The biggest feeling is that I have finished writing it!
Finally finished!!
I didn’t even expect this to be so long!!
It’s not easy for someone who has only written a 100,000-word novella in the past!!!
The long story tests the author's ability in all aspects. I exposed many, many problems in the middle. My hand speed is too slow and there are too few updates. The plot is not smooth and often stuck. The writing is too poor to arouse the readers' emotions. But the biggest problem is my inability to
Responsible.
In fact, I didn't expect to sign the contract at all at first. I wanted to write hundreds of thousands of words and then run away. The outline was only made up after the contract was signed...
The idea for this article came from seeing the increasing number of undercover agents in the winery, and the video of gin being surrounded by undercover agents despite their hard work, so I wanted to write a story about the relationship between real wine and undercover agents, and between undercover agents with natural personalities.
The protagonist of the real wine had no idea that he was surrounded by undercover agents. He thought that he and his subordinates were in love with each other and were happy. However, the fake wines got along harmoniously in front of him, and there was a turbulent undercurrent behind his back.
Because he was an undercover agent, it was easy for him to misinterpret the innocent words of the protagonist. In the end, it was revealed in the end that it was all about scaring himself.
There are many undercover agents in the organization, but they don’t know that others are also undercovers, so they will only test each other as real members of the organization. Akai and Fangtani think that the other party will be a big trouble because of their strong ability, so they cheat each other from daily life to missions, and Zhu Fu occasionally
Either directly, Akai will end up in a two-on-one situation, or occasionally Akai will play a trick in front of the protagonist and indirectly end up in a two-on-one situation, but both sides think that the protagonist is more biased toward the other side.
This is how the two-on-two and one-on-three in the copy come about. Only people with a God’s perspective (the author and the reader) know that the real one-on-three is the protagonist.
The author persecutes the protagonist, and the protagonist persecutes the undercover - this is the original intention of this article. I had an idea, and I started writing the preliminary character design of the protagonist and the simplest outline, without thinking too deeply about it.
Because it was just a simple idea at the beginning, and I didn’t want to abuse the protagonist too much, I wrote that the undercover was easily moved to become a boy’s mother, and I didn’t think about the consciousness and mentality of the undercover;
Because I didn’t plan to give this article an ending, I didn’t think about how the protagonist would deal with undercover men with different stances.
Because I was afraid that I would be criticized if I killed the red party at will, and I was even more afraid of reporting in the later period, I did not dare to use too harsh methods, which resulted in the so-called real wine becoming nondescript.
Because I didn’t think about it carefully and because I had too many worries, after the article became a long story, the characters gradually collapsed and the plot gradually got out of control.
All this is caused by my irresponsibility.
I barely managed to write the second volume of this article. From the third volume, it started to get stuck to the point where I felt like vomiting. Every chapter seemed to be squeezed out. You should be able to see that the level of the article plummeted from this volume on (of course it was not high to begin with).
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I took a break for half a month due to family matters, and after resuming for a while, I started to get complained by many people.
Mine clearance is normal, and sometimes I pay attention to sky mines when I read articles, but there is no need to question my family education, greet my parents, and wish me to die.
In fact, I have a pretty cool heart. It was my first time to be a signed author. I saw so many people scolding me, and I also saw some people threatening to report me during the demining. My mentality was a bit broken.
I tend to be social-phobic, and most people who are social-phobic are timid. Everyone who joins the group knows that I only send update reminders most of the time in the group, and only add a few readers as friends. After seeing these comments, I am really worried.
I opened the app the next day and found that my article was gone.
Writing requires love and patience. After my mentality is unbalanced, the things I write are very incoherent when I read them. Daily updates are not a joy, but a kind of torture.
At that time, I really wanted to give the story a eunuch, but seeing that there were still readers who supported it, and seeing other authors saying that even bad endings were better than eunuchs, I insisted on giving it an ending.
The title is "I'm Surrounded by Undercover Agents"
It starts with the death of an undercover agent and ends with three undercover agents dying in another way.
The ending corresponds to the first chapter of the original Conan work. Kudo Shinichi did not follow the organization and stayed with Mao Lilan. The two returned home safely. Edogawa Conan and Haibara Ai did not appear.
This is a Conan fanfic without Conan.
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After finishing this book, I will take a break for a while, and then I will have two ideas.
One is Harry Potter, who wants to write a story about Regulus.
No rebirth, no time travel, no system, no CP. I write about what would happen if he was lucky enough to be rescued from the cave. He is a true native and will not make any innovations to change the magical world. The main plot is to fight Voldemort, and the secondary plot is about the Black brothers getting to know each other.
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These brothers are so interesting, Gryffindor and Slytherin, members of the Order of the Phoenix and Death Eaters, the wronged savior father and the traitor who betrayed the devil, the brightest Sirius and the heart of the lion...
One is Conan, and I want to challenge myself to write about group costumes for players.
Players have different personalities and concepts. There are good people who don't want to kill people, there are passers-by who watch indifferently, there are evil people who harm society, there are winery employees who want to be ruined but have to work, and there are undercover agents who use all information to achieve their goals...
I disqualified the undercover in this book, but the undercover in that book will not be soft-hearted, and the organization members will not be soft-hearted towards the exposed undercover.
