Chapter 169 The life-changer, the belated golden finger
Zuo Li was stunned, thinking that Gu Feichen was worried about this.
She breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Mr. Gu, it turns out you are worried about this. How could an accident happen? As long as you pay attention, there will definitely be no accidents..."
Zuo Li's words stopped abruptly.
She suddenly stared at Gu Feichen closely, then let go of her hands around his waist, and moved her body a little away from him.
She looked at Gu Feichen like this, but she couldn't actually see his expression clearly.
But at this moment, she had an inexplicable intuition.
Not for this reason!
Her tone was difficult, "Mr. Gu is not worried that something will happen to me, but he really never thought about having children with me, right?"
Gu Feichen said nothing, as if he was thinking of how to make excuses.
Zuo Li's heart sank suddenly. She smiled bitterly, then closed her eyes tightly and pointed at the door: "Get out."
"Lili, you don't have to have children, you can treat Yuan Zheng and the others as your biological children, there is no difference.
We will be husband and wife, and it won’t make any difference whether we have children or not.”
"Why is there no difference, Gu Yuanzheng, how can there be no difference?!
Mr. Gu, I am your wife! Is it too much for me to have a child of my own?
I said this will not affect my attitude towards Yuan Zheng and the others.
Yes! Human nature is to favor one's own children, but do you think I am that kind of person?
There is no difference. Why is there no difference? Why is there no difference between the children born from my belly?
I don’t want to hear anything anymore, and I still ask you to get out. If you don’t, I will.”
Gu Feichen stood up slowly, his voice was too low and hoarse, "You have a good rest first, I'll go next door."
After Gu Feichen left, Zuo Li hugged her legs and tears began to fall.
Her husband doesn’t want to have children with her…
This kind of thing was really hard for her to accept.
Gu Feichen leaned against the door, listening to the sobbing sounds inside, his hands clenched into fists.
He wanted to go in and hug Zuo Li, comfort her, and tell her that he loved her very much.
But he can't do anything.
He took out his suitcase and took out a simple, carved box inside.
Gu Feichen looked at it for a long time, then pursed his lips and opened it.
There is a crescent-shaped jade pendant inside, lying there quietly.
He picked up the jade pendant, and instantly a series of mechanical and ruthless sounds rang in his ears:
"The fate-changer Gu Feichen——"
"Suffering the pain of x number of reincarnations and dying in vain."
“To endure the pain of not recognizing your lover when you meet x times.”
"Complete S-level missions x times."
"..."
"call--"
Gu Feichen let go of his hand, the crescent jade pendant fell into the box, and the sounds disappeared instantly.
Along with the disappearance of the sound, there are also those painful memories.
With trembling hands, Gu Feichen picked up the jade pendant again, ignoring those turbulent memories and the mechanical voice that kept broadcasting: "As you said, I will bear everything in exchange for her coming back.
I have fulfilled your request. I can accept her losing her memory, forgetting everything, and starting over.
But why is she plagued by bad luck, and why is her body infertile? Don’t you claim to have supernatural powers?
Then why? Why does this happen?!"
Gu Feichen still remembered how decadent he felt after his lover completely disappeared.
That is not only his lover, but also his spiritual support
At that time, he thought about dying.
However, he always felt that his lover was not dead.
Who knows when she will appear again.
At this time, he found this jade pendant among his lover's "relics".
At the same time, a voice sounded in my ears.
——"I can let you see her again."
--"Who are you?"
——"You don't need to know, do you want to see her again? Do you want her to come back to you?"
--"think!"
——"If the price for her coming back is to forget you and forget everything, do you still want her to come back?"
--"think."
——"Even if the price you pay is extremely painful? Do you still want to do it?"
--"think."
——"The contract is reached, the fate-changer Gu Feichen..."
In the eyes of others, he has been waiting for more than ten years.
In fact, he has been reincarnated for countless lives.
These are all worth it.
But now, he made her cry.
Gu Feichen couldn't even explain anything to her.
The mechanical sound lingering in my ears, after a brief silence.
"For those who change their fate, their fate is determined by God. How can you fight against God for nothing? These are just the costs that need to be endured. Compared with everything you have experienced, her misfortune is nothing to worry about."
The mechanical sound is extremely ruthless.
But besides this ruthlessness, there seems to be a compassion that sees through everything.
It’s like the world’s first impression of “god”.
"Since I can change her life once, I can definitely change it again! I want her to be safe and have no more bad luck!
No matter what I am asked to do, I am willing to do it. No matter how difficult the task is, I will complete it!
Also, I want her to have a normal body so that she can get pregnant and have children!"
"Destiny Changer, you are forcing too much."
After the mechanical voice said these words, it became completely silent.
No matter how Gu Feichen called, there was no sound.
It's as if this is just an ordinary jade pendant.
Gu Feichen held the crescent jade pendant tightly and fell into silence.
*
Outside the window, the land is frozen.
At a glance, everything seems to be sleeping, and there is a beauty that is different from the resurrection of everything.
Ice and snow have become the only decorations that decorate this world.
When Ye Tong looked at her for the fifteenth time, Zuo Li finally cheered up and smiled at her: "Miss Ye, I'm fine."
