First, isn’t the world he has entered now a book in itself?
She originally felt that there must be a reason why she was able to travel through this book.
So much so that she believed in this dream just now.
And more importantly, she had an intuition that the scene she just dreamed of was definitely a scene that happened in the past.
Gu Feichen really joined the army because of a woman.
And that woman is the mother of his child and the person she loves.
Zuo Li sat up and leaned against the bed. There was still some cold air in the room.
But Zuo Li was not afraid of the cold at all. She even wanted to smoke a cigarette out of boredom.
Of course, this is not possible.
So she could only stare at the light outside the window that was blocked by the curtains.
She was in a daze, telling herself that everything was over.
It's very likely that the children's mother has...
She doesn't have to care about this at all,
But even if he told himself this, Zuo Li just couldn't figure it out.
She just fell into this kind of emotion. If anyone can completely ignore the past of the person they like, then it's either because they don't love, or because they don't know how to love anymore.
But Zuo Li was different, she had only loved this one person.
"What's wrong? You got up so early, are you sleepy?" Zuo Li shook his head and looked at Gu Feichen, his eyes were sore and he almost shed tears.
But this time she held back, and said seriously: "I was wondering when I would start making money. I can't always rely on you to support me." Gu Feichen slowly sat up, turned on the light, and stared at Zuo Li carefully.
"Are you unhappy? Why? Tell me?"
Zuo Li discovered for the first time that Gu Feichen was so sharp.
If it were Zuo Li before, he might have been too sentimental again, thinking that this was the difference between Gu Feichen and him.
But after experiencing the dream just now, she saw an even different Gu Feichen.
He was still young at that time, and all he could think about was that one person.
He must have loved that woman very much and had a child with her.
Although he called her sister, it was obvious that his feelings for that woman were not that of brother and sister.
And more importantly, if it was really a brother-sister relationship, there would definitely be no children between them.
Zuo Li felt uncomfortable every time he thought about this.
She took a deep breath and held back the bitterness in her heart: "I didn't, I just really thought about this. I can't stay at home all the time and do nothing. There are servants at home, and many things are not needed at all.
I."
"But if you are at home, I will feel at ease. Lili, do you know that since you came to this home, this home has become like home.
In the past, if I could, I would sleep in the factory instead of going home.
But since you came, I will go home every day."
On the one hand, Zuo Li believed what Gu Feichen said at this time, but she really cared too much.
I care too much. Gu Feichen once admired someone with all his heart.
She is still not sure what Gu Feichen's feelings for him are.
She knew that this relationship would not be fake, but she also knew that this relationship was definitely not as innocent as when she was young.
Zuo Li felt that she was abusing herself now. Why should she treat her relationship with Gu Feichen with such requirements?
But she just cares, cares to death.
Who is that woman?
Why does Gu Feichen like her?
where is she?
I also care, will Gu Feichen be all about her from now on?
"Okay, we'll talk about this later. If you're hungry now, I'll go down and cook for you."
Zuo Li was stunned when she heard that Gu Feichen was going to cook for her.
She looked at Gu Feichen with a complicated expression.
This era is completely different from later generations. Most of the cooks now are women, and few men are willing to cook for women.
After all, there has been a saying from ancient times that a gentleman cooks far away from home.
But now Gu Feichen told her so naturally that he wanted to cook for her.
Zuo Li really wanted to tell herself that Gu Feichen didn't love her.
But the things Gu Feichen did always made her feel like she was the favored one.
She was a little resentful about why she had that dream just now, and why there was always someone who hit her in the head when she was happy.
why is that?
Did she come to this world and meet Gu Feichen just to make herself uncomfortable?
Zuo Li really didn't want to torture himself, he just wanted to have a good time with Gu Feichen, and she didn't want to think about those things.
Zuo Li followed Gu Fei Chen downstairs and stood at the door of the kitchen watching Gu Fei while Shen was busy inside.
She didn't say anything about going over to light the fire or help, she just watched.
However, even if Gu Feichen was just lighting the fire and cooking at the same time, he didn't feel any cramped at all.
The breakfast he made today was cowpea buns. After frying the cowpea and meat fillings, he started to roll out the dough.
The movement of rolling out the dough is very smooth, and it can be seen that he must have done it frequently before.
Now, except for some sluggishness at the beginning, everything is going very smoothly.
Zuo Li suddenly said: "Have you ever cooked for other women?"
Gu Feichen's movements froze, then he thought for a moment and said, "There was one once."
"Then why did you join the army in the first place?"
"The reason is also because of her."
Zuo Li's heart ached, she really wanted Gu Feichen to lie to her.
But he confessed honestly, but at this time Gu Feichen turned his head and stared at Zuo Li carefully.
His eyes seemed to have some deep meaning, "But those things are in the past, right? Now we are husband and wife, and we will be by our side, and I only love you."
Zuo Li's eyes widened. She didn't expect that Gu Fei would say such a thing suddenly.
He seemed to have sensed what Zuo Li was thinking, so he gave her a sufficient sense of security with such words.
Zuo Li wanted to cry again. She couldn't help but walked forward and said, "Do you know what I care about?"
"I know, you care that you were not involved in my past, and do you care whether I like you or not?
But Lili, I never like to talk too much, I usually just express it through actions.
So can you take a closer look? If you take a closer look, you will know what kind of person I am."
Zuo Li never expected that the sequelae of that dream would disappear like this.
"Then do you only like me now?"
"Yes, I only like you now."
Gu Feichen said this.
"Then can I ask where the child's mother is?"
Zuo Li was a little cautious. She was a little worried whether this issue would touch Gu Feichen's bottom line.
But Gu Feichen just thought about it and said: "He went to another world."
This sentence was interpreted by Zuo Li as - that woman is dead.