Zuo Li decided to talk to Gu Beibei. This was her mother's responsibility.
Of course, in order not to arouse Gu Beibei's resentment, Zuo Li decided to speak properly.
It's snowing outside, and the school is on New Year's Day holiday, so everyone stays at home.
Zuo Li brought a plate of fruit and knocked on Gu Beibei's door.
"Who is it?" Gu Beibei opened the door and saw Zuo Li standing at the door, raising her delicate eyebrows, "Aunt Zuo, what are you doing?"
"Beibei, I want to ask your opinion on something. Because I know you are very smart, so I think you can help me."
In order to improve the success rate, Zuo Li has tried his best to develop his few acting skills.
She saw Gu Beibei's palm-sized face, which looked like a smile but not a smile, "Aunt Zuo, are you sure you want my help?"
"Of course!" Zuo Li nodded, indicating that he was really sincere.
Gu Beibei folded her arms and turned to let Zuo Li enter the door: "Aunt Zuo, you have to think carefully, my ideas may be different from ordinary people."
The girl's voice carries the softness and sweetness of a girl of this age, but there is also a kind of darkness hidden in it. It's like being at the junction of the sun, with a prosperous age under the light on one side, and bottomless on the other, with the sun shining through.
The abyss into which there is no descent.
Zuo Li sighed secretly in his heart and thought: "Who knows better than me how dangerous you are? In the future, you will be a villain who wants to destroy the world. Most villains don't have such dangerous ideas as you."
Although Zuo Li complained in his heart, he actually regarded Gu Beibei as a teenage girl.
"I heard from Aunt Liu that you used to like grapes and watermelon the most. You can't find watermelon in this weather, but there are farmers near the grapes using greenhouses. I specially asked someone to prepare it for you."
Gu Beibei's room was cleaned up by Zuo Li. Zuo Li didn't have any curiosity. He directly placed the plate of fruit on the table on the old balcony and motioned for Gu Beibei to eat the grapes.
Zuo Li seemed to just say it casually, but in fact his eyes were always paying attention to Gu Beibei's face.
Gu Beibei liked more than just grapes, but there was a reason why Zuo Li chose grapes.
As we all know, grapes have a high sugar content and are a fruit that can easily make people gain weight.
Zuo Li noticed that after hearing these words, Gu Beibei's eyes did fall on the plate of grapes. For a few seconds, she didn't know how to move her eyes away, and even seemed to swallow her saliva.
She does like grapes - Zuo Li came to such a conclusion.
"Aunt Zuo, just tell me the problem directly. As for the grapes, I won't use them. I'm afraid the breakfast I had hasn't been digested yet."
"But you didn't eat much for breakfast, so I will give you fruit."
Gu Beibei sat on her bed with a gloomy face, her hands on both sides to support the bed, her feet swaying like this, looking full of the innocent charm of a girl.
However, what this man said was not that true.
"Aunt Zuo, you are really working hard. You made breakfast for us early in the morning, and now you are concerned about how much I ate in the morning. What? Do you think this will allow me to treat you as a real mother? You
Do you think you are worthy? Servants can also do the things you do. You are no different from them here. So Aunt Zuo, if you don’t talk about business, just leave."
Although Zuo Li had long expected that Gu Beibei's attitude toward her would not be too good, she still felt sad when she heard these words.
Especially since she was depressed because of Gu Feichen's incident.
Zuo Li took two deep breaths and then said: "I don't want to pry into your privacy, but you are very beautiful. You don't need to be thin..."
In the end, she chose to directly explain the purpose of her visit. Gu Beibei was so smart, and it was obvious that she didn't know everything.
But before she finished speaking, Gu Beibei interrupted her: "What do you know?! Have you ever been fat? Do you know how much malice a fat person will bear from the outside world? Aunt Zuo, you are also very slim.
, what qualifications do you have to say this to me?"
Gu Beibei's voice was a bit sharp, as if Zuo Li's previous words had touched upon her unbearable past.
Gu Beibei approached Zuo Li, who was sitting at the round table on the balcony, and smiled with malice in her eyes: "Aunt Zuo, if you don't know anything, don't preach. You are not qualified, you know? Unless..."
"Unless what?"
"Unless you have gained weight once, you will know how dark this world is."
A coldness flashed in Gu Beibei's eyes, the sweet smile on her face disappeared, and the two dimples that made people feel beautiful disappeared from her face.
"Since you know that I don't want to gain weight, you still gave me grapes. Don't you just want to prove that I am on a diet to lose weight? Why bother, just ask me directly. Yes, I am on a diet. Aunt Zuo, are you satisfied?
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Gu Beibei's resistance was really beyond Zuo Li's expectation.
Probably because she hates her, she also hates gaining weight. When the two come together, her attitude becomes like this.
After Zuo Li was kicked out of Gu Beibei's room, she felt helpless while holding a plate of grapes.
At the same time, I felt really heavy.
She knows that there is no girl who doesn’t want to be thin and tall, and many girls even never stop losing weight in their entire lives.
But Gu Beibei has really lost weight. It is estimated that her current weight is less than 80 kilograms.
Even though he was only 1.5 meters tall, his weight was really too light. What made Zuo Li even more depressed was that even so, Gu Beibei was still losing weight.
Gu Beibei's IQ is recognized as high, but this does not mean that she can understand everything.
You must know that there is a saying that doctors do not heal themselves. It is not that people who did not enter top universities in previous lives died due to some reasons.
Or they are mentally controlled to the point of committing suicide, or they lose weight and die because of their own weight loss, or there are those who have excellent abilities but have extremely low self-esteem because of their appearance...
Zuo Li sighed. Although she didn't want to admit it, she had to admit that what Gu Beibei said before was completely correct.
A beautiful appearance will indeed make people subconsciously like you.
Just like there is a saying in modern times: Without beautiful facial features and appearance, no one is willing to understand your three views and inner world.
This has been the case throughout the ages.
"But, it's not like I haven't been fat in modern times."
In the previous life, after Zuo Li's parents died in a car accident, the family owed a large amount of money.
At that time, she was seventeen or eighteen years old. Because of anxiety, insomnia, and overeating to suppress her inner pain, she gained sixty pounds in just three months.
Not to mention the appearance, just say that the red light is on in this body.
She was also ridiculed coldly, and even she could only buy men's clothes.
Zuo Li still remembers one thing very clearly.
Probably in high school, when she was good at studying in the class, she fell in love with her. Zuo Li still can't remember the appearance of that sports committee member, and she can't even remember her heartbeat when she was young.
But she clearly remembers the look of disgust when the other person looked at her after she gained sixty pounds.
Zuo Li has forgotten how she felt at that time, but she was probably very sad.
Later, Zuoli lost weight, not through diet, but through exercise.
It’s not that she never gained weight in the following ten years or so, it’s just that she has learned to appreciate herself any way she looks.
It doesn’t matter whether you are fat or slim.
She loves herself.
But now Zuo Li didn't want Gu Beibei to gain weight, she just wanted to tell her.
A girl's beauty does not need to be defined, there are thousands of kinds of beauty, all are possible.
As for the voices of outsiders, they actually won’t diminish just because your appearance becomes thinner. Those voices are always there. At least Zuo Li knew that many beautiful female celebrities had been raped online in their previous lives.