Xia Mengying knew it was getting late, but she was shocked when she looked at the time. It was already two o'clock in the afternoon. She called Zhang Hui and made an excuse, telling them that they would go to the hospital later today.
The curtains have been opened and stopped, and the sun shines in. The sun is not very big, but the bright light can make people feel the warmth of autumn.
It rained heavily last night and lasted for a long time. Although the sky had cleared up, the ground still looked wet. Xia Mengying opened the window and a cool breeze blew in. Xia Mengying couldn't help but shudder.
, took two steps back, and happened to bump into Ning Ziqian's warm arms. Before Xia Mengying could say anything, the person behind her suddenly stretched out a hand and closed her open window.
"Wearing so little and standing by the window to blow in the wind, you may get sick."
Ning Ziqian leaned on Xia Mengying's shoulder and entangled his hands around her waist.
Xia Mengying leaned back, glanced back at Ning Ziqian, and quickly turned around to look at the scenery outside the window. The 16th floor building was not very high, but standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and sticking her head out to look at it would still make people look...
Feeling dizzy.
Xia Mengying put her hand on Ning Ziqian's arm and let the bright sunshine outside the window penetrate the glass window and fall on her face. Her simple little face was filled with deep happiness, but her red eyes revealed
What comes out is not sadness and despair, but hope that makes people feel as warm as the sunshine.
Xia Mengying did not tell Ning Ziqian her pessimistic thoughts.
The day before, when she was standing in this place, she was so negative that she wanted to jump down from here and everything would be over. But today, her mood has changed drastically.
It's really good to live. No matter how sad and desperate things are, they will pass. Everything has the opportunity to change.
"Mengying, I'm sorry."
Ning Ziqian let go of Xia Mengying's hand and suddenly walked in front of her. Xia Mengying blinked in confusion, looked at Ning Ziqian doubtfully, and took the initiative to move forward and hug him, "Why do you still have to do this?"
Say I'm sorry? Didn't I say that I don't blame you anymore?"
Xia Mengying looked up at Ning Ziqian and smiled, with bright eyes, calm and relieved, without any blame.
"Ning Ziqian, it's me who should say I'm sorry to you. I know that the reason why you hid my mother's affairs from me is because you don't want me to worry. You are worried that I won't be able to bear such a blow. You are worried that I won't be able to survive it. I feel very sad.
I understand that everything you did was for me. I shouldn't be angry with you and get so angry with you. I'm sorry, I won't do that in the future. But Ning Ziqian, please believe me.
Although I'm not strong, I don't have you either
I am so fragile as I imagined. If anything happens, you can tell me. Even if the truth is hard to accept and makes me sad and broken, I will still try to convince myself to accept it because you are by my side. This is
My reason for being strong, so no matter what happens in the future, you must not leave quietly like this time, without a single phone call. In that case, I will not even have a reason to convince myself."
Xia Mengying raised her head and looked at Ning Ziqian intently, biting her lips. Her fair face revealed weakness but was indescribably strong, which made people feel heartbroken.
Ning Ziqian rubbed Xia Mengying's head, and her clear water eyes were instantly stained with a thin layer of mist. Ning Ziqian's heart ached, and his hearts clenched together, and he held Xia Mengying in his arms.
.
"Not anymore, absolutely not anymore."
What happened this time was indeed something he did without consideration.
"Fool, you can call me. As long as it's your question and you say you want to know, I will definitely explain it to you clearly."
Emotionally, it is easy for both men and women to become cowards. The more they care about it, the more so. Once something happens, it is easy to lose courage. They would rather hide in a turtle shell and wait stupidly in place than to
Take a step.
"Meng Ying, I still want to say sorry to you, not for hiding my aunt's illness, but for Yan Siming's matter."
Ning Ziqian gently pushed Xia Mengying away from his arms, took her hand, and they walked to the bed and sat down together.
"The reason why you are pestered by Yan Siming and the reason why my aunt has never been able to find a suitable bone marrow is largely my fault. The person Yan Siming wants to target is me, you and my aunt.
They were all innocently involved, especially you."
Ning Ziqian lifted up all the hair hanging on Xia Mengying's forehead and moved it to the back, revealing Xia Mengying's broad forehead, and he could clearly see her starry eyes.
"I thought that as long as I kept you tied to my side and didn't give him a chance to take advantage of me, nothing would happen, but I didn't expect that it would involve you."
Ning Ziqian's voice was filled with guilt and a sense of powerlessness. He stared deeply into Xia Mengying's eyes to make sure there was no blame or resentment in them, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Before, he had been guessing whether the person Xia Mengying was talking about was Yan Siming. He did not confirm it. It should be said that from the beginning, he subconsciously resisted and rejected such an outcome.
A few days ago, Ling Zeyu called him and told him everything that happened in Happiness that day. He was really confused and scared to death. He really didn't want something like that to happen five years ago again.
, he couldn't tolerate Xia Mengying leaving his side, because he simply couldn't imagine what his life would be like after he left. Although it had only been a few months, he already had an overwhelming feeling for her.
feelings.
"I failed to protect you."
Ning Ziqian said, hanging his head apologetically.
He wanted to give Xia Mengying the stability and peace she wanted, but in fact, she was harassed and hurt because of him. This was not what he wanted to see. What made him most depressed was that in the face of such a situation, he actually had
A feeling of helplessness and helplessness.
"Ning Ziqian, if you continue to say these things, then I will be really angry."
The smile on Xia Mengying's face froze, and she suddenly said with a straight face.
"I am your girlfriend, and I will be your wife in the future. If you say sorry to me, do you treat me like an outsider?"
Xia Mengying asked pretending to be serious. Ning Ziqian was stunned for a moment. After coming to his senses, he tapped Xia Mengying's nose and looked at Xia Mengying seriously and intently, gently and affectionately, "You're not
Outsiders are the ones I put here."
Ning Ziqian took one of Xia Mengying's hands and placed it on his chest.
The position under the palm of his hand happened to be Ning Ziqian's heart, which was beating vigorously.
Xia Mengying put her ear on the back of her hand and looked up at Ning Ziqian with a gentle and satisfied smile on her lips.
She originally had many questions in her mind, and wanted to wait until Ning Ziqian came back to ask them questions, but now, nothing mattered, as long as he was by her side.