Yan Siming carefully wiped the sweat from Xia Mengying's forehead. When he saw Xia Mengying's movements, he immediately spoke to reassure Xia Mengying. As expected, Xia Mengying breathed a sigh of relief and looked relieved.
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Yan Siming guessed that Xia Mengying must have had a nightmare, but he didn't ask in detail. It was definitely not a good thing to make Xia Mengying cry in her dream. He didn't want Xia Mengying to think about those bad memories.
, affecting the fetus.
"I dreamed about what happened that day, and then I saw a lot of blood under my body. I felt the pain falling from my body. In fact, I felt it that day, but at that time, my mother had just had an accident because of me.
I hate Ning Ziqian so much that I transferred my anger and resentment to this innocent child. Tell me, am I a bad mother? I don't even care about my own child."
Yan Siming didn't say anything. When something like that happened, no matter what Xia Mengying did, it was normal, and none of her actions were excessive.
"You and your mother depend on each other, so your relationship should be very good. Although I have a father and a grandmother, my mother and I actually depend on each other at home. My grandmother favors boys over girls. My mother had a massive hemorrhage when she gave birth to me and could not reproduce, so she
I tried every possible means to torment my mother. In my impression, my mother is actually a very weak woman, because she often cries every week. When I see my grandma bullying my mother, of course I stand up for my mother, but every time
My mother stopped me every time, so when I saw her crying, I would feel very irritated and thought she was a useless woman, especially when she would hold me and cry, and then complain about many, many things. I listened to her mood.
Even worse, because of this, we had quarreled, and my mother assured me no less than five times that she would never pass on these negative emotions to me, but every time, she couldn't control it when something happened.
In fact, she is really a lonely and pitiful woman."
Thinking of Fang Jingyi, Xia Mengying was so sad that she couldn't stop crying.
"She is a full-time housewife and doesn't like to participate in the social life of this circle, so she doesn't have many friends at all. Maybe she thinks these are family scandals and doesn't want to be publicized. She swallows her anger and refuses to divorce her father. It's very difficult for her for a long time.
On the one hand, they are worried about me, the only daughter of Tengyue Group, with this status
, should be able to add some points to my future life, and family harmony is also a good thing for me. She is such a weak woman, but for me, she did not hesitate to jump from a 16-story building, so high
, it’s scary to look at it, tell me, where did she get the courage?”
Yan Siming knew that after what happened, Xia Mengying probably had a lot to say. It was not good for her to hold back. Now that she spoke out, the situation would probably be much better.
"Now that I think about it, my mother is really good to me. In fact, she really cares about being picky about ***, but it's all for me. Everything she does is for me, but in this world
The person who was the best to me has left, Yan Siming, I don’t have a mother anymore?"
After Xia Mengying finished speaking, she cried louder and louder.
Yan Siming certainly knew something about Xia Mengying and Fang Jingyi's relationship. Because of this, he was so considerate of her situation and felt that nothing she did was too much.
"You are going to be a mother soon, and you will do as well as she does."
After all, Yan Siming was not a person who was good at comforting others. Seeing Xia Mengying like this, although he felt good in his heart, he was a little at a loss.
"She has worked hard for most of her life, Yan Siming. In the past twenty years, she has hardly enjoyed a single day of happiness. What happened to her father this time has hit her hard. Although I feel sad, I also feel a sense of happiness.
The feeling of relief. Mom was free after she divorced her dad. She
She doesn't have to bear the burden of the family, and she can do what she likes. My mother likes singing and performing. I thought that she could continue to develop in the entertainment industry in the future, but I didn't expect that she got leukemia. It took a long time to wait.
The right bone marrow, me and--"
Speaking of this, Xia Mengying couldn't help but choke up. At that time, she really felt grateful and felt that God was not kind to her. She thought that everything would be fine, but in fact, at that time,
, everything is indeed very beautiful, mother's health has recovered, and her relationship with Ning Ziqian is even better, especially
After knowing that she had a child, she really felt that she would live a happy life, but now it seems that everything is just smoke and mirrors, everything is just illusion, that feeling is like doing
She had an unrealistic dream, but this dream caused her to lose everything she held most precious, and she collapsed from exhaustion.
Xia Mengying was sobbing, and Siming's heart was also filled with sadness.
"Yan Siming, I feel so despicable."
Xia Mengying frowned, with deep disgust for herself in her brows.
Yan Siming was silent. Although Xia Mengying didn't say why she disliked him so much, he had already guessed that the only person who could make her have such strong emotions was that man.
For Ning Ziqian, Yan Siming had stopped hating him some time ago, and even more so now. What right did he have to hate him? Although the current result was not directly caused by him, he was also involved. His feelings towards Xia Mengying
Although there is an element of love in this kind of care and care, there is also a lot of compensatory psychology due to guilt, the so-called guilt
He also has psychology towards Ning Ziqian. In fact, what Xia Mengying said is not wrong. Ning Ziqian really doesn’t owe him anything, not from the beginning. The person who really owes him and his mother is Ning Fengyang.
, it’s just that man, and even Li Yun, she is just a poor victim. Although Ning Fengyang also considers himself a victim, he is also the initiator of such grudges.
However, Ning Ziqian is not that kind of person, and all his misfortunes are all caused by him.
"Ning Ziqian treated me like this. I hate him so much that I even want to kill him and bury him with my mother. But why, why can't I forget him? Yan Siming, I hate myself. Do you know that I
I hate myself so much!”
She really hates her and wants to kill herself. If it weren't for the child, she really wants to torture herself. How can she never forget the person who indirectly killed her mother?
She committed suicide because she was not only helpless, but also regretful. Of course, she was also timid. She had no idea how she should face Ning Ziqian.