Xia Mengying leaned in Ning Ziqian's arms and suddenly stopped and couldn't go away. She left Ning Ziqian's arms and looked towards her with clear eyes filled with hesitation, entanglement, struggle, and complicated grief.
Ning Ziqian, she called softly, her voice weak and trembling.
She pursed her lips, and the waves that flowed seemed to contain a thousand words. She was very confused in her heart. She wanted to explain, and she didn't want Ning Ziqian to misunderstand her, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say them out. Such a mood was contradictory.
And complicated.
Ning Ziqian also looked at her, his originally cold eyes became warmer little by little, and the deep love and affection gradually emerged. He stretched out his hand and stroked Xia Mengying's face. If she wanted
He would just listen to the explanation. If she didn't want to mention it, it really didn't matter to him.
"Let the past go by, Xia Mengying, I love you as a person. No matter what happens, I still love you and only you."
Ning Ziqian caressed Xia Mengying's face, then lowered his head and kissed her forehead. Not to mention those people didn't succeed at all, even if something like that really happened, who had he to blame Xia Mengying? What if?
If it weren't for him, she might not have been hurt like that at all. Even if she was to blame, it was because he didn't protect her well.
Xia Mengying closed her eyes, suppressed her urge to cry, and sighed for a long time.
Even if what happened is in the past, no matter how hard you try to pretend, you can't pretend that nothing happened. Just like the incident five years ago, that memory, she has been trying very, very hard to forget, but now,
It's like it's a brand in my mind that I can't get rid of.
The more she minded, the more she couldn't forget it, but what could she do? She simply couldn't let it go.
If that day hadn't happened, she and Ning Ziqian would probably be living happily now.
Xia Mengying endured the pain in her heart and opened her eyes. When she looked at Ning Ziqian, her smile looked very forced, "Let's go, don't let Xiao Yu wait outside for too long."
Xia Mengying said, breaking away from Ning Ziqian's hand and walking in front.
Xia Mengying, since you chose to see Wang Jiazhi, aren't you already prepared to be slandered by her vicious words? Then why are you acting like this? You feel uncomfortable, and Ning Ziqian also feels uncomfortable.
Ning Ziqian looked at Xia Mengying's back. Her back was straight and she looked a little stiff. Ning Ziqian felt uncomfortable and distressed, just distressed. He froze on the spot for a long time and quickly chased after her.
Just like before, he hugged Xia Mengying tightly in his arms.
He will never let go again, no matter what happens, he will never let her leave his side again.
Because she was worried about Xia Xingyu, Xia Mengying walked quickly. Xia Xingyu did not stay here anymore, but waited at the place where Ning Ziqian parked his car. He squatted on the side of the road, buried his head in his knees, and cried very sadly.
The shoulders on both sides were shrugging, and Xia Mengying could hear his cries from afar. Xia Mengying couldn't help but feel sympathy in her heart. It would be unfortunate for anyone to have such a mother.
Xia Mengying glanced at Ning Ziqian, then took out his hand and walked quickly to Xia Xingyu, squatted down beside him, and reached out to touch his head.
Although Wang Jiazhi was too much, she was Xia Xingyu's mother after all, and the mother and son had been dependent on each other these years. Xia Mengying, who had had similar experiences before, could somewhat understand Xia Xingyu's mood, and therefore understood it very much.
Although she doesn't like Xia Dahai and even hates him because of her mother's affairs, she often thinks of him and wants to know what he has been doing these years when she was alone with Tiaotiao abroad.
Are you okay? Do you eat on time? Do you still drink and socialize every day as before? How is your health? A blood relationship like this cannot be erased by any contradiction.
"Xia Xingyu, I'm not a saint. You are the only one I can help. As for your mother, if I don't retaliate, that's already my kindness and concession. All I can promise you is that she won't come to me.
Trouble, I won't make things difficult for her, you are the only one I am responsible for
There are tuition fees and necessary living expenses. I will not interfere with your life, not now, nor in the future. If you earn money yourself and want to give it to Wang Jiazhi, I will not object. In the future, when you graduate and Wang Jiazhi gets old,
If you want to support her, I have no objection."
In any case, that person was also the one who gave him life. She would not ask Xia Xingyu to completely forget his roots, completely sever ties with Wang Jiazhi, or even stop having contact with each other till the end of his life. She would not do that.
Xia Xingyu looked up, his eyes filled with tears.
"Life is like this. It can't be smooth sailing. Xia Xingyu, forget the past."
Whether it is the life of being served like an emperor before I was five years old, or the humiliating memory of having no self-esteem or dignity in the past few years, if you can forget it, then forget it all.
"How about starting over from today?"
Xia Mengying stroked Xia Xingyu's head, "I will arrange for you to go to a place where no one knows you. No one there will know your past. You don't have to feel inferior or afraid. There is nothing different between you and other people."
Same, you can live like them, I am only responsible for providing you with the materials you need for study and life
I won’t interfere with your life. You don’t have to worry about what if someone recognizes me when I go to school. You were no longer who you are today. I don’t ask you to repay me in any way, but I hope you
Have a grateful heart towards this society and stop doing things that hurt others, let alone go astray."
Xia Xingyu just looked at Xia Mengying and seemed to understand what she said, but Xia Mengying didn't ask him to understand. He would grow up slowly and one day he would understand what she meant.
Xia Mengying stood up and handed her hand to Xia Xingyu. In her opinion, getting rid of Wang Jiazhi would definitely be beneficial to Xia Xingyu's growth.
"elder sister."
Xia Xingyu was still crying, but he raised his head and held Xia Xingyu's hand.
"Let's go."
Xia Mengying sent Xia Xingyu to an orphanage. When Fang Jingyi was alive, she often did some charity and would take Xia Mengying with her. The director of this orphanage could be said to have watched Xia Mengying grow up.
Mengying also knew the dean very well and knew that she was a very good and caring person, so Xia Mengying felt relieved to send Xia Xingyu to her.
Now that you have left Wang Jiazhi, let's start over. Since you don't like the gloomy past, then say goodbye to the past people and things in the past. This is Xia Mengying's idea. Since Xia Xingyu wants to start over, he shouldn't
He would like to see her, the person he once robbed, more often.
When we left the orphanage, it was already evening, the sun had already set, and the orange color was shining like chrysanthemums blooming on the ground.
The two of them got into the car. Xia Mengying took out her mobile phone, looked at Ning Ziqian and said, "I want to meet dad."