth and walked towards her room.
Gu Ran couldn't help but feel a little worried when she saw Zhao Ningchu like this.
"Uncle Zhao, why don't you take the child and stay out for a few days? I think Ah Chu's condition is not very good!"
"If I leave, who will take care of her?"
"Don't worry, I will take care of her. When her mental state improves, you can bring the child back."
Gu Ran couldn't figure out why Zhao Ningchu suddenly hated the two children so much. The only thing he could do now was to send the children away.
*
In the evening, Zhao Ningchu came down from upstairs, and his mental state was very bad.
She held the stairs and came to the living room step by step, when she suddenly heard movement from the kitchen.
Zhao Ningchu walked into the kitchen. When he saw the man in the kitchen cooking with his back turned to him, Zhao Ningchu's eyes turned red instantly.
Ji Xiuran, Ji Xiuran is back.
Zhao Ningchu wanted to call him, but was worried that Ji Xiuran would leave as soon as she spoke.
She stood cautiously and looked at the kitchen.
Suddenly, Ji Xiuran turned to look at her: "Why are you standing there? Come and help me."
When Zhao Ning first heard this, she couldn't believe it. She just stood there and didn't dare to move, just looking at Ji Xiuran blankly.
"Why are you dazed? Come here~"
Ji Xiuran spoke to her again.
Zhao Ningchu then took steps and ran towards Ji Xiuran, pretending to be angry and said: "Where have you been these past few days..."
After saying that, he stretched out his hand to hit Ji Xiuran.
But when her hand fell, the man in front of her disappeared in an instant.
Zhao Ningchu made a blank call.
Suddenly, she panicked.
Look around.
But there was still no voice from Ji Xiuran.
"Ji Xiuran..."
Zhao Ningchu shouted loudly.
At this time, Gu Ran's worried voice came to her ears: "Ah Chu, Ah Chu..."
Zhao Ningchu opened her eyes suddenly, and when she saw Gu Ran looking at her with a worried look on her face, she realized belatedly that she had just been dreaming.
Zhao Ningchu sat up and looked at Gu Ran: "Ranran..."
Gu Ran reached out and hugged her, her eyes full of heartache and she said, "It's a dream, Ah Chu, you're dreaming."
Zhao Ningchu murmured: "Dream, it turns out to be a dream..."
"Achu, Ji Xiuran is dead. Face the reality and stop torturing yourself."
Zhao Ningchu said nothing.
Gu Ran continued: "Ji Xiuran died in the explosion, and there is no body left. Ah Chu, please stop thinking about him, think about Xiaobai, think about Nini..."
"Dead, Ji Xiuran is dead."
"He is dead and will never come back."
As soon as he finished speaking, Zhao Ningchu suddenly burst into tears.
Gu Ran felt very distressed when she heard her heartbreaking cry, but she couldn't do anything.
He just stayed with her quietly until she fainted from crying.
Gu Ran thought that Zhao Ningchu would be in better condition after venting this time.
But the result is getting worse day by day. I am always talking to myself, not knowing what I am talking about?
No matter what Gu Ran said, Zhao Ningchu still ignored her and seemed to have returned to the state of sealing herself away, not letting anyone get close to her.
Gu Ran had no choice but to call Su Yang. When she was looking for her mobile phone in her bag, she suddenly saw the business card in her bag.
He Jingzhi
Psychologist.
Gu Ran looked at Zhao Ningchu and then at the business card in her hand.
So I took Zhao Ningchu to find He Jingzhi that day.
In the psychological consultation room, He Jingzhi was a little surprised when he saw Zhao Ningchu.
Before she could speak, Gu Ran informed He Jingzhi of the situation. Hearing this, He Jingzhi turned and glanced at Zhao Ningchu, who was sitting aside without saying a word.
"I thought her condition was not right before."
"Dr. He, please help her, no matter how much money you have."
"You wait outside first, I'll talk to her."
After Gu Ran left, He Jingzhi took a chair and sat in front of Zhao Ningchu: "Hello, Miss Zhao!"
