Ning Ziqian took Xia Mengying directly back to her home in Yangmingshan. On the way, Xia Mengying kept leaning on Ning Ziqian's knees with her eyes closed, her lips pursed, her brows furrowed, and she didn't say a word.
It's like falling asleep.
"Get off the car first."
Ning Ziqian patted Xia Mengying's shoulder gently. He knew that Xia Mengying was not asleep.
Xia Mengying's eyelashes trembled, she quickly opened her eyes, and got out of the car with Ning Ziqian.
The rain had stopped. She looked up and looked around. After the rain, everything was very clean, and the moist air had an indescribable light fragrance.
Xia Mengying looked around blankly. Yangmingshan after the rain was very different from that on a sunny day. Now it had just rained. The surroundings were foggy and nothing could be seen clearly. Xia Mengying felt like she was in a dream.
.
Ning Ziqian walked up to her, held her hand and went directly to the sixteenth floor. After opening the door and entering, he let go of Xia Mengying's hand and went directly into the bathroom. When he came out, he had a towel in his hand and handed it to Xia Mengying.
Mengying, "Would you like to take a shower?"
Xia Mengying took the towel and nodded.
"Let's change into my clothes first."
Xia Mengying looked at Ning Ziqian and nodded again.
After Ning Ziqian entered the room, she looked around. The room was still as tidy as last time. The main gray and black colors were a bit harsh to her, but it was a style that Ning Ziqian would like.
When Xia Mengying came out of the bathroom, Ning Ziqian, who had finished taking a shower in the room's bathroom, had already changed clothes and sat on the sofa. Ning Ziqian got up and walked to the water dispenser to pour her a cup of hot water, "Cold medicine."
, let’s eat first.”
Xia Mengying looked at the pills in his palm and was moved by his carefulness.
"Have you eaten? You were also caught in the rain just now."
Xia Mengying whispered, put a towel on her shoulders, looked at herself, and felt a little uncomfortable on the sofa.
After being outside in the rain for so long, her whole body was soaked, and so were the clothes underneath. When she first took a shower, she reluctantly twisted her underwear until it was half dry and put it on, but she couldn't wear it because it was too wet.
"Yeah." Ning Ziqian smiled, he was still very confident in his body.
"Did something happen today?"
Thinking of Xia Mengying's sad and sad look just now, Ning Ziqian felt uneasy, so he hesitated and asked again.
Xia Mengying held the water glass with both hands and put her lips to it. She raised her eyes and looked at Ning Ziqian. She was silent for a long time. Just when Ning Ziqian thought she was unwilling to speak, she suddenly spoke slowly, "I'm with you today."
Qi Zhiming’s mother met.”
Xia Mengying took a sip of water and continued, "In all the years of dating Qi Zhiming, she has never called me to ask for a private meeting, but today she suddenly called me."
Xia Mengying laughed coldly, full of sarcasm. She stared at Ning Ziqian, her red eyes were full of sadness, "I know she has ulterior motives, but I still met her, and I felt like hating her in my heart.
Qi Zhiming is dead, and I hate his mother very much, but when facing her, I always maintain a humble smile and a respectful attitude, just like a daughter-in-law facing her mother-in-law, trying her best to please, Ning Ziqian,
Tell me, am I very powerful?"
Xia Mengying raised her head and met the clear gaze of Ning Ziqian who was standing. The mask of pride was removed in an instant. She curled her lips and laughed at herself, "I am so hypocritical, so hypocritical and disgusting. It's very embarrassing."
People are annoying, right?”
She frowned, "Growing up, I have always resented others approaching me for profit, but now, I have become that kind of person myself."
Xia Mengying lowered her head, covered her face with both hands, and gently rubbed her swollen and painful forehead with her fingertips, "I really don't like myself like this, but if I don't do that, I will feel extremely sad."
I don’t want to be reconciled. When I am so sad and sad, I don’t want to easily fulfill the happiness of those who have hurt me so much.”
She raised her head, pointed to her chest, looked at Ning Ziqian steadily and said, "Because of them, this place still hurts to this day. When I feel uncomfortable, I lie in bed all night and can't sleep."
Xia Mengying pouted, looking distressed, like a child in trouble.
Although I have thought about retaliating harshly, I still feel embarrassed and uncomfortable when I actually do so.
"So you don't care about your body getting wet in the rain?"
Xia Mengying was speechless. She first got wet in the rain hoping that she would feel better, but later on, she really had the absurd idea of getting seriously ill.
Ning Ziqian walked to Xia Mengying, rubbed her hair, and then sat down next to her.
"None of us are saints. There is no need to hold ourselves to their standards. After being severely hurt, why can't we fight back?"
Sometimes, it takes a lot of courage to fight back. After fighting back, the resentment in your heart is vented, and then you can truly let go.
"Every flesh-and-blood person will be angry and want revenge after being hurt. This is not annoying at all."
Xia Mengying slowly raised her head and looked at Ning Ziqian, her eyes were red and filled with tears.
"You really don't hate me?"
Xia Mengying sniffed, her voice was very nasal, and her dull expression was very cute to Ning Ziqian.
"Of course not." Ning Ziqian replied without hesitation, "Xia Mengying, there is nothing eternal in this world, such as still water and clouds that do not drift forward.
Have you seen it? People are the same, they need to grow, so don’t be afraid of your own changes. Even if you don’t like it, don’t reject suffering, let alone hate yourself. Let everything take its course, but you must not be dazzled by hatred, no matter what
Whatever you do, make sure you don’t change your kind and innocent nature, and that’ll be fine.”
Ning Ziqian was like an elder, patiently guiding Xia Mengying.
Xia Mengying's tears welled up in her eyes. She smiled at him and leaned directly into Ning Ziqian's arms. Before, she was really afraid of change. She was worried that she would get lost and become someone she hated.
Xia Mengying.
"Ning Ziqian, I'm really scared. I'm worried that I will get lost and become the Xia Mengying I hate and never come back."
Ning Ziqian's enlightenment made Xia Mengying feel much better. She nuzzled into Ning Ziqian's arms. Ning Ziqian lowered his head and looked at Xia Mengying's back, feeling helpless. In front of him, she
It seems that the boundaries between men and women are set very low. Doesn't she know that he is a single man in full bloom? Or does she really trust him that much?
"Ning Ziqian, if you want to get something from me, don't beat around the bush. You can tell me directly. I will not be stingy with what I can give you. If one day, you want to annoy me, you must also tell me in person.
, I won’t stalk you.”
"What a rich imagination."
Xia Mengying smiled, squinted one eye and looked up at Ning Ziqian, "Ning Ziqian, are you sleepy? I seem to be."
Not long after I took the cold medicine, I started to feel sleepy.
"I'm not sleepy, you can go to sleep."
Xia Mengying hummed, closed her eyes, leaned into Ning Ziqian's arms, and fell asleep after a while.