Chapter 347 It's my own life, I'm not worthy of being loved
Yu Ahu raised his head and saw that she was standing in front of him. He suddenly looked at a loss and said, "Young Master...cousin, why are you here?"
Seeing that he looked embarrassed in front of her, which was completely different from Yu Abao, Shi Chunfen's heart softened and he sighed: "How could it be like this?"
She had always thought that Yu Ahu was more determined towards Du Yumei than others, but in the end he still couldn't withstand the rumors.
Yu Ahu lowered his head and said humbly: "I have figured it out. Marrying a wife is a lifelong matter. I cannot accept that because of a woman, I will be poked in the back all my life."
In the past, he was nothing, so he naturally didn't care about the gossip, but now that he has achieved success in the tea house, when he hears those gossips again, his face feels as uncomfortable as being burned. If a person has never had face,
Naturally, he doesn't want to lose face, but once he has face, "face" becomes an essential thing in his life. He cannot accept that he can go back to the time when he was stepped on by others.
What he said was not unpleasant and what he said was entirely true.
If he had said this when he first got together with Du Yumei, Shi Chunfen would have thought he was very sensible. But after going through so many things, they finally gained the approval of their aunt and uncle. If Yu Ahu made such a fuss again, Shi Chunfen would
The Spring Equinox just feels ridiculous.
She closed her eyes, knowing that she was not qualified to accuse Yu Ahu of anything. He had the right to choose his own life. A few frivolous words from outsiders could not bear the pain he felt when he heard those gossips.
"Is Mrs. Du in the house?" When Shi Chunquin opened her eyes, she had already regained consciousness.
Yu Ahu nodded slightly and said frankly: "She doesn't want to see me."
Shi Chunfen took the initiative and said, "Then I'll go in and talk to her."
Yu Ahu watched her enter the room and sighed dejectedly. He promised to never let her down, but she still let her down. On the one hand, he hated himself for breaking his trust, but on the other hand, he was glad that he woke up early.
When Shi Chunfen walked into Du Yumei's house, she had already locked Nian Nian in her room. Seeing her arrival, Du Yumei was not surprised at all, "Ahu asked you to come?"
In the past, every time she saw her, she would take the initiative to say "young lady", but this time she didn't even say hello, so Chunfen already guessed her choice.
But even so, I still have to say, "Auntie asked me to come and see what happened to you."
"Ha!" Du Yumei smiled sarcastically when she mentioned Shi Cui, "Now they got what they wanted, so why bother showing off here?"
Shi Chunfen frowned, "You blame them?"
"I don't dare." Du Yumei said indifferently: "In the final analysis, my life is miserable and I don't deserve to be loved."
These words are full of deep irony. In terms of appearance, ability, and moral character, she is definitely a woman worthy of being loved. But just because her husband died young, she was reduced to this. Shi Chunfen felt sad and sad.
sad.
"Don't say that." She tried to comfort her: "Actually, the only difference between a wife and a concubine is a title. The Yu family is not a high-class compound and does not have so many rules. Even if you are a concubine, they will not
I will treat you badly."
"Really?" Du Yumei looked at her sarcastically, "If it were Grandma, would you... be so obedient?"
Shi Chun Equinox was stunned and couldn't say anything for a long time.
She had never thought about this possibility. She was weak by nature and obedience was not difficult for her, but why did she feel so panicked just thinking about it?
Du Yumei lowered her eyes and said sarcastically: "Why do you force me to do something that I can't do myself?"
If Yu Ahu had said that he wanted to take her as his concubine at the beginning, maybe she would have thought about it carefully due to her own situation.
But now that she and Yu Ahu have gone through so many things, and the other party has personally promised to marry her, how can she be willing to reduce herself to a concubine again?
In this world, not only men are qualified to save face. Even if she is just a widow, she still has the right to choose.
Shi Chunquin sighed, "Then what do you want to do? Completely sever ties with Ahu?"
Although her relationship with Yu Ahu was not well-known in the streets, it could still be considered high-profile. Yu Ahu ran away from home and stayed at her house for a while, and then she and Yu Ahu walked down the street together.
They hawked goods and often visited Yu's house. Anyone who knew them knew that they were a couple. If they separated like this, it would be difficult for Du Yumei to find a new home in the future.
Du Yumei obviously understood this truth. She had always been so strong, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red, "I don't know either."
Severing the relationship with Yu Ahu means that everything she has now will be completely lost.
She could no longer work in the tea house, and her son naturally had no shame in continuing his education under the influence of the Yu family.
In addition, it is even more difficult for her to marry again.
If she had become a widow before because her husband died young, then everyone would think it was her fault that the Yu family broke off the engagement this time. She would never be able to find a good man again in her life.
Seeing that her eyes were so red, Shi Chunfen couldn't bear it, "If you are willing, I can arrange for you to go to other shops to work, and there will be no change in your studies every year. Other than that,
I will also give you some more money as compensation, do you think so?"
The conditions she proposed were already the best solution she could think of.
Unexpectedly, Du Yumei suddenly raised her eyes and said angrily: "Who do you think I am, Du Yumei? Do you think I am with Ahu just for this?"
Shi Chunfen didn't expect her to think so, and suddenly became speechless, "Of course not, it's just..."
"It's just that your high-level compound prides itself on being noble, but us people at the bottom only have interests in their eyes, right?!" Du Yumei looked at her angrily, breaking down like never before.
Shi Chunfen didn't expect her to be so excited, so she subconsciously took two steps back and said comfortingly: "I didn't think so."
If you have ever thought about it, when Du Yumei first got together with Yu Ahu, she would inevitably use her interests to speculate on people's hearts. But after getting along for such a long time, she has clearly understood that Du Yumei is not that kind of person, and her abilities are worthy of her.
It's worthy of her ambition, so it's not greedy.
The world always likes to describe an enterprising woman as greedy and vain, but if her abilities match her thoughts, is it any wonder that she has higher requirements?
Are women born to help the poor?
Hearing what she said, Du Yumei's expression softened. Unexpectedly, at this time, Yu Ahu suddenly broke in and said urgently: "I am sorry for you, please don't embarrass the eldest young lady!"