Jing Baiye was used to Pan Nuo rejecting her kindness.
He didn't force it, he asked where the bathroom was, borrowed a clean set of pajamas, and went to take a shower.
The old bathroom was very clean. Jing Baiye took off his dirty clothes and put them aside and got into the shower. Originally, he wanted to wash his hair, but halfway through the wash, the hot water suddenly turned to cold water, so he could only wrap a bandage and get out quickly.
He entered the bedroom. The lamp on the bedside table was on. There was only a single bed in the room, and there was no space for people to squeeze in.
Pan Nuo was making the bed. When Jing Baiye came in, he put down the pillow and said, "The bed is ready, you can go to sleep first."
Jing Baiye yawned, thinking he was going to take a shower: "The water in the bath became cold while I was washing. I don't know if the equipment is broken. Please be careful when washing."
Pannuo nodded, turned and left.
Seeing him walking out of the room, Jing Baiye lay down on the bed. The bed was very hard and the quilt on his body was not thick to the touch, but he didn't care about these small things and wrapped his body tightly in the quilt. He closed his eyes and fell asleep quickly.
I don't know how long it took, but in the blur, Jing Baiye heard a very soft sigh.
He suddenly woke up - no matter which life he was in, he was actually quite vigilant - he opened his eyes, subconsciously touched the side with his hand, and found that there was another quilt on his body.
Looking to the side, Pannuo was sitting on the bed, with no blankets on the floor.
There was no clock in the room, and the phone was in the pocket of dirty clothes. Jing Baiye didn't know what time it was for a while. He could tell by the brightness outside the window that he was in the transition between night and dawn.
Pan Nuo didn't sleep. He sat there with his eyes half-closed. He seemed to be distracted and didn't realize that Jing Baiye behind him had woken up.
Jing Baiye has met people from many organizations.
For example, Rum and Gin, they have no sympathy or remorse; For example, Belmode, she will send someone to die while showing a charming smile, and then touch his cheek lovingly; For example, Shirley, she is not so
He is ruthless and will be afraid of dead people.
But no one from the organization was like Panno at this time.
Those eyes were very pure blue, perhaps because they were covered with a layer of moonlight, and the blue became misty. It was exactly the same as the way Panno looked at him before they entered the bar.
...Is he sad?
Jing Baiye, who didn't understand what psychological pain and tears were, suddenly thought of this for some reason.
There was obviously no tear on his face, and there was no change in his expression, but his eyes betrayed him. Jing Baiye, who had never been able to read eyes in the past, saw his truest emotions at this time.
He is really sad.
"..."
Jing Baiye vaguely understood something and continued to look into his eyes.
Panno was selected by Rum based on his preferences. He liked his handsome face, his natural blond hair, and his blue eyes.
Unlike the joy of making a lot of money and material happiness, this is a kind of spiritual satisfaction.
"Pano."
Jing Baiye suddenly spoke, and Pan Nuo was startled and turned his head to look at him.
"Why did you wake up?"
Pannuo's body tensed up, but for just a moment, those sad emotions disappeared.
Jing Baiye got out of the two quilts and said bluntly: "Pan Nuo, you should give up all these murderous tasks in the future."
"……What?"
Panno frowned.
"In the past, you always took care of me, drove me out to play, and accompanied me to various stores to eat delicious food. I have been thinking about what I can do for you... Just now I finally thought of it.
."
Jing Baiye sat on the bed and looked at his partner very seriously.
"If those tasks make you miserable, don't do them. I will do everything from now on."
He would not feel the slightest guilt about killing his enemy. The only thing he felt guilty about tonight was the unlucky piece of cake on the table that unfortunately fell to the ground without eating it.
"We are partners and always act together. As long as the mission is successfully completed and we don't tell anyone, no one will find out."
Jing Baiye knew that he was not a smart person, so this was the best way he could think of to have both ends.
He didn't mind putting more effort into the task, nor did he mind splitting the reward from the task with Panno afterward.
As long as the current life can continue to be maintained.
…
Time returns to the present.
Jing Baiye thought about what happened that night, and he remembered every detail clearly.
He even remembered Panno's slightly widened eyes after hearing those words.
"I knew at that time that you had already guessed that I was an undercover agent."
"...But you didn't report me, and your attitude towards me didn't change at all."
Jing Baiye felt incredible.
"Is it my friendliness at that time that gave you the illusion that you could instigate rebellion against me?"
He stretched out his hand to Panno, but it reached halfway and stopped in mid-air.
——Now he can no longer touch him.
"...So you want to say, this is my fault?"
"——Am I too naive to want organization members and undercover agents to coexist?"
"Bang!"
Just at this moment, the last firework bloomed in the sky, and the brilliant light announced the end of April 4th. At that moment, it also swallowed up the sounds coming from Panno's opening and closing mouth.
The sky turned completely dark, leaving only the fire on the ground that symbolized violence and destruction still burning.
Jing Baiye, who didn't hear the other party's answer clearly, stood there blankly.
Panno looked at the Ukiyo-e style monsters on his body. He was half Japanese, but he was not familiar with this culture. He could only recognize that it was a kimono: "Is this Japan?"
"...It's Japan." Jing Baiye said, "And a full year has passed since your death."
After telling Pan Nuo's death to his face, Jing Baiye felt that a part of his heart that had been tense for a long time finally relaxed.
He raised his hand and held the pendant again.
——The dead you miss the most, the living you miss the most... If you could only choose one of the two, which side would you choose?
The deceased I miss the most.
There is no doubt that in this world, the dead person he misses the most is Panno - the undercover agent he killed with his own hands.
Jing Baiye felt his eyes were a little hot, and he didn't know if it was because the fire below was too strong. He blinked, but nothing fell from his eyes.
He has no tears. No matter what happens, he will never cry.
"Angstra..."
"?!"
That call sounded again, more helpless and desperate than last time.
Jing Baiye realized that there must be someone calling him desperately from somewhere in the world.
"It turns out that a year has passed..."
Panno next to him didn't hear the sound at all.
"No wonder you are much taller than before." He looked at him, "How have you been doing this year?"
The plot of Pan Nuo in the next chapter is over. I know many people don't like him, but this involves the change of the protagonist's mentality. The plot that should be written must be completed normally...
