After thinking about it, the only one who can give him advice now is Lin Qingxia. Fa Ge has already gone on honeymoon. Xiao Ran shook his head all the way to Lin Qingxia's house. When he saw Lin Qingxia, his first sentence
Then he said: "Qingxia, I'm getting married!"
Bang! Lin Qingxia, who was holding a glass of water in one hand, turned pale at this moment, shook her body twice, and the cup fell to the ground with a bang, breaking into pieces. Looking at Lin Qingxia's absolutely abnormal look, Xiao Ran seemed to understand
What, but he didn't seem to know anything. The only thing he could feel was that his heart was hurting.
There was only one sentence in Lin Qingxia's mind now: He is getting married, he is getting married! She didn't even know that she had seriously lost her composure. She soon realized that she had lost her composure, and the painful heartache made her subconsciously want to avoid her emotions.
He hurriedly squatted on the ground to pick up the glass fragments.
Xiao Ran suddenly saw Lin Qingxia yelping softly as she squatted down to pick up the pieces. Not knowing what was going on, he immediately took two steps forward, squatted down and raised his almost transparent hand. A small piece of glass was inserted into the tip of her finger.
On the table, he concentrated on pulling out the piece of glass and quickly put his fingers in his mouth.
In this way, the two squatted face to face. Lin Qingxia looked at Xiao Ran's subconscious expression of anxiety and concern, and a ray of blood finally appeared on her pale face. She thought that maybe Xiao Ran didn't like her, but he still cared about her.
At this point, she may only be able to deceive herself with this. As for what Fa Ge said, she can no longer believe it.
Looking at Lin Qingxia's still extremely beautiful pale face, Xiao Ran couldn't help but fall into a deep intoxication. The two were in an ambiguous relationship again, Lin Qingxia didn't move, and Xiao Ran didn't.
Moving, the two of them just squatted on the spot, staring at each other, with only each other in their eyes, as if they wanted to continue this action forever.
If I could be like this forever, it would be the greatest happiness in my life! Xiao Ran was entangled with this idea in his mind for a long time, and then he suddenly jumped up and shouted. He looked at Lin Qingxia, who was still squatting on the ground and staring at him blankly, and then
Once he yelled, he ran away without caring about his manners, leaving Lin Qingxia with a broken heart on the ground.
I like her... I don't like her! Xiao Ran ran away from here, two persistent thoughts in his mind entangled and started a war. As soon as he returned to Xiaoyao's nest, he rushed to the bathroom and poured cold water on himself, trying to calm himself down.
Wake up.
Staring blankly at himself in the mirror with water droplets on his hair and face, he pressed his hands firmly on the mirror and sighed. He didn't know what happened to him just now, and he actually felt obscene towards Lin Qingxia.
The idea of du gave birth to the idea of being together forever.
But...he has told himself countless times that he likes Fang Ruoxin not Lin Qingxia. Lin Qingxia is a historical figure he respects, an actress he respects, and his predecessor. He has never dared to face her.
She can't have any thoughts that transcend her identity.
Because if something happened between him and Lin Qingxia, it would be that he personally desecrated his dream, desecrated history, and desecrated the era he respected. He gritted his teeth and slapped himself several times, so hard that he even
There were red marks all over his face.
When he thought he had really calmed down, he beat his chest and said fiercely to himself in the mirror: "I like Fang Ruoxin, not Lin Qingxia. Everything just now was just an illusion, just my random thoughts, it was me
Unreasonable thoughts."
The self in the mirror seemed to be alive. She looked at him quietly, letting the water droplets from her hair drip onto her forehead and then onto her face, as if he was crying. The self in the mirror seemed to be mocking.
He, too, looked at him coldly, with a sarcastic smile hidden in the corners of his eyes, as if he was trying to prove that all this was true.
"Fuck you, I like Fang Ruoxin!" Xiao Ran could no longer bear the ridicule of himself in the mirror, and yelled at himself in the mirror with all his strength. Although he knew that it was just a projection, but in the
When he needs an enemy, someone to talk to, someone to vent to, he no longer cares whether it's stupid.
