Xia Mengying listened, and tears fell out, dripping on the lid of mung bean paste, she wiped with her hands, and then blocked her face directly with her hand. After a while, the finger was wet.
"Ning Ziqian, you have been more than thirty and have been so single, don't you feel too selfish?"
Xia Mengying's lips were blocked by hand, and the voice of speaking sounded a little vague, but Ning Ziqian heard it clearly. He smiled and was helpless, "Is it selfish like my father and mother? Xia Meng I said, I said, I must marry the woman I love, so I have been waiting for you. "
In the second year of Xia Mengying's departure, Ning Zhenqian and Shen Yun began to give him a blind date. Before, he would be perfunctory, but now, those girls, let them say that the ceiling is chaotic. I haven't seen it once.
After encountering Xia Mengying, for him, every woman became a general. During the time with her, it was too happy, so that as long as he thought of living with other women, he would subconsciously. Will reject, because Xia Mengling's existence, he doesn't want to go, he dare not go. He is worried that he will lose the best.
Although Grandpa *** is not very good, he rarely goes back because he does not want to see Ning Fengyang. He does not want to show his dissatisfaction or even hate in front of Grandpa ***. He Don't want them to worry.
After that time, Ning Zhenqian kicked Ning Fengyang out of the Ning family, but because of his bad health, Ning Fengyang begged him to go back and took care of him every day.
"Ning Ziqian."
Xia Mengying pulled away the hand that blocked her face, her face full of tears, and to Ning Zhenqian and Shen Yun, she had too many sorry. Xia Mengyu thought that she had to have a chance, she would take a jump to see them They all hope that they can have great -grandson, and they will definitely be happy when they see jumping.
Although she had thought about letting jumping with Ning Ziqian, she was just meeting. Now, if she is willing to jump, she wants her child to stay with her grandparents and grandparents for a while.
"Don't wait for me, you can afford it, you can't wait for grandpa and grandma."
She chose to lie to him, even in order to blind the past, she considers her marriage with Yan Siming. She has even prepared for fulfilling her wife's responsibility and obligation.
Ning Ziqian has been thirty -four this year. With his success, this age is not a big age. Girls aged 180 or 20, he can choose casually, even if he is older, it doesn't matter But it ’s not okay. They are 80 immediately. Now they are still bad. Xia Mengying is really worried. She does n’t want them to die.
Ning Ziqian, how can he do this?
"Do you think I haven't thought about it? Xia Mengying, have you considered me when you said this?"
How could she push him on other women.
"Many times, people can't help themselves, especially their hearts, even if they are themselves, they can't control it."
Ning Ziqian sighed, there was a urge to smoke. He reached out and touched his pocket. He just wanted to pull out the contents inside. Seeing Xia Mengling sitting on the opposite side, he stuffed things back.
Xia Mengying heard that she was even more sad in her heart. This feeling, every day in the past five years, she was experiencing. How could she not understand? Because she was the same, she would be so painful now.
Yes, if you can control the hearts yourself, maybe a lot of sadness will not happen.
Xia Mengying was lying on the table, the pain in her heart, entanglement and struggle made her almost faint.
"Ning Ziqian, we can't go back, do you know? We can't!"
Xia Meng cried, and the sadness of crying, even now, this fact will still make her feel sad.
It is impossible for time to flow back. How could she and Ning Ziqian return to the past?
Ning Ziqian refused, holding Xia Mengling's hand on the table, firmly, holding it in his palm, and asked very unwillingly, "Why? The thing of the year was just a misunderstanding.
I know, what you love in your heart is me, just like I love you, why can't we be together? Is it because you get married? Why do you get married? But it doesn't matter, you can divorce, I can wait for you to divorce
of."
Ning Ziqian did not expect that a previous joke was true, and he did not expect that he could say such a thing.
"Xia Mengying, return to me, can't you?"
Ning Ziqian was also lying on the table. Although Xia Mengling couldn't see it, his eyes still fell on her, so urgent desires could almost burn people.
At this moment, it was stained with a strong begging.
Xia Mengyu tried to break away from his hand, but she did not succeed. She looked up, and the tears on her face made her look very embarrassed, her eyes were still blurred, the cry did not stop completely, she shook her head, "
no."
That is not very clear, but it can almost make Ning Ziqian be desperate.
When she was caught by Xia Xiaoxue, she looked at those photos and really believed in her words, because that person was Ye Shiqian, but later, gradually calmed down, she found that she was strange, but she did not delve into it because she knew it clearly because she knew it.
Fang Jingyi's death will be the pain that can never heal between them. For this relationship, especially Ning Ziqian, she sends too much trust and dependence, because this is because of this wholehearted heart.
The investment made her unable to tolerate such a big regret between the two people. She was not sure if such regrets would cause greater contradictions to the future of the two, because she knew that because of her mother's death, she except her self -herself.
I was blame Ning Ziqian, so she chose to leave, and the child who was born and died made her unable to forgive Ning Ziqian. At that time, she had firmly not been with him.
In the past, they did have great happiness, but there were great pain between each other.
"Love will not make two people get older. Her strength is too limited. If you want to be old -fashioned, you need responsibility and dedication. Men are responsible.
I have no strength to pay, because of this relationship, I am exhausted, my body is injured, I am tired, I don’t want to continue. "
Because of love, her demands on Ning Ziqian were too high, even harsh. As for Siming, she didn't know that he had his reasons for what happened that time, but she could talk and laugh with him because that person was not her.
The man she loves deeply, so she can be tolerant.
When Ning Ziqian heard this, he felt very irritable. He finally couldn't help it, took out the cigarette and lighter, and started smoking it in front of Xia Mengying.
Every time he missed Xia Mengying, he couldn't help but smoke. It took five years for him to become addicted to nicotine, which can numb the nerves.
"Ning Ziqian."
Xia Mengying looked at the smoke ring in Ning Ziqian's hand, cried out in distress, and then began to cry helplessly. She wanted to persuade her, but she didn't know how to say it. She didn't understand this feeling and smell.
Not used to it, Xia Mengying couldn't help coughing a few times, and then her tears flowed faster. Ning Ziqian saw this and hurriedly pinched off the cigarette in his hand.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold it back for a moment."
Xia Mengying pursed her lips, "Smoking is bad for your health."
Ning Ziqian just smiled mockingly, "Who cares?"
Xia Mengying's heart felt as if it was blocked by cotton, and she was speechless.
If she cares, she will be heartbroken!
Xia Mengying didn't speak anymore, and looked at Ning Ziqian with her eyes full of pain. Ning Ziqian stopped smoking and played with a lighter. Neither of them spoke. This silence lasted for a long time. Xia Mengying
The cell phone that Ying placed on the table suddenly rang. It was Fang Jingyi. Xia Mengying immediately thought of Tiaotiao and picked up the call.
"Hello."
Just as Xia Mengying said something, Tiao Tiao's anxious voice came from over there, "Mengmeng, Tiao Tiao has a bad stomach after eating, and she is in the hospital now."
[Author's digression]: ps: The last chapter will indicate the finale. If it is not marked, it means it is not over yet.