Chapter 304 Gu Jixing was kidnapped at the age of seven (1)
During the meal, Jiang Feihe could have some wine and immediately hugged Zuo Li.
"Luo Xuecha, no, it should be Zuo Li now. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm so sorry..."
Sure enough, why don't you care?
It's been so long, I still feel sorry.
Zuo Li finally sighed, hugged her and comforted her: "I have actually forgiven you a long time ago."
"Really?"
Jiang Fei looked at Zuo Li with tears in her eyes.
Zuo Li nodded and helped him sit down on the wooden sofa next to him.
Gu Feichen and her husband pretended not to have seen this scene.
At this time, the two men stood up and left here.
The space was completely left to Zuo Li and Jiang Fei.
And Jiang Fei hugged Zuo Li and told her a lot of what was in her heart.
She said that she has had a good life these years and has never been a bad person again.
Even when she teaches her own students, she does not allow them to bully others.
She hopes to teach more good children so that people like her will not appear.
She asked if this was atonement.
If she were still alive, would you forgive her?
She talked a lot, and Zuo Li listened silently.
Give her some responses occasionally,
It wasn't until she finally fell asleep that Zuo Li breathed a sigh of relief.
It seems that some people may appear calm on the surface, but deep down they are still suffering.
Zuo Li couldn't even imagine how much Jiang Fei had endured over the years.
Even though my parents are still alive, I can't see them.
This is considered to be for the good of Gu Feichen and her,
She really couldn't forgive her past mistakes on behalf of the original owner.
But if she were the original owner, she would definitely forgive her.
When leaving, Zuo Li was a little silent the whole time. Looking at the passing scenery outside the car window, she suddenly thought of the first time she and Gu Feichen returned to their parents' home after getting married.
At that time, the scene of the two of them riding back together.
It has only been two years now, and when I think about that scene again, it feels a bit far away.
She did not go to see Gu Feichen, but asked: "Mr. Gu, do you think we will be fine in this life? Will there be any accidents?"
"No." Gu Feichen said firmly.
Zuo Li listened with a smile on his face.
Yes, they will be fine.
After the matter was revealed, Zuo Li and Gu Feichen could be considered completely honest.
Of course, both of them are hiding something from each other.
That's why Luoxue Tea has traveled through time.
But the two of them had a tacit understanding and thought they had hidden each other well.
After this incident, Zuo Li probably knew why Gu Jixing gave her such a strange feeling that day.
It turned out that Gu Jixing accidentally met Jiang Fei who was out playing with the children.
In fact, Jiang Fei usually wears a mask or something when going out.
But that time, he happened to take off his mask and was seen by Gu Jixing.
A few days after Jiang Fei sobered up, she visited her again and told her in person.
She said: "I finally understand. Anyone who knows you well can tell that we are not the same person.
I wondered if they all look the same. Is the difference that big? Well, if you think about it carefully, the difference is huge. From temperament to eyes, these aspects are very different.
The child seemed to think that I was you at first, but after he found a chance to strike up a conversation with me once, he seemed to be sure that I was not his mother.
So, you haven’t looked for me again in the past few days.”
As she said that, she looked at Zuo Li and sighed with envy,
"So good people are rewarded. We are both the same age, right. But your children are almost adults, and you are only in your early twenties.
However, this is what good people should enjoy. Zuoli, I can't go out often.
So I hope that somewhere I can't see, you and Gu Feichen will be fine.
Also, although I don’t know how Gu Feichen found you, I believe it must not be easy.
Originally I was an atheist, but some things are just so magical.
And when this magic comes to you, I am grateful for this magic and being able to allow you to appear in front of me.
Thank you very much for allowing me to say sorry to you in person again.
I don't know if Gu Feichen told you or not, but in short, when he first lost you, he was really going crazy.
I don’t know what happened next, but I seemed to have matured overnight and was no longer depressed because of your death.
At first I thought he had let go, and you felt very angry and felt sorry for you.
But I rarely saw him later, and every time I saw him, I always felt that he was different.
Of course, she rarely appears in front of me."
Zuo Li listened and learned all the truth.
