Rather than thinking too much, it is better to say that he is afraid and unconfident.
After all, due to the nature of his work, he really had too little to offer Lu Qingqing.
Lu Qingqing can make money by himself, and even more than he makes;
To keep her company, I can only call her at night to express my longing for her when I am not on a mission.
This feeling of not being able to stay with Lu Qingqing for a long time and not being able to accompany her every day really made Xie Jiasi feel a little insecure.
Lu Qingqing also understood Xie Jiaci's thoughts in an instant.
He immediately stopped crying weakly and looked at Xie Jiaci solemnly:
"It doesn't matter, at least you are handsome."
"..."
Then I, thank you?
Xie Jiaci was a little speechless.
"I'm glad that I have a good face."
"..."
Lu Qingqing smiled and said, "Don't think too much. I have never felt unhappy because you can't be with me. On the contrary, I think this is a normal thing."
After all, she has been a person without many companions since she was a child.
When I was in the orphanage, the aunties around me were coming and going.
Taking care of yourself is just a job for auntie.
They have their own families, their own time, they need to rotate shifts, and they also have children who are more partial to them.
Even when the aunt's stay in the orphanage is not going well, it is very common for her to resign and leave.
Since she was a child, no one has always been by her side.
Lu Qingqing also believed that he did not need any long-term companionship.
She's used to it.
"Even if you can't always be with me, I won't think there's any problem. I can be by myself, and I think it would be better if we were like this because we gave each other enough space.
, which is rare.”
In this era, the concepts of space and distance are too advanced.
But fortunately, Xie Jiaci quickly understood what she meant.
And nodded in response, "If this distance and relationship are acceptable and comfortable to you, then I will feel very happy."
After all, it seems that he can't do more.
After the two people talked things over, they immediately felt much better.
"Then you have to promise me that if something happens in the future, you can't keep it in your heart. You have to tell me as soon as possible. And you can only listen to what I say and believe me."
Xie Jiaci nodded, "I will definitely tell you as soon as possible in the future, and I will only listen to what you say, and I will only believe you."
He paused and then added: "Then can you promise me to meet Guo Shida as little as possible in the future, and if there is any business matter, let Uncle Han go over to negotiate?"
Lu Qingqing laughed at him, "Why are you guarding him like a thief?"
He shrugged, "I can't help it, after all, he has coveted you before."
Lu Qingqing smiled helplessly, "Don't worry, Uncle Han is working vigorously now. Even if I don't tell him, he is also very active and competing with me to take over the work in the shoe factory."
Xie Jiaci nodded with relief.
Then he couldn't wait to put his hand on Lu Qingqing's belly.
The belly is actually not obvious when I am three months old, and if I put it on my belly now, I won’t feel anything.
But Xie Jiaci felt inexplicably happy, as if he could really relate to the little guy in his belly.
Lu Qingqing patted his hand, "I can't feel anything now. When you come back next time, you should be able to touch her and kick you."
Xie Jiaci kept looking at Lu Qingqing's belly, "Okay, I'll definitely do it next time."
"Do you want a boy or a girl?"
Xie Jiaci did not hesitate: "It doesn't matter whether it's a boy or a girl, as long as it's our child, I like them both."
Lu Qingqing smiled and quietly added:
"But if possible, a girl would be better, so that Dongdong would have a sister."
His voice was very low, as if he was afraid that the little one in his belly would hear him.
Even after saying that, he patted her gently and said, "Don't worry, no matter you are a younger brother or a younger sister, we will all like you very much, and we will welcome your arrival."
Seeing how cautious he was, Lu Qingqing burst out laughing.
It was not her when she was pregnant with Dongdong for the first time, and Xie Jiaci had a very tense fight with the original owner.
Dongdong was born with almost no involvement from him.
But this time, he could actually feel the joy of being a father bit by bit.
After chatting with Xie Jiasi about the children for a while, Lu Qingqing changed the topic:
"Xie Jiaci, how about we go to Fu's house tomorrow?"
Xie Jiaci had not been to Fu's house yet. When he said this, he was stunned and asked, "What's wrong?"
Since she brought it up, she must have considered it.
Lu Qingqing explained slowly, explaining to Chen Haohao, Fu Niansheng and the recent events of the Fu family:
"So now, Fu Niansheng was instigated by Chen Haohao, and he caused a very ugly quarrel with the entire Fu family, and even made the two old people very angry."
Lu Qingqing considered his words, "Although I think Fu Niansheng may be angrier if you show up at this time, but I don't think there is any need to care too much about his opinion. At least if you go, Teacher Zhao and Aunt Zhao will feel better."
Xie Jiaci pondered, thinking about Lu Qingqing's words.
He has always hoped to keep a safe distance from the Fu family, so that neither side crosses the line, and there is no need to get too close.
But Lu Qingqing said before that the Fu family often helped her, and even came to give her various things after knowing she was pregnant, so he felt a little soft-hearted again.
According to Lu Qingqing, his appearance will definitely make the two old people happy.
"Just follow your heart and don't need to be influenced by me. If you want to go, we will go and have a look tomorrow. If you don't want to go, it's okay. Don't be burdened."
Xie Jiaci smiled and pinched her face, "Don't worry, I know it all in my heart."