"Fuck you, what I like is..." Xiao Ran slipped weakly on the wet floor, but could no longer say the rest of the words. Who he liked, he no longer knew. It was Fang Ruoxin
, or Lin Qingxia? Who will tell him.
After a long time, he decided and called Fang Ruohai. He wanted to get married to prove that he liked Fang Ruoxin and not Lin Qingxia. Although he didn't know if it was right to do so, it was the only thing he could do at the moment.
The right decision was made...
However, after he made what he thought was the right decision, he curled up on the floor in pain.
"Axin, if you want to regret it now, it's still too late!" Fang Ruohai looked at his sister teasingly. He suddenly envied his sister for finding happiness so easily, while his own happiness was buried in the hands of his father.
Fang Ruoxin's face was expressionless, with a look of helplessness in her eyes. If Xiao Ran was not the only choice, she would never agree. However, Fang Ruoxin still asked herself if she really liked Xiao Ran. The answer was no, she
I knew that I might like Xiao Ran a little, but I was definitely not really in love with Xiao Ran.
"Aran, you..." Liang Jiabao received the news and immediately found Xiao Ran. After hesitating for a long time, he finally asked: "Are you really going to marry that Fang Ruoxin? But, aren't you marrying Lin Qing..."
Hearing Lin Qingxia's name, Xiao Ran jumped three feet high before Liang Jiabao finished speaking, and ran away as quickly as a frightened rabbit. Leaving the confused Liang Jiabao alone to think for a long time, he finally
His eyes flickered towards the direction where Xiao Ran escaped, and he murmured to himself: "This is really troublesome!"
Fa Ge, who was on his honeymoon, also received the news and made a phone call. He still suffered the same fate as Liang Jiabao. As long as Lin Qingxia was mentioned, Xiao Ran immediately hung up the phone. Unsatisfied, Fa Ge thought for a moment and he
Xiao Ran, a good friend and confidant, could not be allowed to marry a woman he didn't like at all.
Thinking of this, he resolutely said to Chen Huilian, who was staring at him beside him: "I want to go back and persuade Aran!"
The wedding is scheduled to be held in three days. This is what Fang Ruohai did according to Xiao Ran's wishes. There is not much time left for Brother Fa, but there is really no need for Brother Fa to worry about it, because Zhong Chuhong and Wei Dongling are all trying to persuade Xiao Ran
You have to think about it carefully, but I don't know exactly what Xiao Ran thinks. Wu Yusen and Xu Ke are both here.
Xiao Ran's parents and Xiao Han also came, scolding Xiao Ran for not notifying them of such a big event like her marriage. But Xiao Ran has been in such a mess these past few days that he still can't remember these things. Zhong Chuhong stared at Xiao Ran, maybe the circle
The only ones who know Xiao Ran best are her and Fa Ge.
Staring at Xiao Ran, Zhong Chuhong sighed. No wonder Lin Qingxia fell in love with Xiao Ran regardless of the age gap. Xiao Ran was indeed very masculine, handsome, and talented enough. No matter from every aspect,
They are all women's dream objects.
The most important thing is that Xiao Ran is gentle and considerate, and he will do everything he can for a woman. Zhong Chuhong thought that if she had not known that Lin and Xiao liked each other, she might not be able to help falling in love with Xiao Ran.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sigh again. It is difficult for women in the entertainment industry like them to talk only about love. If the identity gap between the husband and wife is too big, life will not be happy, especially when a woman's identity is more noble than a man's.
When they receive more attention, all they can choose is to ignore love and marry someone who can give them material happiness.
She was really lucky to meet a suitable man like Xiao Ran. Thinking of this, Zhong Chuhong even felt a little jealous of Lin Qingxia, but she quickly ignored it because she came to advise Xiao Ran: "A Ran, you
Do you really know why you married that woman?"
"I like Ah Xin, this is the reason!" Xiao Ran was extremely tired. He was very grateful to these friends for their concern, but at this moment, he really wanted to find a place where no one was and calm down.
"Do you really like her?" Zhong Chuhong seemed to have known Xiao Ran's answer, and couldn't help but sarcastically said: "It's really sad. If a person doesn't even know who he likes, that's the real pain, right?"