"Something's wrong." Ye Tong, probably because he had been in the army for a long time, spoke very directly, "You have low pressure all over your body, and you are in a very bad mood. And you asked me to accompany you to Guanyuan Temple, and you didn't even go with Captain Gu.
We had a fight and couldn't make up one night.
In addition, your eyes are very red and swollen. You obviously didn’t sleep well and you cried last night.”
Zuo Li: "...Okay, Mr. Gu and I did have a quarrel."
I didn’t want to tell Ye Tong last night, so I just said it today.
Perhaps Zuo Li wanted to find someone to talk to.
"You should know what Mr. Gu said last night, right?"
Ye Tong was silent for a long time and said: "Now the capital should know everything that should be known."
"I told Mr. Gu last night that I wanted to have a child with him, but he was rejected."
Saying this uncomfortable thing again, Zuo Li felt her heart hurt again.
Ye Tong frowned and didn't seem to understand.
"Could it be that he doesn't want you to suffer the pain of childbirth?"
Zuo Li smiled bitterly: "I want to think so too. I even wonder if there is something wrong with my body and I can't give birth."
Thinking of this possibility, Zuo Li called the Gu family's family doctor last night to check her body.
In the end, the doctor concluded that her body did have some uterine coldness, but there was no problem with fertility.
This possibility was ruled out, which made Zuo Li feel bad.
If it wasn't because of her physical condition, then it was because Gu Feichen instinctively didn't want to.
You know, Gu Feichen has four biological children and is now in his prime, so there is no chance of any health problems.
After eliminating them one by one, the final answer was really a bit hurtful.
Ye Tong held Zuo Li's hand and wanted to comfort him, but didn't know what to say.
She herself didn't know much about the affairs between Zuoli and his wife.
If she still has delusions about Gu Feichen, she should be happy now.
But she gave up long ago.
At this time, she also felt sad for Zuo Li and understood what she was thinking in her heart.
"From the perspective of a bystander, I think Mr. Gu loves you very much. Maybe he has other reasons."
"What other reasons could there be? I thought that there was something wrong with my body and I couldn't give birth. I also thought about whether Yuan Zheng's mother had a dystocia. I even thought about whether there was something wrong with me that prevented her from giving birth.
.
These are all excluded one by one, and I really can’t find any reason or excuse.”
Ye Tong fell silent.
It wasn't until the car stopped outside Guanyuan Temple that Zuo Li and Ye Tong got out of the car together.
"Guanyuan Temple."
Zuo Li looked up at the ancient temple, which was full of simplicity. The many emotions in his heart seemed to calm down a lot at this moment.
"Dang~"
Just at this time, the temple bell rang.
This feeling of tranquility and secludedness further purified the negative emotions in Zuo Li's heart.
In fact, there are many people at Guanyuan Temple.
During the New Year, many people come to the temple to pray for blessings.
But it was very quiet here, except for the occasional whisper, and only the sound of footsteps.
Ye Tong explained in Zuo Li's ear: "That's what Guanyuan Temple is like. Pilgrims are not allowed to make noise. They say that making noise will bring bad luck. People who come here are seeking peace of mind, so they can naturally endure it."
Zuo Li nodded and followed the crowd into it.
A temple is naturally divided into many areas. The first thing you see when you enter is the Tathagata, and next to it are the gods and Buddhas who protect the Tathagata.
Zuo Li knelt down and worshiped devoutly.
"Buddha, please bless my family to be safe and happy, and bless me to have better luck. Finally... I hope Mr. Gu will be successful in everything."
When Zuo Li had the idea of coming to the temple before, he thought of praying for a smooth marriage between her and Gu Feichen.
However, she didn't know what Gu Feichen was thinking.
Praying unilaterally does not seem to be a good idea.
Zuo Li smiled bitterly, and he and Ye Tong spent more than two hours worshiping all the gods and Buddhas that could be worshiped in Guanyuan Temple before going to ask for a fortune at the door.
"The red luan and phoenix sing in harmony, and the pink peach branches are pretty. The spring breeze is full of joy, and the beauty is like a slave."
Zuo Li looked at the sign he asked for and could understand it a little bit. It seemed... the meaning was good.
The young monk who interpreted the signature asked: "Is this the marriage you are seeking?"
Zuo Li wanted to say no.
But it is undeniable that when the lottery was drawn, she only had Gu Feichen in her mind.
So I could only nod in agreement.
"This is your signature. My wife's husband must love you very much. It took you countless lives to get your marriage. You will definitely be happy."
Zuo Li's eyes lit up slightly as he listened. He held the signature in his hand and was reluctant to put it down.
The young monk smiled and handed a jade pendant to Zuo Li: "My wife is a destined person, and this jade pendant is given to the destined person."
Zuo Li looked at it and saw that it was a round jade pendant, but a crescent-shaped piece was missing in the middle.
Zuo Li should have refused, but as if he was bewitched, he took the jade pendant.
Immediately afterwards, a mechanical and playful voice suddenly sounded in my mind: "Ding~ Hello host, I am your belated golden finger system 007."