Zhao Ningchu raised her eyes and glanced at him, but said nothing.
He Jingzhi continued: "Do you still remember me?"
Zhao Ningchu nodded: "Remember!"
"It's an honor to be remembered by such a beautiful lady."
Zhao Ningchu didn't speak, and He Jingzhi continued to ask: "Can you tell me about you?"
Zhao Ningchu raised her eyes and looked at him. It took her a while before she said, "I was kidnapped before."
He Jingzhi nodded: "Well, what else?"
"Dead!"
"Who died."
"Ji Xiuran!"
He Jingzhi was a little surprised when he heard this name.
Are there so many people with the same name?
Soon, he retracted his thoughts: "Who is he to you?"
Zhao Ningchu shook his head.
He Jingzhi patiently continued to ask: "Are you friends?"
friend?
When Zhao Ningchu heard this word, she slowly raised her eyes to look at He Jingzhi and said slowly: "No!"
"Then what's your relationship?"
Zhao Ningchu shook his head.
"Ms. Zhao, I really want to help you get out of this predicament, but you need to return to my problem, otherwise I won't be able to help you."
"Dilemma?"
"Yes, you have closed yourself in a closed space now. If this continues, it will be very bad."
Zhao Ningchu didn't speak, and there wasn't even an extra expression on his face.
He Jingzhi did not expect that Zhao Ningchu would be so serious, just like the patient he met five years ago.
Just when He Jingzhi was about to speak, Zhao Ningchu spoke.
"I often dream about him and he says he will take me home."
"You miss him, don't you?"
Following He Jingzhi's words, Zhao Ningchu's tears rolled out of her eyes uncontrollably. She cried silently and did not answer He Jingzhi's question.
"You love him very much, don't you?"
"I have no idea!"
"Then how did he die?"
"Save me."
He Jingzhi said firmly: "He loves you very much!"
Zhao Ningchu was stunned.
like.
Ji Xiuran loves her.
Yes, he had been expressing his love and affection to himself, but he was too afraid to respond to him and pushed him away time and time again.
For a moment, the room fell into silence.
Just when He Jingzhi thought that no one had made any progress in today's exchange, Zhao Ningchu suddenly spoke.
"like……"
He Jingzhi asked in confusion: "What?"
"I love him!"
'You are very much in love!'
Zhao Ningchu shook her head with red eyes: "He doesn't know, he thinks I hate him!"
He Jingzhi looked at her closely, waiting for Zhao Ningchu's next words: "What then?"
"I pushed him away again and again, and every time he would stick to me. But this time, I pushed him too hard and he wouldn't come back."
The moment Ji Xiuran went to save himself, he had already guessed his way out.
*
When Zhao Ningchu walked out of the clinic, Gu Ran hurriedly greeted her.
"Achu, how's it going?"
Zhao Ningchu didn't say anything, and Gu Ran looked at He Jingzhi.
Doctor He, how's it going?"
"This kind of thing needs to be done slowly. It can't be solved in one go."
"Then when will we come over next time?"
He Jingzhi looked at Zhao Ningchu and said calmly: "It depends on her personal wishes."
After speaking, he said to Gu Ran: "Miss Gu, can I talk to you alone?"
Gu Ran was a little confused, but thinking that it was Zhao Ningchu's business, she nodded in agreement.
She asked Zhao Ningchu to wait for her in the lounge, while she and He Jingzhi came to his office.
"Dr. He, what's wrong with my friend?"
"You said on the phone yesterday that your friend became like this because his lover died, right?"
Gu Ran nodded.
"Her situation is exactly the same as that of a patient I received five years ago."
Hearing this, Gu Ran asked eagerly: "How is that person doing?"
He Jingzhi shook his head: "It took two years to slowly get better. From then on, he came to my place once a month. It seems that he didn't come here this year."
"That means everything is fine, right?"
He Jingzhi nodded: "Probably!"
"Dr. He, what's the name of your patient? I'll contact you. Maybe I can help prescribe my friend at that time!"