She naturally understood that these three children were her and Gu Feichen's biological children.
Even born from her body.
So she is not a stepmother at all, but her own child.
Once this concept was reversed, he looked at the cubs differently.
Especially when I see Gu Jixing feeling a little depressed recently.
She was always thinking of ways to make him feel better.
But at this time, Zuo Li's expression did not change much when he heard Jiang Fei talking about Gu Feichen.
"I don't need to ask in detail to know that he was very uncomfortable during that time.
As for what happened next, I won't deliberately ask.
Maybe it's not a good memory, or maybe it's too heavy and he doesn't want me to bear it with him.
I respect his thoughts and he told me a lot because of those things.
After I know it, I won't feel uncomfortable, and I won't go into details about the parts that he doesn't want to tell me, lest his efforts be in vain."
As she said that, she smiled at Jiang Fei.
"Isn't it enough to be happy now? Just like you and your husband don't have children, but you are happy enough.
No matter what kind of relationship it is? Whether it is friends, friendship, or love, there is no need to ask everything.
Just like those things before, I had forgotten them, but Mr. Gu was willing to tell me bit by bit, and he was willing to reveal the pain again.
If so, what else should I care about?
I only know that he will be with me forever now and in the future.
Isn't this enough? Feifei, I really don't want to add any more unnecessary trouble between us.
We have been together for so long and have created many new memories. Mr. Gu will not remain in his memories forever.
Speaking of which, I'm thinking about something."
"What's the matter?" Jiang Fei asked curiously,
"It's when I have no memory at all about how Mr. Gu interacted with me."
When he said this, Zuo Li was still smiling, but he couldn't help but shed tears.
Not sad for myself, but crying for Gu Feichen,
As soon as she experienced it, she felt as if her heart was about to break.
What was he thinking when his former love looked at him with strange eyes?
"Will she think of me in the past? So that she can't accept me now.
but……"
Zuo Li blinked at Jiang Fei again, crying, and Ruo showed a sweet smile.
"No, he loved me as I was before, and he loves me as I am now. From how happy I was before, we can see that the person Mr. Gu loves is only me.
To put it another way, he loves my unique soul, doesn’t he?”
After listening to Zuo Li's words, Jiang Fei wiped her tears, and her own eyes turned red.
"Obviously it's such a happy thing. I snored so much that I wanted to hit you, but you still had the nerve to cry.
Happiness... you are right, isn't happiness just fine? Don't get to the bottom of some things.
But you need to know that he loves you and has been waiting for you,
To be honest, I think Gu Feichen is just a little short of my husband. You should cherish him, there are very few men like him."
"Hey, hey, hey, don't say such things, my Mr. Gu is obviously the most handsome and best person in the world, okay?
He is no worse than your husband."
The two women argued over such meaningless words and finally laughed together.
Jiang Fei finally sighed, "Lili, I understand, no wonder Gu Feichen likes you so much.
You are really lovable, both as you were before and as you are now.
I like you very much now, and in fact, during the years I followed you, you have long been the most important person to me."
"I will like it even more in the future. But in a while, we will leave, and we don't know which town or village we will go to.
But when you want to meet, remember to contact me, you still have me as your friend."
Zuo Li also felt sorry for Jiang Fei. She had relatives alive but could not show her face.
Especially among relatives, there is such a weirdo as Jiang Qinqin.
Just thinking about it is enough to give me a headache.
Unexpectedly, Jiang Fei mentioned such a person as soon as he thought of Jiang Qinqin.
"If you meet her in the future, you don't have to be polite, but don't teach her too much.
Alas, I didn't take care of her when she was little."
Jiang Fei sighed. Jiang Qinqin was five or six years younger than her, and she grew up with her when she was young.
Also because she grew crooked, the younger sister who had grown up with her was naturally nowhere to be found.
Zuo Li nodded and said, "She probably won't have the chance to offend me."
Most of the time, people had no chance to get in front of her.
After returning home, Zuo Li happened to bump into Gu Jixing.
She directly asked Gu Jixing if he could go out with her for a walk.
