For a long time after Luo Xuecha's death, Gu Feichen's whole body seemed to have sunk into an abyss.
He was so confused that he could no longer muster the energy to do anything.
He even took the initiative to return to the Gu family and the room where he was once imprisoned.
He is punishing himself.
Gu Liu and Liu Mingxia also looked increasingly displeased with him.
In her opinion, Luo Xuecha was defeated by Gu Feichen.
Because all these things have nothing to do with Gu Feichen.
But Gu Liu Mingxia stubbornly believed that it was all Gu Feichen's fault.
And what about Gu Feichen himself?
He didn't know that all these things were just coincidences within coincidences.
And he was just particularly unlucky to encounter this incident with Luo Xuecha.
And that day, whether it was this matter or other dangerous things.
As long as Luo Xuecha sees it, she will step forward.
She doesn't care about her own safety,
Because he is a soldier, he is a soldier who protects his home and country.
He also gradually agreed with Gu Liu Mingxia's statement.
He also felt that if he could refuse to go out with Luo Xuecha that day.
Then Luoxue Tea will not encounter robbery.
Nor will he die because of Jiang Fei.
Gu Feichen never knew that the departure of someone would take away all the color of his life.
During that time, when Gu Feichen thought about it later, he actually didn't have much memory.
He was confused, his body was alive, but his mind seemed to be completely dead.
He is torturing himself.
Attempt to redeem yourself.
He even dreamed of bringing Luoxue Tea to life.
If she could survive, he could do it even if it cost him his life.
Or just let him die alone in this dark room.
Perhaps death can allow her to meet Luo Xuecha again.
The people of the Luo family have also been in pain for a long time because of Luo Xuecha's death.
Finally, the whole family made the decision to leave this sad place in China.
They are still working for the country, they just don't want to stay here anymore.
Once they lost their daughter and sister.
Not long after the surprise of being found, I felt the pain of losing a loved one again.
Their pain will not be less than that of Gu Feichen.
Before leaving, Luo Jingyuan arrived at Gu's house.
He met Gu Feichen.
At that time, he didn't dare to recognize the young man in front of him.
The boy already had a stubble, his hair was messy, and his figure was straight.
But even if he is as thin as a bone, his face is still beautiful.
It's just those protruding bones that make him look weird and terrifying.
"well."
Seeing him like this, Luo Jingyuan's original anger gradually dissipated.
Yes, it's hard for them not to express their anger.
Even though this matter has nothing to do with Gu Feichen.
Wasn't Jiang Fei of the Jiang family also angered by them?
It would be fine if it were anyone else.
But why Jiang Fei?
His sister actually died like this for the woman who once bullied her!
When he learned about this, he really regretted it.
He and his family regretted taking up the job at Luoxue Tea House.
It would be great if their sister could be more selfish.
They should teach her to be selfish,
Teach her to keep herself safe no matter what.
Rather than being so selfless.
Jiang Fei cannot be forgiven.
And they cannot be forgiven.
But this is his sister's choice.
Even if Luo Jingyuan and the others were angry again, they would not question his sister's choice.
And they are proud of her. She is their sister, but she has not been treated well by the world since she was born.
Destiny gave her twists and turns and a lot of pain,
However, in the end, she was still so kind.
It is his happiness to be her brother.
If there is another life, he still wants to be his brother,
Only this time, he will protect his sister well.
She can be weak, she can do nothing, she can even be unruly and willful.
Just stop being too kind like this.
She lost her life at a young age, she didn't even have a relationship,
In this way, he completely passed away from this world.
Luo Jingyuan only said one sentence to Gu Feichen in the end.
"If she were still alive, she would never want to see you like this.
You have to know that you are the boy she has worked so hard to raise for three years. If she knew that you had become what you are now, I think she would die in peace."
When Luo Jingyuan said the word "death", he choked up.
Speaking of which, I actually haven't spent much time with my sister since I found her.
But every time they meet, Luo Jingyuan feels special happiness.
Maybe it's because she was lost and found again, or maybe it's because this sister is really nice.
Before he found his sister, he once thought about whether his sister might have turned into the kind of person he hated.
If that's the case, how should he treat her.
He was very troubled by such a question.
But God had mercy on them. Although his sister suffered, she still became a good person.