After talking with others, Zhong Chuhong shook his head. No one could help Xiao Ran with this kind of matter. He could only provide some advice. After discussing with Wu Yusen and the others, Zhong Chuhong walked to Xiao Ran and felt the dejection.
Breathing, there was a ripple in her heart: "Aran, you can decide for yourself. In short, we want to tell you that as a man, you should face your true feelings like this."
Turning around to Mother Xiao and Father Xiao, Zhong Chuhong whispered to them all the humiliations Xiao Ran suffered when pursuing Fang Ruoxin, trying to get them to impress Xiao Ran with the power of their relatives.
Everyone left, leaving only Wei Dongling and Xiao Ran's relatives. When Xiao's mother heard what Zhong Chuhong told her about her son's suffering, she felt extremely distressed. At this time, she walked up to Xiao Ran angrily and said angrily: "
Aran, what are you doing with a woman like that? I tell you, you must not marry this woman, and even if you marry her, I won’t let her even enter the house!"
After Xiao's mother finished her lecture, Xiao Han walked to Xiao Ran very sadly and whispered in his ear: "Brother, I don't want that woman to be my sister-in-law. I only accept Sister Lin. If you really marry
If you leave her, I will ignore you from now on!"
Xiao Ran moved, raised his head and looked at the little girl in confusion. He didn't know what to say. Xiao's father, who was still silent, walked up to Xiao Ran, patted him on the shoulder, and said only one sentence: "You look good."
Now that you’re older, you can just make your own decision!”
How to decide? Xiao Ran smiled bitterly in his heart. He was really confused when he was told that. Is this really wrong? He didn't know, really didn't know. He just wanted to find a quiet place to stay for a while. Suddenly
During this time, he discovered that all of this was extremely ridiculous, more than ten times more exaggerated than what was shown in the movie.
Xiao Ran said sorry to Wei Dongling and was about to leave, but was stopped by Wei Dongling: "Where are you going?"
"Find a quiet place and think about all this!" Xiao Ran could only give this answer, a helpless and confused answer: "I think the seaside might be a good place!"
The seaside is indeed a good place, very suitable for thinking or being alone. Xiao Ran stayed at the seaside quietly, thinking about all this, everything that caught him off guard. He knew that getting married was not what he wanted, and marrying Fang Ruoxin seemed more
Not what he wanted.
Thinking of this, Fang Ruoxin's face gradually changed in his mind, as if covered with a layer of fog. The fog faintly dispersed, and what appeared was a face that was extremely familiar to him, and it turned out to be Lin Qingxia's face.
He was suddenly startled, and instantly remembered the script, as if he had an inspiration that suddenly made him realize. He asked himself, did he really like Lin Qingxia and not Fang Ruoxin? Otherwise, why was he so resistant to marriage?
But the peace finally didn't last long. He saw a tall figure walking towards him in the darkness. Even if it was just a blurry figure, he could recognize it as Fa Ge.
Did Brother Fa come all the way back just for me? Xiao Ran laughed at himself, having such ability was what he longed for, but unfortunately this was not the time to celebrate his achievements. Brother Fa didn't say anything, just sat on the beach next to Xiao Ran
Go up and stare at the distant night together.
Xiao Ran finally couldn't bear the awkward silence and asked slowly: "Brother Fa, why do you want to come back? Just say what you want to say!"
"I want to come back and see if you are still a man!" Fa Ge's tone was harsher than ever before. Xiao Ran even believed that Fa Ge would punch him unceremoniously: "If you don't even dare to face yourself, then you can't be considered a man.
man!"
Xiao Ran didn't say anything, but his heart was in a mess. Fa Ge ignored Xiao Ran and didn't need to pay attention to him. He just wanted to express his feelings all the time: "I don't know when you and Qingxia started.
But I know that the way you look at her is different, that you treat her very differently. I am not the only one who can detect it, Hong Gu and the others also know it."
"Do you still remember that time? At the end of last year, we went to a dance. You chose Qingxia as your dance partner..." At this point, Fa Ge couldn't help but smile lightly: "You are just like a couple.
