Xia Mengying lowered her eyelids slightly. Of course she understood how Ning Ziqian treated her. It was because she knew it that she felt annoyed and even more terrified.
Although Fang Jingyi's health has never been good and she has to take medicine every day, she never thought that she would get leukemia, let alone that she would leave her so early.
During this time, she often thought that after Fang Jingyi came back from the UK, she and Ning Ziqian would discuss getting married, and when she graduated next year, she and Ning Ziqian would take her to travel somewhere else.
If she still wants to act, she can continue her previous career, and she will learn and be her agent.
She wants to make up for Fang Jingyi's shortcomings over the years. Without Xia Dahai, as her daughter, she will make her live happily every day.
But now, all these seem to be in vain. The thing she tried so hard to catch seems to be getting further and further away from her.
She is in a bad mood and likes to think wildly when she is scared. If Fang Jingyi is no longer in this world, then she will only have Ning Ziqian left. What if one day, Ning Ziqian also leaves her? Xia Mengying once again
I deeply feel that being too dependent on one person is not a good thing.
No one can see what will happen in the future, so there is no use in making any guarantees now.
"Do you still remember the night before I told your mother about going to England? I went to the hospital. Actually, I went to see Ning Ziqian. His blood type is the same as your mother's. He came to the hospital for a check-up.
, for this period of time, he has been looking for a bone marrow that can match your mother, and finally God has paid off."
Xia Mengying glanced at the A4 paper in Fang Jingyi's hand, clutched the cell phone in her pocket, and felt confused.
The reason why Ning Ziqian has been hiding this matter from her is probably to use this period of time to find bone marrow that can be used for bone marrow transplantation. After the operation is successful, she will not be as worried as she is now if she knows about this matter.
During this period, the pressure he endured was no less painful than the pain he endured now.
His mother's side, her side, and his busy official duties, any one of them is enough to trouble him, let alone all three together.
Xia Mengying suddenly thought that sometimes Ning Ziqian would say something that made her feel inexplicable. For him, the consequences after she knew the truth were beyond his imagination. He was afraid, so he confirmed it again and again, no matter what.
No matter what happens, she will be by his side.
She stroked her chest, which was beating violently. The place was throbbing and painful. Her heart ached. She felt bad for Ning Ziqian. She felt bad for Ning Ziqian.
Xia Mengying, didn't you also deceive Ning Ziqian? Until now, you haven't told him about Yan Siming's existence.
"Mengmeng, cherish Ning Ziqian, he is worth it."
Zhang Hui patted Xia Mengying's trembling shoulder and spoke with sincerity.
She thought that the person in her hand was found by Ning Ziqian and handed over to Xia Mengying, so Zhang Hui didn't think much about it at all.
"Aunt Zhang, how is mom's physical condition now?"
Xia Mengying leaned against the wall. At this moment, her desire and impulse to cry bitterly was stronger than ever.
"If the surgery is arranged as soon as possible, the most authoritative doctor in this field should be able to achieve a success rate of 60 to 70 percent."
"What if it takes a while?"
Xia Mengying clenched her hands behind her into fists.
"After this month, even if there is bone marrow that can be matched, your mother's body is probably not suitable for surgery. If surgery is necessary, the success rate is probably only 20%."
Zhang Hui said a number coldly, and then looked at Xia Mengying with some confusion, "Isn't there already a suitable bone marrow donor? The hospital can arrange it as soon as possible. Is there any problem?"
Xia Mengying coughed, straightened her crouched body, stood up, and smiled at Zhang Hui, "No."
She walked to Zhang Hui and took back the piece of paper she had given her before, "Because I'm not 100% sure yet, Aunt Zhang, please keep this matter a secret for a while."
The smile on Xia Mengying's face was a little stiff. At least, Zhang Hui didn't see any inner joy on this pale face. Those red eyes seemed to be filled with unspeakable embarrassment and grief.
"I have something very important to deal with, so I have to trouble you to continue taking care of my mother in the hospital for a few days. I will take care of the things at hand as soon as possible, and then come to the hospital to take care of my mother."
The sad eyebrows were so calm that they were so calm, as if they were frozen by ice, without a trace of ripples.
"It's okay. Anyway, I asked for a long leave from the hospital. You should handle the matters at hand first and don't put too much pressure on yourself."
At this time, things that could still be called important, in Zhang Hui's view, must be done.
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Xia Mengying stayed with Fang Jingyi in the hospital all afternoon, until nightfall, Xia Mengying coaxed Fang Jingyi to drink a few more mouthfuls of porridge, and the mother and daughter chatted for a while, deliberately avoiding those heavy topics.
, ignore the leukemic band
Although Xia Mengying made Fang Jingyi laugh, Xia Mengying knew in her heart that Fang Jingyi's heart was still hurting. Just like her, when she told jokes, her heart seemed to have a hole in it, and she couldn't stop.
There was blood flowing out.
Fang Jingyi was not in good spirits and became tired after a while. Xia Mengying watched Fang Jingyi fall asleep before leaving.
The hospital was surrounded by streetlights, which were so bright that they hurt my heart and made me shed tears.
After Xia Mengying got in the car, she finally couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in her heart. The negative emotions she had held in her heart all day poured out like a flood that burst a dam. She leaned on the back of the driver's seat and burst into tears.
Even though she knew that tears had no real effect, she still couldn't control it.
Xia Mengying frowned tightly and rubbed her sore forehead vigorously. After a while, she still tried hard to suppress the overflowing tears.
Her heart was too confused and entangled, and now she was at a loss for words, but under such circumstances, she had to make a decision.
In order to get what she wanted, she had to take action.
Xia Mengying suppressed her tears, wiped them with a tissue, coughed a few times, then took a bottle of water to moisten her dry throat, and then looked in the mirror.
With a pale face, a red face, and messy hair sticking to her face, Xia Mengying felt that her current image was as bad as her mood.
She smiled self-deprecatingly. Her birthday gifts were more of a surprise than the last. Such a test was really too heavy for her, and she could hardly bear it anymore.
She lowered her head and pondered for a long time. She took out her cell phone and found the unanswered call without a name. After hesitating for a moment, she made up her mind and called.