"You already knew what it meant?" Hua Fan didn't know why, but he couldn't control his tears. At this time, no matter whether it was justified or not, he had to hold on to it and not give him any opportunity to take advantage of it.
yes.
But she was so hopeless that she even cried and couldn't stop crying.
The coldness in Shangguan Jinnian's eyes was not softened by his tears. On the contrary, his eyes became even darker.
He sighed softly, and after a long time, he said slowly: "I knew a long time ago that you would never come back obediently, you would not sincerely agree to come back to me, let alone like
Marry me as you promised." There was no blame in his tone, but some tenderness.
"Not only that, I also knew that you had been aware of the war situation in advance. Although I cannot make a final conclusion, I have always known that you have been betraying me."
Hua Fan's tears turned into gentle trembling. He actually knew the battle report so clearly.
"I want the war to stop spreading..." Hua Fan tried to explain, although she was also very confused. She knew that the more she explained, the more confused she became.
Sure enough, as soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by Shangguan Jinnian.
"Enough, why does Ah Zhen always think that he is the reincarnation of Guanyin Bodhisattva, or the Buddha's appearance? If you want to save all sentient beings in the world, you might as well save yourself first!" His tone was unkind and rather sarcastic.
"Now, are you going to follow me or that man?" he asked.
"What are you talking about!" Hua Fan refused immediately. In her eyes, she and Yan Honglei were half enemies and half friends. At most, they just sympathized with each other.
"You have been betraying me for him." Shangguan Jinnian hit the nail on the head.
Hua Fan couldn't refute it. This was a fact. She had indeed been communicating with Yan Honglei and she kept it secret from Shangguan Jinnian.
She felt a little cold, but now it was obviously the hottest weather, and the cicadas were chirping outside the window, which was so noisy that it made people feel confused.
Yes, with all her deceptions and tricks, how could she hide them from Shangguan Jinnian? It was really wishful thinking and stupid enough. It turned out that he had known about it for a long time, but he just didn't want to expose it and save her face. Just like
Now, as long as he hooked his fingers and pulled up the golden cage door, all her secrets would no longer be hidden and they would be confessed.
But he didn't. He had enough power to kill her, but he didn't take action. This feeling was really weak, making her feel that even her own life was no longer her own.
If he doesn't kill the cat or dog that strangles his neck, then he should be grateful!
"That's all." Shangguan Jinnian's anger had faded. "I won't continue to expose you."
Hua Fan didn't feel relieved at all. Instead, he felt that his heart was very blocked and uncomfortable. He might as well shake everything out and make it clean.
But he didn't. His fingers completely let go of the gold-wrapped cage door, and thoughtfully, he finally walked towards her.
He was still sighing softly. Although there was no worry on his face, his eyes were full of disappointment. That was the kind of disappointment that Hua Fan couldn't bear the most.
But his movements were very gentle. He gently brushed her hair and gently wiped away her tears.
"I said something harsh, I don't know why I was so angry just now," he explained.
Hua Fan felt that his explanation made her even more heartbroken, as if his fingers could not brush away her tears, but instead made her tears grow even more.
She finally couldn't bear it anymore and pulled his hand away. She didn't know if she should explain or if she could explain it clearly. She wanted to say something, but nothing came out. She had no choice but to say nothing.
Said.
Shangguan Jinnian didn't care, he blocked her arm and gently took her into his arms.
He kissed her hair, his arms getting tighter and tighter, as if she could never leave because of his embrace.
Hua Fan was a little panicked. The tears at the cost of panic became even more unstoppable.
"I will never mention these things again." Her tears made Shangguan Jinnian even softer.
Hua Fan was a little panicked and raised her tearful face in his arms. She wanted to say something, but he interrupted.
"I was really blinded by lard just now, don't cry..." He said easily, pretending to be chatting and laughing, and stretched out his sleeves, as if coaxing a child, to help her wipe away the tears all over her face.
But his hoarse voice was not relaxed at all, and his sleeves scratched her, which did not help her tear ducts, which were already completely out of control.
Hua Fan often feels that she is very useless. But this time is definitely the most serious one. She feels that she is very useless. Let things become so confusing, everything becomes a mess, and their relationship will never find a stable one.
The landing, and the way out.
She tried to pull away his hand, moved her body backward, and left his arms little by little.
She felt that the matter had come to this, and it seemed that she could no longer save anything. She did not have the ability or the courage.
