But Song Zhengchu patted the back of her hand and whispered, "Go with Zhou Yun to find a place to eat outside. Don't worry too much about me. I have woken up now, but there is a big problem. You are still pregnant with
My child, you have to eat. Just in time, I can talk to Jian Shen."
No matter how stupid Ye Xinning is, she can still tell that her father wants her to go out and escape on her own, because she is afraid that if she has something to say, she cannot say it to Ji Jianshen in front of her.
"Well, okay, then I'll eat outside. Dad, if anything happens, just call me."
"Don't worry, go eat. Take a rest after eating. I have nothing to do here. Don't worry."
Seeing this, Ye Xinning gave Ji Jianshen a few words before turning around and going out to eat with Zhou Yun.
In the ward, after Ye Xinning left, Song Zhengchu's eyes were firmly locked on Ji Jianshen.
Like a particularly considerate junior, he asked Ji Jianshen, "Because of my car accident last night, I was worried about Ning Ning."
Ji Jianshen said in a low voice, "If something happens to Uncle Song, I should be like this."
"Really?" Song Zhengchu smiled, "I just saw that you care so much about Ning Ning's meal. Thank you for being able to stay with her and give her warmth and confidence at such a time."
Thanks……
It was such a warm sentence at first, but when it came out of Song Zhengchu's mouth, Ji Jian had a different feeling.
He was silent and said thank you. This was Song Zhengchu's way of distancing himself.
Ji Jianshen didn't say anything. Song Zhengchu smiled and then said, "I know you are a sensible person. Jian Shen, I should have talked about many things with you."
"Uncle Song, tell me, I'll listen."
"You and Ning Ning have gotten closer recently. What made you change?"
Ji Jian's hands hanging by his side changed their posture, and he clasped his hands together, thinking of the past.
In the past few years, he could count the number of times he saw Ye Xinning on one hand. Most of the time, he went to see her alone in secret. Especially after he learned that she was married to Shen Lin, he saw her less and less.
.
Speaking of the reason, it is very simple.
At that time, he felt that he could let go of her, but it would only take a year or two. Moreover, what he cared about was whether she was living well. Marrying Shen Lin, she was so happy, it was her wish.
He retreated to the position of a good friend and did not let her get involved in these dark things of his. This was the only thing he could do.
But later, seeing her marriage with Shen Lin go through many twists and turns, seeing her being let down by Shen Lin, seeing how sad she was, his heart ached as if he was being pricked by needles day by day.
A thought grew wildly in his mind. Since Shen Lin couldn't take good care of her and make her happy, could he boldly take this step to try?
If Ye Xinning can accept the things he did for revenge after these things, if Ye Xinning can accept him, then he must be a thousand times better to her than Shen Lin.
Once such thoughts arise, there is no way to restrain them.
So after coming to France, he tried to meet her more often. Every time he came into contact, he felt uneasy, especially when she knew about his life experience, this uneasiness became more intense.
Does she feel like she's scheming?
Do you feel that you have no tenderness at all, and do this to your relatives out of revenge?
He was very worried, and it was this worry that made him know once again that he would never let go of her in this life.
This care will always follow him.
If I can't be with Ye Xinning...
He will regret it for the rest of his life.
More regretful than ever.
Therefore, he no longer hides his emotions, nor suppresses his desire to be good to her.
But now, these changes are all seen by Song Zhengchu.
Ji Jianshen was silent for a long time. It was so long that Song Zhengchu spoke again, "Jian Shen, you should know that your identity with Shen Lin and your relationship with Mu Mingwei all make me feel that Ning Ning and you, Inappropriate."
Not suitable?
Ji Jian lowered his eyes deeply, with a faint smile on his face, "Why can Uncle Song accept Shen Lin but not me?"
Song Zhengchu said seriously, "You are in a different situation than Shen Lin."
"Uncle Song said something different. He said that the fact that Xinning met Shen Lin first and fell in love with Shen Lin first means that I am not suitable compared to Shen Lin."
"You know that's not what I'm talking about. When it comes to meeting, I first met you when we were in Northern Europe."
Yes, he was the first to meet Ye Xinning, but later on, it was Shen Lin who got together with Ye Xinning.
Ji Jian looked deeply into the distance, "I understand what Uncle Song means. My childhood was not good. I live in hatred. I come from a dark place. How can I warm Xinning?"
"It's good that you understand this, Jian Shen, I know your feelings for Ningning, but I hope that she will have a safe and smooth life, and I also hope that she can be happy, but if she is with you, she will have to bear your pain." It's so difficult, how can two people who are both cold like each other warm each other up?"
Ji Jian lowered his head and looked at his fingers, "What about Shen Lin? Does Uncle Song think Shen Lin is someone who can warm Xinning?"
Song Zhengchu was slightly startled, "Jian Shen, we have brought the issue back again. What we are talking about now is your attitude, not the final fate of Ning Ning and Shen Lin."
Ji Jian lowered his head and looked at his fingers. After a long time, he spoke, his tone still indifferent, but a little more determined than before.
"I know that Uncle Song said all this out of concern for Xinning, but I want to follow my heart and give it a try. No matter what the outcome is, at least I don't regret it. As for the issues that Uncle Song is concerned about, please rest assured, Uncle Song. Since she is the one who is the most important to me, how can I bear to let the person who is the most important to me accept the same darkness as me."
"you mean?"
"Until my matter comes to an end, please rest assured, Uncle Song, I won't do anything."
After hearing Ji Jianshen's words, Song Zhengchu's expression improved slightly.
"Since you know what's going on, I won't say more. Let's talk about my car accident."
Song Zhengchu opened his mouth and changed the topic to this incident.
"Uncle Song, do you have any useful information?"
"There are only a few people who can wait so impatiently for my life."
Ji Jian looked deeply at Song Zhengchu.
Song Zhengchu looked at him and continued, "I went to see Song Xiang. Song Xiang gave me a stack of photos. The photos were some old photos of Mu Mingwei when she was young. What deserves attention is not Mu Mingwei, but the people who appear in the photos. man."
Ji Jian's eyes flashed deeply and she spoke in a low voice.
"What is Uncle Song's suspicion?"
"If nothing else, the person in the photo is the real reason why Mu Mingwei killed your father and lost you."