Gu Jixing was not in a high mood, but he glanced at Zuo Li and did not refuse.
Because he seemed to notice that Zuo Li had cried.
Zuo Li also noticed that the young man's face seemed to be colder than before.
If you look closely, you can see that when the eyelids droop, there is still a feeling of world-weariness.
They didn't take a car. After all, in this small town, they didn't actually need to use a car to travel. Most of the time, they only used it when they were in a hurry.
She asked, "Ji Xing, you seem to be in a bad mood recently. Did something happen to you? Can you tell me about it?"
"It's nothing." Gu Jixing flatly rejected Zuo Li.
When Zuo Li heard it, he didn't feel much at all.
If it were the past, he would be more sensitive again - this child still doesn't want her to treat him as his mother or something like that.
But it won’t happen now. This child was born from her belly.
What else can I do? Just pamper her.
They are all their own babies.
"Actually, I have always felt that if I talk about something that makes me feel bad, I will feel much better.
After all, part of the negative emotions will be vented, just like if you are happy and told to others, you will be twice as happy."
"Then why can't it be twice as sad? You'd better not ask this question. You will definitely feel uncomfortable after I tell you."
Gu Jixing said calmly,
Zuo Li was actually a little touched, "So you are afraid that I will be sad. It doesn't matter. Just tell me. I won't be sad."
"Oh, if you're not sad, then you can't understand my emotions. If you're not sad, how can you comfort me."
"..." Zuo Li was suddenly speechless.
Why had she never realized that Gu Jixing's mouth was so good at talking before?
"Okay, let's talk about something else. Ji Xing, they said that someone rescued you after you were abducted when you were seven years old. Do you still remember who rescued you?"
When Gu Jixing heard this question, he raised his head and glanced at Zuo Li.
Finally, he said: "If I said it was my mother, would you think I was sick? After all, my mother disappeared when I was two years old."
Zuo Li felt a little uncomfortable after hearing this. This kind of discomfort was different from before.
In the past, she only thought that these children really had their own biological mothers.
But now, it turns out that her biological mother is also her.
Just thinking about it makes me sick to death.
"I believe you, we Ji Xing will definitely not lie or deceive, right?"
When Gu Jixing heard Zuo Li's words, he looked at him in surprise.
She always felt that Zuo Li was different from before.
This kind of Zuo Li actually gave him a real desire to talk.
He hesitated and said, "Actually, my memory at that time is a bit fuzzy. I remember that after I was abducted, I was all groggy. I vaguely remember that I seemed to have been transported several times.
When I woke up again, I had already arrived at a farmhouse, and that farmhouse..."
Speaking of this kilogram, Gu Jixing frowned, pursed his lips and said, "Their family gave birth to three daughters, but no sons. I was abducted to be their son and grandson.
In fact, apart from being slapped for disobedience at first, I was not beaten at all later."
Of course, it's not like those evil people in the mountains are so gentle.
It's entirely because he learned well on his own.
Seven-year-old Gu Jixing actually already understands many things.
At least he can act.
She began to learn to please the old woman who was in charge of the family.
Calling grandma and grandpa, mom and dad are very sweet.
He is even very kind to his three sisters.
Soon, he gained the favor of the family.
After that, he started saving money, because he had to go to the county town to buy a ticket, and the ticket was not cheap.
At the time, he did not realize that no one would sell tickets to a child as young as him in the county seat.
But at that time, he had the idea of leaving and tried every means to make money.
For example, he would pick some wild fruits and wild mushrooms and let the villagers sell them, and then give him the money, and he would hide the money.
Later, he finally waited for an opportunity and saved enough money, so he sweetly asked the old woman to send him to the county seat.
But he never thought that this would not work at all.
Because there are accomplices of these kidnappers in this village, town, and even the county.
And he was really too young at the time.
He had trouble buying tickets.
In the beginning, there was no chance to leave the family alone.
It was not easy for them to get such a precious grandson and a good son like him.
If you go to the county town, you won't lose it.
At that time, Gu Jixing was so anxious that he broke into a cold sweat. He didn't want to stay here any longer!