Because of the things she did, the Luo family could be safe for decades.
Gu Feishen didn't respond for a long time, and finally he raised his head and looked at Luo Jingyuan.
"Why don't you hate me, if I hadn't gone there with my sister that day.
My sister will not have an accident and she will not die.
You should blame me, it's all my fault.
How painful it must have been for my sister when the bullet broke her heart.
When my sister finally looked at me, she seemed to say something.
But I didn't pay attention at the time. Did you blame me for the last words your sister said?
It’s my fault that I’m really a lone star from heaven, and being close to her has brought her bad luck.”
Luo Jingyuan looked at Gu Feichen calmly.
"If you still act like this, you have failed her, and this is your fault.
I admit, I blamed you at the beginning.
However, my parents and I have known for a long time that this day might happen.
My sister didn't die saving people that day, or something went wrong during a certain mission.
What we hate is that we didn't let her get married early and return to a safe job.
Instead, we put her in danger. This is our fault as parents, brothers and sisters, and has nothing to do with you.
Do you know?
What you have to do now is to grow up well and don't let down what she has done for you over the years.
Sometimes I wonder, is she in love with a little brat like you?
Otherwise, why would I be so nice to you?
He makes no difference between you and us family members.
So before leaving, I still want to come and see you.
Tell you to be good and don't let her down."
Luo Jingyuan's words exploded a thunder in Gu Feichen's heart.
He looked at Luo Jingyuan and asked uncertainly: "Brother Jingyuan, tell me, you said my sister might like me? How is that possible? How could my sister like me? I don't deserve it, I don't deserve it."
Luo Jingyuan didn't expect that he said so much, and Gu Feichen noticed this sentence.
However, perhaps for a young man, this is the most important thing.
At this moment, he suddenly discovered Gu Feichen's feelings for his sister.
If his sister was still alive, he would definitely be angry.
Let alone a little brat like Gu Feichen, even a very outstanding man who seems to have no faults in his body.
He can use a magnifying glass to find countless flaws in the opponent's body. This is the girl control.
But at this moment, he felt sympathy.
Because he knew that the pain of losing a loved one was not comparable to the pain of Gu Feichen now.
Because he still has parents and brothers and sisters.
As for Gu Feichen, perhaps in his world, his sister is the only light.
But now that light disappeared, even in front of him.
For the rest of his life, will he regret why he was not the one who died that day?
Will I dream back in the middle of the night and be tortured by that nightmare and wake up constantly?
So, Luo Jingyuan thought about it for a while, and finally shook his head and said: "I'm not sure, but you must be the special one.
Cheer up, Gu Feichen! I think he will definitely wish you well, especially if my sister really likes you. Don't let her down, okay? Don't stay in this room, go out and take a good look.
world.
My sister has been to many places, but there are also many places that she has not been to yet. When you have time, you can go for her and see more of the world for her."
When Luo Jingyuan said the last word, his tone was choked with sobs. He closed his eyes and sighed.
"We are all leaving, and you are the only one left in this place. I hope you will always remember her."
Half a month later, the Luo family completely left the country and returned abroad. It seemed that only in this way, they would not be so painful.
After Luo Jingyuan arrived, Gu Feichen did not leave the room.
Perhaps Luo Jingyuan told him something, and besides ignoring him, Gu Liu Mingxia would not deliberately target him.
And Gu Liu Mingxia also discovered that today's evil stars seem to be different from those in the past.
If she still does those things, the other party will definitely resist.
It must be said that Gu Liu Mingxia was very alert to the approaching danger.
And it's not like he doesn't have much to do.
At the age of fifteen, Gu Feichen thought he had lost his love forever.
Finally he left the room.
A month passed as peacefully as water.
Until a person appeared at the school gate.
Gu Feichen could not describe the murderous aura and hostility in his heart the moment he saw Jiang Fei.
The scene before his sister's death reappeared in front of his eyes again and again.
Scenes like that stimulated his fragile reason.
He was so uncomfortable!
But in the end, he remembered Luo Jingyuan's words.
He can't do anything.
He wants to live well and live his sister's share.
He has already decided what he will do in the future.
He decided that next year, when he was sixteen, the year his sister entered the army, he decided to join the army too.
He wants to be like his sister and protect this country on her behalf.
Do those things that my sister didn't have time to do.
