Fu Siyan's tall and straight body suddenly swayed.
He never imagined that Ming Xi, who had always been as kind as a little white rabbit, would say things that would kill him in an understatement!
Fu Siyanfeng's eyes were dim, "You hate me so much?"
Ming Xi's expression was very calm, "When I was kidnapped, I really hated you. I kept thinking in my mind, if you hadn't left me in the hospital parking lot, I wouldn't have been kidnapped. But there is no if.
I know you will choose to save Lin Xuewei again..."
"No, that's not the case..."
Fu Siyan's heart was in twitching pain, and his throat seemed to be filled with glass shards, which made his mouth taste like rust.
He reached out to touch her forehead, but Mingxi dodged it.
She shook her head and laughed at herself: "Don't lie to yourself, you can't let her go."
Fu Siyan explained hoarsely, "Mingxi, that's not the case. I really want to send Xuewei away, but I promised her that I would send her abroad safely. After she has the operation, we will...
..”
"Fu Si Banquet!"
Mingxi interrupted painfully, "You also promised me! You made me believe you, you said we would go home together, but what happened?"
It felt like a big stone was pressing down on his chest. Fu Siyan's Adam's apple moved up and down, but he seemed to have lost his voice and couldn't say a word.
"Fu Siyan, have you ever experienced the feeling of your brain being thrown against the wall and your internal organs being trampled to pieces?"
Fu Siyan's face turned gray and his thin lips trembled a little as he said, "Stop talking, don't say..."
Ming Xi seemed not to have heard, and pointed to the gauze on his head, his lips trembling unconsciously as he recalled that terrible memory.
"They grabbed my head and banged it against the wall, and stepped on my body with their feet. I felt like my whole body was being crushed, and I also felt that the baby was leaving me. At that time, I really hated you. You were the one who made me
I believe you! But you abandoned me again!"
Recalling that scene again, Mingxi could still feel the invasion of despair.
Losing a child is painful every time I remember it.
The crack in her heart felt like being sprinkled with coarse grains of salt, and the pain made her whole body tremble.
Every word Mingxi said made Fu Siyan feel the pain as if he were immersed in the scene.
Especially when she said 'believe him', these three words were like three sharp ice picks, which were inserted into Fu Siyan's ears, pulled out and inserted again, giving him a splitting headache.
It was he who personally lost her trust...
Fu Siyan's pain was all written on his face, but Mingxi didn't feel it at all.
Because this little pain was far less painful than one tenth of what she felt at that time.
She looked at him and continued, "That day I really wanted to believe you again.
But this thought made me lose my baby and made me fall into hell!
You made me understand that a person can have dreams, but not wishful thinking."
Just because she believed his words of "going home together", she paid a heavy price.
All the strength in Fu Siyan's body seemed to have been drained away, his straight shoulders and back collapsed, and his dark eyes were filled with unspeakable pain.
"I'm sorry Mingxi...I'm sorry..."
He knew that no amount of sorry could make up for the pain Mingxi suffered.
But besides being sorry, what can he say...
If he had known that the ending would be like this, he would never have left her behind under any circumstances.
"No."
A belated apology is more disgusting than pretending to be affectionate.
Ming Xi said lightly: "Now I don't even want to give you the emotion of hatred. If you really feel a little guilty about me, then agree to divorce and never meet again."
Her moist eyes were indifferent, as if she was in a state of neither love nor hatred.
Unprecedented panic swept through Fu Siyan's heart, and his heart twitched violently.
She doesn't even want to hate him, does she really want to be a stranger to him?
No! It shouldn’t be like this!
She obviously likes him, and Su Nian also said that she likes him.
He reached out and held her arms tightly, and said subconsciously: "Mingxi, you like me. Su Nian said you have liked me. Don't give up on this relationship so easily, okay?"
Mingxi looked at his handsome face that was charming even though he was haggard, and forced out a smile:
"I fell in love with you more than I thought I could, but later I found out that I was terribly wrong.
Absolutely no, I shouldn't compete with Lin Xuewei for the number one position in your heart.
No, the punishment God gave me came so quickly, first to my grandma, and then to the baby. If this continues, it will be my life!"
The last sentence was like a huge iron block, slamming into Fu Siyan's heart, and the aftermath made his internal organs hurt.
Ignoring Mingxi's resistance, he held her tightly in his arms, and his hoarse voice shook from his chest, "I have only responsibility for Xuewei. I have never had any feelings between men and women. The only person I can't let go of is you!"
It's a pity that this repentance comes too late!
Ming Xi's whole heart has turned into a frozen cold pool that can no longer be melted.
She couldn't escape him, so she yelled angrily, "Let me go!"
"No...I won't let go!"
Fu Siyan refused without thinking, and Mingxi was afraid he would never look back.
His usually indifferent voice actually had a hint of trembling at this moment: "This is all my fault. If you want a baby, we can have more babies. You can have as many babies as you want. I will definitely take good care of you..."
"
Mingxi lowered his head and bit his arm hard, making his whole body tremble.
How dare he mention having a baby!
Tasting the taste of flesh and blood on his lips and teeth, Ming Xi gritted his teeth and did not relax at all. He did not let go until he was tired and could no longer bite.
Fu Siyan's white shirt was stained with bright red blood, but he didn't seem to notice and still hugged her tightly.
Ming Xi's beautiful eyes were full of resentment, and she said word by word, "Fu Siyan, are you worthy?"
Just a few words, filled with endless hatred.
Fu Siyan's heart hurt, not because she hated him, but because he felt sorry for her.
He raised his thin lips and spoke with difficulty, "Mingxi, you can do whatever you want, but you are not allowed to divorce."
When he thought that Ming Xi would disappear from his world, his heart felt as if it was tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and he could hardly breathe.
He won't let her go, even if he has to use despicable methods, he will force her to stay by his side.
Mingxi didn't even bother to bite him, she just stared at his shoulder absentmindedly and said firmly, "Fu Siyan, we will get a divorce."
"No! We won't!" When Fu Siyan said this, he blurted out without any hesitation.
The person in his arms no longer resisted, and leaned softly against his arms. He thought she was loose, and his Adam's apple moved, "Mingxi, don't leave me."
You can do whatever you want, just don't leave me...
Ming Xi didn't say anything, but Fu Siyan was ecstatic. He believed that after a long time, she would change her mind.
He hugged her tighter, but the next second, there was a wet and sticky feeling on the shirt, accompanied by a strong smell of rust.
Fu Siyan let go of her and saw that his white shirt was stained red by Mingxi's broken wound.
Instantly.
His mind seemed to have been emptied out, and it was completely blank.
The next second——
"doctor!"
Fu Siyan pressed the bell fiercely and roared almost uncontrollably.