Look at the other person tenderly and whisper something into the other person's ear. At that moment, I saw the look in your eyes and hers, and I knew it!"
Xiao Ran remembers that dance. It was a dance held by Honggu. It was a romantic dance with a lot of emotions. At that time, he suddenly felt bored and invited Lin Qingxia to dance together. They talked lightly about trivial things.
, although it was boring, it was very happy and harmonious. At that moment, Xiao Ran even forgot that there were other people around him.
"You are always in love with each other, I think you are actually a good match!" Speaking of this, Fa Ge couldn't help laughing at himself: "Maybe you don't believe it, but I had a crush on Qingxia before, before I became famous.
, she hasn’t even entered the artist training class yet. She is so beautiful and can make anyone obsessed with her. Fang Ruoxin is nothing compared to her. Originally, I thought she would be heartbroken because of her relationship and give up on love, but she didn’t.
Thinking that your appearance changed everything..."
"The one I like is Ah Xin, not Sister Lin!" Xiao Ran deliberately strengthened his tone and objected loudly to Fa Ge's statement. He didn't even think about it.
"Really?" Fa Ge smiled slightly, as if a tolerant elder brother was looking at a younger brother who had done something wrong: "If I remember correctly, you called her Sister Lin at first, but now you tell her
Me, what did you call her?"
Xiao Ran was stunned, because what Brother Fa said was true. He used to call Lin Qingxia Sister Lin. But when he started pursuing Fang Ruoxin, this title disappeared, or was replaced by a title that was more like a couple, more equal.
A term of endearment.
"I'm not jealous of you, because now I have a love that is completely my own." Fa Ge's expression darkened, he stared into the void and murmured to himself: "But, I think I will always feel guilty for the stupid things I did before.
Regret is a lifelong thing. I hurt more than one person. Fortunately, I woke up and quickly ended the harm to myself and others."
Xiao Ran knew what Fa Ge was talking about. Anyone who knew Fa Ge's previous two love affairs would know that Fa Ge was repenting. But he heard Fa Ge looking at the sky with a confused expression: "It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world. Otherwise, maybe I
I would choose to come back again.”
Gradually waking up from his self-awareness, Fa Ge laughed at himself and looked into the distance with a faint expression, still refusing to look at Xiao Ran directly: "I have always found it very interesting, at least before you started pursuing Fang Ruoxin, I
I don’t know if your relationship that transcends age can continue to be maintained under the pressure of public opinion."
"But, everything changed after you cooperated with Fang Ruohai." Fa Ge played with the sand unconsciously, letting the sand fall from his fingers: "And I became more interested in the relationship between you. I found that you
There is always a concern about Qingxia's feelings. You like her, but there seems to be something restricting you, making you dare not show anything or even admit it."
"I think Fang Ruoxin is, to a large extent, Qingxia's substitute deep in your heart that you don't know." Fa Ge now looks more like a psychiatrist than a big star: "I admit, Fang Ruoxin is indeed beautiful.
Even more beautiful than Qingxia, but inferior in temperament and character. But it is for this reason that you regard this woman who is comparable to Qingxia as Qingxia and use her to vent your feelings for Qingxia."
"If this were not the case, with your character, you would never tolerate her repeated humiliation of you. I don't think many people can endure it. Beauty is attractive, but self-esteem is what you want!" Fa Ge said in a deep tone.
Xiao Ran was at a loss, and the sharp guess made him extremely painful: "I really don't understand what stopped you!"
"Is it age?" Fa Ge suddenly asked, but he didn't expect Xiao Ran to give an answer: "Actually, Qingxia is only five years older. Society cannot accept your relationship, but everything can be solved. Unless
, you don’t want to think about it, or even don’t think about it, age can never be an obstacle to love.”
Xiao Ran fell into a deep silence. He was thinking about Fa Ge's words and whether he really liked Lin Qingxia. Staring at the night in the distance, he suddenly thought of the same relationship between Zhou Xingchi and Zhang Pozhi in "The King of Comedy"
Dialogue when looking at the sea in the dark night.
"You can't see anything over there..."