Now Gu Feicheng feels that when he does those things, his sister is by his side, encouraging him and watching him.
Therefore, he no longer hurts himself, and he no longer directly responds to other people's malice.
But he won’t let others bully him.
He felt that if his sister really liked him for a moment, she would be very sad to see him being bullied by others.
He didn't want to make his sister sad.
So when he saw Jiang Fei standing under the tree, looking at him from a distance, he just looked back lightly.
Finally, when I passed there, I didn't stop.
However, his arm was grabbed.
At that moment, Gu Feichen really wanted to press her against the tree, choke her neck, and ask her.
Why was it not she who died but such a good sister?
Why could she appear in front of him so calmly after killing her sister?
In his mind, such scenes kept replaying.
But after returning to reality, he just turned his head and looked at Jiang Fei calmly, "Let go."
He thought Jiang Fei would be scared by him, after all, no one dared to provoke him now.
They all know that he is not easy to bully now.
In other words, there has never been anything to bully.
But now he is even more terrifying than before.
Jiang Fei was not afraid, she just smiled and said helplessly: "Feichen, you don't look like a young man now.
You have to smile more, you know?"
As he spoke, he put two fingers on the corners of his mouth and raised the corners of his mouth.
"Look how handsome he is when he smiles. He looks gloomy, but looks like a little old man. He looks so handsome, so he just needs to smile more."
And what about Gu Feichen?
He did not push Jiang Fei away, but froze there.
He looked at the unfamiliar face in front of him, but at that moment, he saw the shadow of his sister in him.
"...What are you doing?" Gu Feichen's voice was already a little hoarse.
He vaguely felt as if something magical had happened.
But not so sure.
But within this uncertainty, there is a trace of expectation carefully hidden.
Is that so?
Is that really the case?
"Fei Chen, if I told you that I am Luo Xuecha, would you believe it?"
Luo Xuecha did not expect that after she died saving people, she would actually become Jiang Fei when she woke up a month later.
That's right, Tu's soul, or consciousness, is now inside Jiang Fei's body.
She could also detect that Jiang Fei's consciousness was also in this body.
However, she is the one taking the lead now.
Even if she wanted to return her body to Jiang Fei, she simply couldn't.
The other party seemed to be very weak, and as if he owed her something, so he voluntarily gave up his body.
But she herself is a person who has traveled from another world, so even if such a magical thing happens, she feels it is normal.
After Gu Feichen heard Jiang Fei say these words, he was stunned for a long time.
Finally, he suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Jiang Fei: "Sister, you are not dead, are you still here?
This is you! Yes! It’s you! I can feel it!"
At this moment, Gu Feichen was not grasping at straws, but truly felt the presence of Luo Xuecha.
Even people who know Luo Xue Tea very well cannot pretend to look like this.
Because in Gu Feichen's heart, the only difference between her world is Luo Xuecha and others.
Maybe sometimes, he understands her better than Luo Xuecha.
He knew that Luoxue Cha liked to drink warm water.
Occasionally, I will have the leisure and elegance to drink tea made from the first snow on the plum blossoms.
She likes to eat fruits but not biscuits. She likes to eat Chinese dishes but not Western ones.
His favorite color is cyan because it is the color of military uniforms.
He also likes to bask in the sun. When he occasionally takes a break, he likes to move a rocking chair and lie in the yard to bask in the sun for half a day.
She also likes to read books. Even though she entered the military camp very early, her knowledge reserve is very powerful.
In Gu Feichen's opinion, his sister is the most knowledgeable, and there are many more besides these.
Gu Feichen knew all the things that Luo Xuecha himself might not even be aware of.
For Luo Xuecha, that small foreign-style building was his occasional residence.
But for Gu Feichen, it was his home for three years.
So at this moment, he could recognize the other person just by feeling.
Even if the other party changes body.
"Do you just believe that?" Luo Xuecha did not push away the young man in her arms.
After waking up, she also inquired about what happened this month, knowing that Gu Feichen was very sad and that the Luo family had gone abroad.
Even at this moment, she was happy in her heart.
She actually thought about whether anyone would believe what she said?
Will she never go back?
She didn't know why, but the first person who came to see her was Gu Feichen.
The moment the other party believed her words, her hesitant heart during the recent period finally settled down.