The dream is very similar to reality. He started teaching Zhou Jinse and Lu Yao on the ship.
What is different from reality is that Zhou Jinse did not escape from the cage, Feng Xingzhi was injured by him, and he successfully took Jinran to the helicopter.
But soon, in order to save Lin Xiaoran, he ignored Jinran's pleas and killed her sister.
No! He screamed at the top of his lungs, Lin Xiaoran is a liar, she is a bitch, don’t save her!
In the dream, he turned a deaf ear and focused on looking for Lin Xiaoran.
Feng Xingjin was in despair, but the dream did not change according to his will.
He could only fall to the ground and watch helplessly as he kept hurting Jin Ran.
Dig out her womb and send her to jail.
Watching Lin Xiaoran instruct the people in the prison to take more care of Zhou Jinran.
I watched Jinran being bullied by those people, her legs were broken, her body was often bruised, and she went from screaming in pain to numbness.
After seeing her released from prison, she continued to be humiliated by herself and donated her kidney.
Seeing that she had cancer, their child turned to his thief as his mother, and the two of them took turns humiliating her.
He wanted to tell himself that everything was just a dream and something that never happened.
But he knew clearly that those were the things he would do.
I thought he had done too much to Jin Ran, but who would have thought that he could go even further.
Is he still a human being?
In the second half of the dream, he was with Jinran again, but he knew that Jinran was unhappy.
Her eyes were numb and her whole body was lifeless.
He walked with her through the last days of her life, and it wasn't until she lost her breath that Jin Ran smiled.
"Feng Xingjin, are you satisfied?"
In grief, he had a flash of confusion and looked at Jinran doubtfully.
Jinran's smile did not change: "You said you didn't want to see me and asked me to die. It's a pity that it took so many years before you got your wish."
"I'm going to die, you should be satisfied, right?"
"No!" He held Jin Ran's bony hand tightly, his eyes were red and his whole body was trembling, "Jin Ran, I regret it, I want you to live!"
"Don't leave me. I owe you. I'll pay you back with my life. Don't leave, okay?"
The hand in the palm gradually became cold, and the person in front of him smiled and closed his eyes, as if death was a kind of relief.
The tears that had been accumulated for a long time finally fell, and he merged with the person in the dream, holding the thin man on the hospital bed and crying loudly.
Jinran, I was wrong, how can I live without you?
My whole life is a joke. I trust others easily and have been entangled with you for half my life. I have exhausted all my energy.
If there is an afterlife, just wait for me, okay?
When Feng Xingjin woke up from his dream, he stared at the iron window in front of him. He was stunned for a long time, unable to distinguish between dream and reality for a while.
After an unknown amount of time, a ray of sunlight shined directly on his eyes through the iron window.
Being illuminated by the strong light, Feng Xingjin not only did not squint, but instead opened his eyes wide, raised his head to face the sun and laughed.
It's a dream!
Those are all dreams, Jinran is not dead!
As if he had really experienced the death of a lover, Feng Xingjin had the illusion of surviving the disaster.
He always felt that not all the dreams were fake, as if they happened in a parallel time and space.
Whenever he thought of Jinran's death, his heart ached.
Now that she is still alive, even if she marries someone else... Feng Xingjin closed his eyes in pain, then let her be, he gave her blessing.
In prison, Feng Xingjin almost self-mutilated, experiencing everything that Zhou Jinran had experienced in his dream.
He devoutly hoped that when he took all the pain Jinran deserved upon himself, Jinran would not have to go through this.
She will be happy even without him.
…
Jinse did not forget Zhou Jinran's final fate in the book. In order to prevent her from getting cancer like in the book, she developed various prescriptions for her to prevent cancer.
Even though it was the other person's honeymoon, she didn't let him go and made a life-threatening call.
When Zhou Jinran was pregnant, she looked for anti-cancer drugs that would not affect the fetus and mixed them with miscarriage drugs.
Due to her unremitting efforts, Zhou Jinran was never diagnosed with cancer in her life. She only felt like vomiting when she smelled the traditional Chinese medicine.
Time passed by, and that arrogant man turned into an arrogant little old man, with only his nobility remaining intact.
Jinse looked at the man's shadow in the sunset and spoke softly.
"Are you happy?"
Feng Xingzhi approached with a cane and put his arms around his wife's shoulders.
"I am very happy to have you in this life, Jinse. We will still be together in the next life, okay?"
"As you wish." As Feng Xingzhi exclaimed, Jinse slowly closed his eyes.
You know, I won't lie to you.
…
Among the noise, the woman's weak cry was particularly noticeable.
"Su Jinran, he is still a child. Don't argue with him like a child. I kneel down and beg you, please don't hit Sa'er. He is still young and cannot withstand your beating!"
Jinse took a quick look and saw five little carrot heads standing opposite, and a small white flower with a clear soup and few noodles.
Hearing Xiao Baihua say that she wanted to kneel down, the five little carrot heads also started crying and pulled Xiao Baihua.
"Mommy, don't kneel down! We didn't do anything wrong, why should we kneel down to this bad woman?"
The other carrot heads shared the same hatred: "That's right! Mommy, it's not easy for you to bring us up by yourself. What has she done for daddy? Why should she bully us?"
"Let's find Daddy and ask him to teach this bad woman a lesson!"
"No, we can't cause trouble for your daddy," Xiao Baihua cried, rushing to Jinse again, "Please, let Sa'er go. No matter what, he is... also Ayu's son."
What a sad drama!
Jinse was so noisy that her head hurt and she pinched her forehead.
She sorted out what she had gained from the previous world, and after completing her training, she came to this world. She didn't expect that it would be so exciting as soon as she arrived.
After picking the key points and quickly looking at the memory of the original owner to find out what happened before, Jinse couldn't help but sneer.
"Should I let him go?"
Xiao Baihua nodded weakly: "Yes, let him go. If you want to hit me, hit me. Sa'er is still young and can't stand your beating."
Jinse rubbed something in her other hand and glanced at her, the noise around her became even louder.
It turned out that there was a group of onlookers here, and everyone started to criticize.
"Who is this woman? How can she be so arrogant?"
Someone whispered back: "Who else could be such an arrogant and domineering person? Su Jinse from the Su family!"
Someone sighed: "It's really a mouse dropping that spoils the whole pot of porridge. How come Su Jinse comes out of the Su family?"
"Poor Mr. Su, he's getting old. He only has such a bad thing around him. He's going to be so angry that he's going to die."
An insider said: "Are those mothers and children from the eldest prince's family?"
"You look so weak and weak, so pitiful!"
"It's a pity that they fell in love with Su Jinse. She won't let such a fiancé go. Otherwise, that woman would have been born with five treasures and would have flown to the branches and turned into a phoenix."
Regardless of the accusations from people around her, Jinse bullied herself and approached Xiao Baihua.
"I let him go, who will let me go?"
He raised the thing he had been holding in his hand. It was a white dress. At this moment, two black stains suddenly appeared on the completely white dress, which were about the same size as the palms of those little carrot heads.
Jinse showed the dress to the people around her and said loudly:
"The dress I just got from the display cabinet was stained by a child before I decided whether to buy it. Who should pay for it?"