"Actually, it's not true. As long as it gets bright, you will find that it is beautiful over there..."
The night was this barrier, but what blocked his thinking? Looking at the other side of the sea, he couldn't come up with an answer. But he remembered himself in the dream before. In fact, he was not a fan of Lin Qingxia's movie before, just a kind of
He just likes her in a broad sense, just like he likes any actor in a Hong Kong movie. However, Lin Qingxia is much more profound in his memory.
If Chow Yun-fat is an eternal symbol of Hong Kong movies, then Lin Qingxia is a coordinate, marking the coordinates of the rise and decline of Hong Kong movies. From the beginning of Lin Qingxia's development in Hong Kong, Hong Kong movies have embarked on a road of rapid development. When she retired
At that time, Hong Kong films were falling from their peak.
Lin Qingxia is a recognized star. Wherever there are Chinese newspapers, there will be any news about her. She is the only actor after Bruce Lee who can spread her influence to the world. Many people say that since she retired, Hong Kong has
There are no real female stars anymore.
Xiao Ran respects her as he respects people who have contributed to Hong Kong movies. But when he came here and saw Lin Qingxia, he knew that this was different. The Lin Qingxia he knew was more beautiful and more impressive.
Human nature cannot help itself.
Facing a famous historical figure, all Xiao Ran can do is respect them instead of blaspheming them, at least that's what he thinks. But no one can refuse the real Lin Qingxia. He fell in love with her, but rationally
But he told him that this is a sacred historical figure, and should not be scorned, but respected. He has been here for more than two years and has basically integrated into this society. However, don't forget that history is difficult to look at head-on.
And he chose to subconsciously ignore this feeling. When he met Fang Ruoxin for the second time, he subconsciously regarded this woman who could rival Lin Qingxia in terms of beauty as a substitute. He could not molest Lin Qingxia, but Fang Ruoxin was the one he never did.
From what I've heard, he doesn't have this kind of psychological burden or huge pressure.
The most important thing is that Fang Ruoxin is beautiful enough to rival Lin Qingxia. Xiao Ran made a fatal choice without knowing it at all. He didn't know that his infatuation with Fang Ruoxin was actually just his love for Lin Qingxia.
His love was only expressed in a more painful way and in a more addictive way. Therefore, he was able to endure Ruoxin's humiliation, because it was his own torture, and sometimes self-torture can alleviate the pain.
He fell in love with Lin Qingxia, but he has never been able to fully integrate into this society. Lin Qingxia is a sacred history to him. So, he chose to escape and did not even dare to admit it. When he first met Fang Ruoxin, he
He hadn't fallen in love with someone yet, so he only had a sense of surprise. When they met for the second time, he had already vaguely felt this unusual feeling, so he subconsciously chose Fang Ruoxin as a substitute and a way to vent his pain.
The most painful thing in the world is not that you can't be with the one you love, but that you don't know this feeling at all. Even Fang Ruoxin's humiliation can't make Xiao Ran retreat, because he has no way out, and once he retreats, he will definitely be able to detect it.
He felt this emotion. Therefore, he chose to face Fang Ruoxin in a childish way that was completely inconsistent with his mental age.
He thought about the love story he wrote, wasn't it just a clone of this complicated relationship? Maybe he just couldn't get this emotion, so he had to record and commemorate it in another way. In fact, he had always been
He loves Lin Qingxia, but he just doesn't want to admit it...
Suddenly, he thought he understood, and why he always had strange feelings when facing Lin Qingxia. At the same time, he understood why when Lin Qingxia was sad, he was equally heartbroken. He also understood why he flashed when he was with Yang Wei that time.
He had no idea who was in front of him, and it was definitely not Fang Ruoxin.
How should he choose? Looking at the dark night, he seemed to see Lin Qingxia's pale face the day before yesterday, and saw the sadness and despair in her eyes. He thought about how he should choose, because he knew that now that he was here, he would not
It belongs to the 21st century anymore...
Before leaving the beach with Fa Ge, he looked back. The sun rose and reflected on the sea. Everything looked extremely beautiful. As the night passed, there was always a more beautiful scenery...