Chapter 280: I'm sorry I didn't take care of myself
Xia Mengying raised her head and looked at the worry and nervousness in Fang Jingyi's tired eyes, and felt increasingly uncomfortable.
Fang Jingyi is a great and selfless mother, how could she not know that everything she does is for her? A doctor like Aunt Zhang who is used to seeing life and death has been taking care of her in the hospital for this month, and she has lost weight several times. If she
If she had known it early, how long would she have been able to endure it? I wonder if she could bear the mental burden and pressure? She was like this, not to mention Fang Jingyi who thought about her wholeheartedly.
Fang Jingyi leaned against the head of the bed, sitting sideways, looking up at Xia Mengying, her pale lips trembling a little, perhaps because she was too excited.
"You know everything?"
Her voice was trembling, with deep reluctance and distress, but it was not because of herself, but because of Xia Mengying.
"Um."
Xia Mengying nodded, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she was a little choked. Apart from this simple response, at this time, she could not say anything else, and she did not know what to say at all.
In just a short moment, Fang Jingyi's eyes were red and tears flowed out.
Fang Jingyi is fragile, like a porcelain doll made of glass, which will break when dropped.
Xia Mengying thought, if she had not insisted on marrying her father, but stayed with Uncle Sun who cherished and cared for her, would she not be like this now?
"Mengmeng."
Fang Jingyi supported the bed with one hand and leaned slightly towards Xia Mengying. The other hand gently touched her face and moved around her red and swollen eye circles.
"sorry."
She suddenly held Xia Mengying in her arms and burst into tears, "I'm sorry, mom didn't take good care of herself."
After saying this, she burst into tears.
The leukemia patient's health is very poor, but she is not in such a bad condition that she has to live in such an isolation ward because her health is not good. Once she suffers from such a disease, she is like a scourge, coming menacingly.
, simply can’t resist it.
"Mengmeng, I'm sorry, mom shouldn't worry you like this!"
Fang Jingyi said while crying, her voice choked with sobs and intermittently.
When the doctor told her that she had leukemia, the first thing she thought of was Xia Mengying. The thought of her being sad was the last thing she wanted to see.
She and Xia Dahai were divorced. Xia Dahai had his own family and a son and a daughter. Mengmeng was left with her to depend on. If something happened to her, what should Mengmeng do?
Xia Mengying leaned in Fang Jingyi's arms, and hugged Fang Jingyi tightly with her hands. Fang Jingyi was already thin, and now she had no flesh on her body, and she was covered in bones in her arms.
Fang Jingyi cried fiercely, her tears falling on the top of her hair and penetrating through her hair. The cold liquid seemed to seep into her heart and instantly turned into ice.
Xia Mengying felt very uncomfortable when she heard what Fang Jingyi said.
At this time, Fang Jingyi was still thinking about her daughter. She felt extremely uncomfortable when she heard her saying sorry.
Why do you say sorry? As a mother, Fang Jingyi has taken good care of her daughter since she was a child. She is a dedicated and responsible mother.
Xia Mengying nestled in Fang Jingyi's arms, her nose was sore, her eyes were sore, tears kept bubbling in her eyes, but she didn't cry.
Ever since Ye Qiuju came to Xia's house, she seemed to have developed a habit like this. No matter how much Fang Jingyi cried, no matter how painful and uncomfortable her heart was, she could not shed tears. This time, it was also the same. In addition to giving vent to her wanton tears, she could not shed tears.
Negative emotions in the heart can never solve substantive problems.
The more fragile Fang Jingyi is, the stronger she has to be.
She is her daughter, so when she is sick, she should be at her bedside to take care of her.
Xia Mengying didn't want to think too much, but she couldn't sleep last night. It's not that she didn't think about the worst outcome. Just because she thought about it, she felt like there was a hurdle in her heart that she couldn't get over.
If Fang Jingyi really leaves like this this time, as her daughter, not being by her side all the time will become an irreparable regret in her heart for the rest of her life.
Fang Jingyi's starting point is good, but this is just his wishful thinking for her. Like Ning Ziqian, there is nothing wrong with it. Because he cares about her, he spends so much effort hiding these things from her.
"No one wants to get such a disease. If you haven't sorry for me, don't say sorry to me."
In the end, Xia Mengying didn't say a word when it came to accusations.
She raised her head, obviously not crying, but her vision was blurry.
"What you have to do now is to rest, take good care of your body, and cooperate with the doctor's treatment. I will be with you and everything will be fine."
Xia Mengying stood up, lowered her body, and wiped away the tears on Fang Jingyi's face. Her hand felt hot, as if it was stained with something sticky. Xia Mengying realized something was wrong, raised her hand and saw that there was something sticky on her right hand.
Her fingers were stained with blood, and she was startled to see that Fang Jingyi was bleeding from her nose. The red blood dripped onto the white sheets, and soon smudged out, like a red plum blooming in an instant, shockingly gorgeous.
Xia Mengying was stunned at first, then she quickly realized what she was doing and quickly pulled out a few tissues. Fang Jingyi looked at the blood stains on the snow-white sheets, then she realized it and tilted her head back.
Fang Jingyi was not in good health, but she had never had a nosebleed like this. It was the first time Xia Mengying encountered such a situation, and she was a little at a loss. She hurriedly wiped Fang Jingyi's nosebleed, turned around and walked out. Zhang Hui stood at the door.
Seeing Xia Mengying come out in a panic, she hurriedly asked what was going on. Xia Mengying briefly explained the situation. Zhang Hui seemed to be used to this situation. She comforted Xia Mengying and went to see a doctor.
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Xia Mengying stood at the door of the room, looking at Fang Jingyi who was surrounded by a group of doctors in white coats. A small needle was pricking the back of her hand. Xia Mengying lowered her head and remained silent.
Zhang Hui has become accustomed to it, and now her heart is numb. She looks worriedly at Xia Mengying, whose lips are pursed and her expression is pale, and she says nothing.
After the doctor left, Fang Jingyi also fell into a drowsy state. Looking at the dull and uncomfortable feeling in her heart, Xia Mengying covered her mouth and turned to leave the ward. When passing through the corridor, she happened to bump into a nurse coming from the other direction.
With her arms full, all the documents the nurse was holding fell to the floor.
"sorry."
Xia Mengying said apologetically, lowered her body and began to pick up the documents scattered on the ground. With blurred vision, she suddenly saw a familiar face - it was Yan Siming.
Xia Mengying paused, wiped her eyes with her hands, and looked at the form with a two-inch photo, which was the bone marrow donor's information. There were various test report results on it, but Xia Mengying couldn't understand it at all.
, she looked at the nurse who had her back turned to her and was concentrating on packing her things. She turned her back, took out her mobile phone, and took a photo of Yan Siming's information.