Chu Bai sat cross-legged in the void. With a slight stroke of the knife of time, his chest was broken open, and through his chest, his red heart was beating non-stop.
Chu Bai has neither joy nor sorrow. He has been practicing for countless years, but he finds that he still cannot live as truly and as himself as he did before!
He has lost himself, and everything now does not belong to him.
He doesn’t need his mental strength! He doesn’t need his divine body either. He just wants to be himself, and he just wants to be Chu Bai, not someone else’s substitute, not someone else’s destiny.
He doesn't know what the so-called enlightenment is, but now, he just wants to find his true heart and abandon everything that does not belong to him.
The heart is the first one. To be honest, he really doesn't know how he got the heart back then and how he made the heart fuse with himself.
His original self told him that there was a demon in his heart. Although this heart did not control him to do any bad things, it hit the mark and instantly awakened himself.
He just doesn't want this heart now.
Of course, he also has to extract the four chaotic attributes from his heart.
He held the powerfully beating heart with his hand, and then pulled hard, blood splattered everywhere, and he... also felt a sharp pain deep in his soul, extremely sad, extremely angry, and extremely panicked.
Severe pain!
He is a god and a god-king, so if his heart is gone, he can still get a new one, and he can still live. The worst he can do is lose the power of his heart in the future.
"Refining!" He gritted his teeth, throwing away all the emotions that were flashing from the depths of his soul, and then tried to use flames to start smelting his heart.
He is also a ruthless person, and when he goes crazy, he is just as desperate for his life. It can be said that he is a very independent and extremely self-centered person.
He doesn't want to be influenced by anyone or anything. He just knows that he is not anyone and doesn't want to be anyone.
As for which step he will take in the future, he really has not thought about it. He only follows his original intention, his dream, and his goal, and just moves forward step by step. If he succeeds in the end, he will become a benevolent person. If he fails, he will not succeed.
There will be regrets.
"Buzz buzz~" And just as his flames were burning, suddenly, his heart began to vibrate violently on its own. At the same time, a face emerged from the heart, as if it was drilled out.
!
This face is exactly the same as his, no matter the expression or the edges and corners, it is completely his own, just like the way he looks in the mirror!
"What are you doing?" This face actually spoke, asking him what he was doing!
At this time, Chu Bai suddenly laughed, playfully, and at the same time, there was an arrow in his hand, a stone arrow!
This stone arrow was the innate spiritual treasure that the Lord of the Three Temples took when he came to assassinate him. At that time, my heart was very afraid of this stone arrow.
In fact, the reason why Chu Bai kept this stone arrow in the first place was to meet unexpected needs.
Today, this arrow can finally be used. He will use this arrow to stab his own heart.
Thinking about it makes people feel incredible and extremely frightened.
And sure enough, when he took out the stone arrow, the man with the exact same face screamed: "You can't, you will be useless without me!"
"Are you me? Or are you him?" Chu Bai said with a smile.
"I am you, you are me, we are one, there is no such thing as you, me and him!" The man's face was trembling, but he still pretended to be strong.
"Then I want to kill myself. What does it have to do with you? I will fuck your mother!" Chu Bai thrust out an arrow without hesitation, hitting the person in the face!
"No...ah~"
With a "Bang~" sound, the man's face was pierced by an arrow without any resistance at all, and then the tip of the arrow pierced directly into the heart.
"Buzz buzz~" His heart began to tremble violently, and the infinite power of anger spurted out again, and Chu Bai also clearly felt that this anger was directed at him, and his heart was angry at him.
"Can my heart still be angry at myself? Haha, no matter who you are, I will destroy you today!" Chu Bai's hand suddenly exerted force, and then penetrated his heart.
An arrow pierces the heart.
"Bang~" The heart exploded, and four beads of different colors burst out of the heart.
These four beads were one blue, one green, one red, and one black, and the beads seemed to contain a small world. He saw that the green beads were filled with a vibrant green world, and the black beads were full of vitality.
Inside are endless black mountains, inside the red beads are endless flames, and inside the blue beads are all water.
I don't know when the heart has transformed these four chaotic spirits and changed them into four different small worlds, small worlds with pure attributes.
Chu Bai did not expect that the four chaotic spirits would become like this, but intuitively, he felt that the four chaotic spirits had grown and become stronger than before.
He put the four beads away unceremoniously, but instead of directly inhaling the soul, he put them into his own storage space.
After the explosion, the heart exploded into a blood mist that filled the sky, but Chu Bai knew very well that the heart was not completely dead. If the blood mist was not removed, the heart would probably recover automatically after he left!
"Chaos Thundercloud, come out!" Chu Bai's eyes were cold. He did not use his own fire, the Human Emperor's Pen, or any of his own power, but released the Chaos Thundercloud!
This chaotic thundercloud was refined by Tutu the day after tomorrow. When it was given to him as a gift, it had just been successfully refined. Therefore, this chaotic thundercloud has no causal relationship with the Demon Lord or the King of Heaven!
He didn't want to use a magic weapon that had a causal relationship with the King of Heaven or the Demon Lord to refine this mist of heart blood, because he was afraid that it wouldn't be clean!
The chaotic thundercloud wrapped the blood mist in it, and then the lightning flashed continuously, and the blood mist also kept vibrating inside, as if it was about to break away from the chaotic thundercloud.
However, it was obviously seriously injured, because the stone arrow completely shattered it, making it impossible to gather it into shape in a short period of time!
It took three full months for the blood mist to finally turn into nothingness under the endless thunder. Chu Bai remained motionless during these three months. His mind was always paying attention to the chaotic thundercloud. He could either
If you don’t do it, do it absolutely and do it thoroughly!
Three months later, he did not immediately tear off his chest and thighs, but returned to the earth again and found his original self!
He was very happy with Chen Pingping. This was also the most unforgettable time in his life.
Chu Bai entered Chen Pingping's home late at night, and then knocked out his original self and Chen Pingping. Then, he walked in front of his original self, took off his clothes, and took the time carving knife.
, lightly scratched his chest.
When the blood spurted out like a spring, Chu Bai rolled up his sleeves to collect the blood in his heart. At the same time, with a touch of his finger, his chest was instantly intact as before!
"Be yourself, find yourself..." Chu Bai entered Chen Pingping's room, helped her cover the quilt, and kissed her gently on the forehead before leaving again, returning to the starry sky before.
"Chaos Spirit Beads, come out!" Chu Bai took out his original blood and four Chaos Spirit Beads. At the same time, his body began to vibrate and tremble.
And then...his body exploded, and even his head was blown to pieces!
He blew himself up and gave up everything!
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