Zhou Jinran laughed inexplicably. He was obviously laughing, but it made people feel extremely miserable.
She laughed until tears came out.
At the end of her laugh, she raised her hand and slapped herself hard in the face.
"It turns out it's all me, it's all me who caused the trouble!"
"I saved you back then, but many years later, you found someone to hit my mother because you wanted to force me to submit."
"Mom was the one who got up to protect me when she was beaten until she was dying! She turned you into a vegetative state and stayed in the hospital for more than a year!"
"It's me who is unfilial. It turns out that my mother was harmed by me from the beginning to the end!"
Zhou Jinran used all his strength and opened his bow left and right. After just a few strokes, both sides of his face turned red.
Feng Xingjin felt distressed and grabbed both of her wrists.
"Jinran, don't hurt yourself like this, I'll feel sorry for you."
"It's me you should blame. If you want to hit me, hit me."
Zhou Jinran's eyes were red, and he looked at Feng Xingjin with hatred in his eyes.
"Feng Xingjin, I shouldn't have been meddling in other people's business back then!"
"It's better for me to watch you die than for you to hurt my family and humiliate us now!"
How hurtful can the power of words be?
Feng Xingjin didn't understand it before, but today he finally felt it.
He had thought about his savior for many years and was also his lover who had shared the same bed with him for more than a year. Now he was full of hatred and gritted his teeth and said that he should not have been saved.
Thousands of arrows pierce the heart, but it is difficult to defeat the pain.
Feng Xingjin took out a cigarette and put it to his lips. His fingertips trembled and he failed to light it several times. He finally lit it and after taking only one puff, he choked in his throat. He bent over and coughed violently.
The rest of the people in the room were silent, and for a while they could only hear his coughing, which was louder than the other, as if he was coughing out his heart and liver, and his eyes were red from the coughing.
Zhou Jinran just looked at it.
Sitting across from Feng Xingjin, he looked at him with an expressionless face and nothing to do with himself.
Feng Xingjin accidentally raised his eyes and felt sour in his heart.
In the past, even if he just came back drunk, Jinran would prepare sobering soup for him and take care of him in every detail.
He works as an assistant in the company, and when he comes home, he doesn't give up too much. She even matches his daily clothes and even adjusts the temperature of the bath water for him.
It wasn't until they separated that he realized that this woman had penetrated into every aspect of his life. With her, he was complete and had hope for life.
So when facing Lin Xiaoran who is pretending to be a benefactor, he will be grateful, yearning, and want to be close to him for protection, but he only lacks love and desire.
Unlike his Jinran, as soon as he gets close, he can't help but want to ask for it.
"Jin Ran," Feng Xingjin's voice was hoarse due to coughing, and his tone was very soft, with strong love in his eyes that was about to overflow, "I know what I did in the past was very excessive, and I will change it. Please give me a chance, okay?
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Zhou Jinran lowered his eyes: "I also wanted you to let my sister go and give me a chance."
Feng Xingjin's heart tightened, as if being grasped by a big hand. He vaguely realized that he didn't want to hear the next words. He was almost begging.
"Jinran, stop talking..."
Zhou Jinran raised his head and said in an indifferent tone: "Feng Xingjin, you didn't, you never gave me a chance."
"Whether it's being wronged by Lin Xiaoran or every time I beg for mercy."
"What I'm waiting for is your venting of anger and your punishment. There is no forgiveness."
Feng Xingjin was stunned for a long time, then suddenly came to his senses and asked, "You hate me?"
Zhou Jinran was silent: "If possible, I hope we have never met."
If we don't know each other, there will be no harm.
This sentence made Feng Xingjin even more flustered than Zhou Jinran grinding his teeth and saying he hated him.
Because of love, hatred arises. If Zhou Jinran hated him, it might mean that there was love, but now he didn't even have hatred. He looked at him as if he was looking at a stranger.
It's so close, yet it seems so far away, and a whole other world appears as soon as you turn around.
Like sand in your hand, if you can't hold it or hold it tightly, it will slip away at any time.
This feeling made Feng Xingjin panic. Regardless of Zhou Jinran's struggle, he held her tightly in his arms and tightened his arms, with a hint of paranoia between his brows.
"Jinran, you are mine, no one can take you away, we must be together forever!"
The only response he received was the sound of Lu Yao banging on the door in the bedroom.
Again and again.
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As the red indicator light outside the operating room went out, Jinse walked out, looking slightly tired.
Xia Yang's face turned pale and he forced himself to come forward to comfort him.
"It doesn't matter. This kind of surgery is very difficult to succeed. Even if I sent the case to several well-known foreign brain experts, they were not sure. Don't feel sad and blame yourself."
As he said this, he looked lost and was about to walk out.
Jinse stopped him strangely: "Where are you going?"
Xia Yang: "Take the blame and resign."
Jinse stopped him: "Wait a minute, arrange the ward for my mother before resigning."
Xia Yang looked solemn and solemn: "Anyway, I, the dean, will be fucked, so why should I be asked to arrange the ward?"
"No, wait, what did you say?" Halfway through, he braked suddenly, turned his head and pointed at the operating room, his eyes full of surprise, "Is there anyone here?"
Jinse was unhappy: "What do you mean, people can still run away?"
Only then did Xia Yang react and became embarrassed.
"Your operation only took less than four hours. I thought..."
I thought the operation failed and the person died.
Jinse could guess what the other party was going to say at a glance.
Craniotomy surgery, such as cerebral hemorrhage, is less troublesome and can usually be completed in about four hours. Tumor surgery, especially a tumor as big as Zhou Mu, may not be able to be removed in eight or nine hours.
She came out in less than four hours, and the other party thought it was normal that the operation failed.
Standing for a long time to perform high-intensity and high-precision craniotomy surgery greatly affected her physical strength.
After stretching her somewhat numb legs, Jinse and others pushed Zhou's mother into the special care ward. After resting against the door for a while, Jinse had enough energy to look around.
Soon, she realized something was wrong.
"Where are Jinran and Lu Yao?"
Even if they really have diarrhea, it's impossible for them to go to the hospital for a few hours without going to the hospital, right?
Feng Xingzhi's tone was obviously wrong: "I don't know."
"I don't know what it means?" Jinse stood up straight and took out his mobile phone to find the location. "Can we lose two big people?"
Feng Xingzhi sighed: "More than an hour after you entered the operating room, I saw Jinran and the others hadn't come yet, so I made a phone call."
"On the phone, Jinran still said the same thing as before. I asked them to see a doctor, and she agreed."
"I was worried about their health, so I found a family doctor."
"The strange thing is that after the family doctor came over, no matter how hard I rang the doorbell, no one came out."
"I asked Fang Yuan to take the key and open the door, but there was no one inside."
"You were undergoing surgery at the time, and I didn't tell you. I sent someone to look for her, but she hasn't been found yet."
"My calls since then have not been answered."
At this moment, Jinse called up the location map, and Zhou Jinran's mobile phone location showed that she was at home.
This is obviously impossible.
"It seems that Feng Xingjin is determined to be evil," Jinse narrowed his eyes and showed his sharpness, "but this time he will be disappointed again."
After re-operating on the mobile phone, a brand new red dot appeared on the screen.
Jinse pointed her finger: "Feng Xingjin, you can't escape."