His steps paused for no apparent reason, and his deep gaze fell on her face with a deep look.
But Ye Xinning quickly looked away, so fast that Shen Lincong saw some panic in her actions.
There were more doubts in his secretive eyes.
After a long time, he put away his complicated emotions, walked over, and sat down by the bed.
The two of them sat in silence, neither of them spoke.
Ye Xinning's hands were clenched tightly under the quilt, and she didn't feel anything when her fingernails dug into her flesh.
It turned out that she was right. The car she saw before she fell into coma was indeed Shen Lin's.
He arrived at Ye's house, and after she and Huo Yanzhi verified all their conjectures, he came.
He didn't know that she had a child with him, just as she didn't know that the past between her and Shen Lin could prove not only the scar removed by Huo Yanzhi, but also the scar that Huo Yanzhi cruelly Taking away the life of a child.
Ye Xinning bit her lip. When she met Shen Lin's eyes just now, she didn't know what was wrong with her. She didn't cry when she learned the truth from Huo Yanzhi, and she didn't cry when she learned that she had lost a child. , but the moment she saw Shen Lin, her eyes were sore and she couldn't help crying.
Because she didn't want Shen Lin to see it, she turned her head hurriedly.
She didn't know how to face Shen Lin. She had a lot to say to him, whether it was about her children or her thoughts last night, but when she really faced Shen Lin, she didn't know what to say. Where to start.
He has amnesia, he can't remember anything.
If she told him about the turmoil in her heart, he might look at her with an incomprehensible expression, and maybe even ask her, "What's wrong with you?"
Ye Xinning admitted that at this moment, he was timid.
She couldn't accept that after she asked, she got a reply like Shen Lin's, such a completely different emotional feedback, and she could never accept it calmly.
When Ye Xinning's mind was filled with confusion, Shen Lin finally spoke. His voice was so weak that you couldn't even tell what kind of emotion he was feeling at the moment.
"Would you like anything to eat?"
Ye Xinning's body froze. How could she have imagined that this was what Shen Lin said after he fell silent.
If he wanted to eat something, he didn't ask anything. If he didn't ask, it meant that he didn't care.
Ye Xinning licked the corners of her lips and shook her head bitterly, "I'm not hungry."
"Would you like some water?"
Ye Xinning nodded this time.
Shen Lin stood up and poured water for her. Ye Xinning reached out to take the cup, but Shen Lin put his arm around her waist and held her in his arms to feed her himself.
Ye Xinning leaned in his arms and drank water in small sips.
Shen Lin never asked, and Ye Xinning felt a little sad when he saw this fact clearly.
But then I thought, it would be better if Shen Lin didn't ask.
In this way, she didn't have to worry about where to start telling him. She could bear the pain of losing her child alone for the time being.
Perhaps, one day in the future, when he regains his memory, it would be more appropriate for her to tell him at that time.
Shen Lin didn't know these thoughts in Ye Xinning's heart. She didn't say a word about what happened at Ye's house, and she didn't say much when facing him.
So you don't want to tell him?
If she didn't take the initiative to ask, it would be meaningless even if he asked.
In this case, he respects her choice and will check it out himself.
…
Ye Xinning's health was fine. The two of them did not stay in the hospital. Ye Xinning also didn't like the depressing atmosphere. Shen Lin drove her back to Shen's house.
On the way back, Ye Xinning kept looking sideways out of the window. It was still snowing outside, and she looked out at the busy traffic.
Her child, who has no fate with her, should find a mother who is more qualified than her now.
Huo Yanzhi was so paranoid and cruel that he killed her child with his own hands.
However, if she had been more careful and discovered she was pregnant earlier, she would have been able to keep the child.
Ye Xinning thought too much, her palms became cold, and the sadness in her heart continued to expand.
They returned to Shen's house in silence all the way, Shen Lin held her hand, and Ye Xinning looked at his profile.
There has never been a time when she hoped Shen Lin could regain his memory so much.
If he regained his memory, at least she would know how to tell him, and he would be able to share her sadness and understand her pain and heartache.
Ye Xinning rarely talks, whether in the hospital or back home.
Shen Lin wanted to talk to her several times, but her mood was light. After several back and forths, Shen Lin fell silent.
That night, both of them had their own thoughts. They didn't quarrel or have any dissatisfaction with each other, but for a while, they didn't know how to change this situation...
Ye Xinning knew that her emotions had affected Shen Lin, so when she woke up the next morning, she tried her best to pretend that nothing had happened.
When she got up early in the morning, she said good morning to Shen Lin with a slight smile. Shen Lin's eyes were deep.
At that moment, Ye Xinning suddenly wanted to hug him.
In fact, she did do that.
She stretched out her hand, stepped forward and hugged Shen Lin who came out of the bathroom.
Shen Lin was stunned, realized what was happening and wanted to speak, but Ye Xinning just said, "Stop talking, let me hug you."
Shen Lin maintained his movement without making a sound, and hugged her waist tightly.
It lasted like this for a long time, both of them enjoying such intimacy. It wasn't until the servant knocked on the door that Ye Xinning let go of Shen Lin.
Shen Lin opened the door and the servant said respectfully, "Master, someone is here to see the young lady."
"who?"
"Su Wan."
Ye Xinning happened to hear Su Wan's name when she walked over.
"Who did you say is coming?"
"Miss Su Wan is here."
Ye Xinning didn't want Su Wan to come to Nancheng, let alone Su Wan coming here to find her.
She was excited to go downstairs, but Shen Lin held her hand. Ye Xinning was confused when Shen Lin returned to the bed and took her slippers.
"Wear shoes, otherwise you will catch a cold easily."
Only then did Ye Xinning notice that he was not wearing shoes.
She didn't want Shen Lin to notice this so carefully.
She was touched in her heart because of his heart-warming actions. This was something Shen Lin could give her among so many bad things...
strength.
Putting on her shoes, she whispered, "Thank you."
Shen Lin didn't say anything more, "Su Wan is still waiting for you downstairs, go ahead."
Ye Xinning asked, "Won't you go down with me?"
"I still have work to do."
When Ye Xinning heard what he said, he didn't force it.
…
In the living room downstairs, Su Wan was on the phone when Ye Xinning came down.
Su Wan lowered his head slightly and spoke a few words to the person on the other end of the phone from time to time. His expression was very gentle. Ye Xinning could probably guess who the person on the other end of the phone was.
She walked over, and when Su Wan saw her coming, she simply explained a few words to the person on the phone and hung up.