"I'd better leave," she said, "I don't want to stay by your side anymore."
When Shangguan Jin heard it at the beginning of the year, he couldn't hide his surprise, but then he gradually calmed down.
"Azhen is angry now, so it would be good to go out for a few days to relax." He seemed to understand.
Of course Hua Fan knew what he meant. To take some time off was not to ask her to pack up and get out. She would still come back, and if she didn't want to come back by then, he would also catch her.
Freedom is always temporary. As for whether she wants it or not, it depends on her wishes, and it also depends on Shangguan Jinnian's wishes.
Hua Fan sniffed her severely clogged nose. No matter how long the so-called relaxation was, she should agree, because at this moment, she was completely unable to face Shangguan Jinnian.
"Well, I want to go out and relax." She climbed along the pole.
The next second, his newly freed body was taken back by him again, and then his lips were blocked.
Hua Fan was still crying just now, and she was out of breath from crying. When he kissed her so fiercely, she stopped breathing in an instant, and her face turned red and her neck was thick. Tears flowed back to her throat, and the kiss suddenly became...
It is extremely bitter. It is difficult to swallow and cannot be eliminated.
Her lips were parted. She couldn't help coughing, as if she wanted to cough out her heart and liver. In that case, she would never have to suffer like this again.
But he remained gentle. "Since Ah Zhen wants to go out and relax, let's go." He forcibly put her head on his shoulder, making her cough on his shoulder until she had a lot of snot.
tear.
"Go tomorrow morning, remember to come back tomorrow night." He watched her regain her composure, patted her back and pulled her away.
Hua Fan "..." She subconsciously looked out the window, and it was already getting darker. Although she had long expected that Shangguan Jinnian, the old fox, would not let her go out to "relax" for too long, but if she went out tomorrow morning,
If we come back tomorrow night, wouldn't it be just one day? This can be considered as "relaxation?" It's more like a walk!
Although she was full of resentment and dissatisfaction, she had nothing to refute. What Shangguan Jinnian just said was just "relaxation", and he didn't say how long it would take to relax.
"Yes, it's better than nothing." Hua Fan smiled self-deprecatingly and pushed his arm away, this time, completely. Then he turned and left.
Shangguan Jinnian didn't hold her back, not for the first time. He watched her back leave the door and disappear without a trace. He remained motionless and indifferent.
After experiencing all this, he has long understood that he can never trap her with just his strong methods. Just like a wolf, he will not be bound by a cage. Once he falls into a hunter's trap, he will die.
, or run away far away and never come back.
*******
Today, Jiang Yu no longer has the bright moonlight and charming starlight that he saw on the observatory that day. The night is gloomy, covered by thick clouds, and not even a shadow of the moon can be seen.
Hua Fan looked back at the lights in the room. She stood at the corner of the door for a while. Shangguan Jinnian did not follow her, but the lights were still on.
She couldn't help but laugh at herself. Maybe she was so frightened today that her nerves were out of control. She was waiting here. What were she waiting for?
She shook her head, sighed softly, spread her wings, and flew into the gloomy night.
Yes, she can escape at any time, who can really stop her? But just now, she was still so petty arguing with him about the freedom of having only one day to relax. She chuckled again, but she felt
Not funny at all.
It was so gloomy like this. No one saw her in the air, so she didn't need to be on guard. Her speed was also faster, and in a short time, she was on the observatory.
She didn't have any special purpose, but she just didn't have the energy to stay under the same roof with Shangguan Jinnian that night.
It was extremely cold at the height of the observatory, and the cold wind penetrated her bones. She sneezed one after another. But perhaps it was because of the coldness, and precisely because tonight, there were really no stars to see. There was no one on the huge platform.
.
She simply sat on the ground of the observatory.
Under the dark clouds, the river surged. However, her eyes jumped over the turbulent river water and looked towards the very blurry distant mountains.
If her judgment was correct, Smokey Red Tears should be in those mountains.
This is easy to guess. Although the Crane Wing Formation was very menacing today, I was stupid enough to realize that there was no leader in this formation. Unfortunately, as the leader of the demon clan, it was Shangguan Chiying.
The core of winning every battle.
"Gu Diao" She still clearly remembered the name of the demon general in the battle report.
Yan Honglei is not stupid, how could he be defeated so completely in one fell swoop and deliberately give someone a thumbs up? Even if it was just a pretense, he still had to pretend to unleash a trump card and give it a try.