After getting the news, Meng Lingjing immediately sent Afu to Beijing to pick up Meng Duiwan.
Meng Duiwan left Beijing at night because he didn't want to be too public and didn't want Su Xubai to know about it, so as to avoid any complications.
So when Su Xubai knew that Meng Duiwan had left the capital, it was already afternoon. When he hurriedly rode out to chase after him, Xu Ziqing kicked him off his horse.
Su Xubai never thought that Xu Ziqing would treat him like this, and his face was full of disbelief: "Xu Ziqing, why are you crazy?"
"Am I crazy? What are you crazy about? Meng Shaoqing was thinking about you risking his life to compete for Meng Duiwan, so he asked me to come here to remind you that what you did in the capital, everyone in Yongchang Houfu
Already know, they also asked Meng Duiwan what she meant, and only sent her out after getting his approval. If you try to stop her at this time, the entire Yongchang Marquis Mansion will never tolerate you!" Xu Ziqing pressed down.
Su Xubai said coldly.
"If he can't tolerate it, then don't tolerate it. I'm just doing what I want to do. I'm using my own methods to keep the people I want to keep. What did I do wrong? Now even you
If you want to do this to me, you have to stop me like this!" Su Xubai was so angry for the first time, and his roar was almost hoarse.
"Because she has firmly stated that she is not willing to come back to you!" Xu Ziqing grabbed Su Xubai's collar, "How long are you going to keep singing this one-man show!"
"Impossible, she still has affection for me, she still has sincerity for me!" Su Xubai's eyes were red, "She came to see me. After I was injured, she came to see me!"
"Even if she still has feelings for you, so what? Now she is no longer willing to go back with you. Su Xubai, don't you still understand the truth that a broken mirror cannot be reunited?"
Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai in front of him, "Even if you use those methods to tie people to you, it is impossible for her heart to return to you!"
"You are talking nonsense. Since she is willing to come see me, it means that she has me in her heart. Why can't she come back to me? I know, I know that my methods are inferior, but I
There is no way, I just want to keep her, whether she is Meng Duiwan or Ah Chun, I just want her to stay by my side!" Su Xubai looked at Xu Ziqing with red eyes.
Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai in front of him for a long time, and finally sighed deeply and took out a letter from his arms: "I know you are not the kind of person who will give up easily, so I have chased you outside the city a long time ago.
This letter was written to you personally by Meng Duiwan. She asked me to tell you that the best thing for you from now on is to never see each other again!"
Su Xubai snatched the letter and said: "Impossible!"
Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai in front of him with regret on his face.
Su Xubai hurriedly opened the letter and read the words in the letter, her heart sank little by little.
"When I first met you and Yuye, I didn't want to think deeply. I thought that the deep wall in the backyard was where I would spend my whole life, but I didn't know the vastness of the world. I want to chase horses with arms, and see all the smoke for the rest of my life. You treat me affectionately. I understand in my heart that it's just my body.
Bearing a blood debt, breaking the heart and cutting open the liver, from now on, don’t miss me again, I will never miss you again!”
Su Xubai looked at the letter in his hand and felt that the sky was about to fall. He stumbled and fell to the ground: "Why, why..."
"It was destined to be a tragedy from the very beginning when you met. Although she didn't know that she was the daughter of the Meng family at that time, she always had a bit of toughness in her bones. Her appearance is not surprising in a place like Taiping County.
I know how many wealthy people wanted to take her as their concubine, but she didn't make the slightest compromise, but you forced her to take her as a concubine, and forced her to hang herself from the beam. I had no choice but to marry you as my concubine!" Xu Ziqing sighed,
"Su Xubai, you were wrong from the beginning!"
Su Xubai closed his eyes and didn't speak for a long time.
"Whether it's Hao Jiaojiao or Your Majesty, everything is just a tribulation between the two of you, and the reason why these tribulations happened is just because you did something wrong from the beginning!" Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai's face.
Eyes, "You have ruined her reputation. You should have welcomed her as a wife from the beginning, but you took her as a concubine because of her bad background. From here on, you have been wrong."
Su Xubai took a deep breath, then looked back at Xu Ziqing: "I know, I know where I went wrong, because I was sorry for her. In the end, when I married her, I seemed to be her savior, but
The one who really did the wrong thing was not her, but me! If I was just a commoner at that time, as long as he went to report to the official, I would be killed, but I am not, I am the legitimate son of Wuchang Hou, so I can use a superior attitude
Attitude and act like a benefactor to save her!"
Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai for a long time. He always thought that he could not see clearly, but he did not expect that he could see it more clearly than anyone else.
"I like her. From the first time I saw her, I liked her, but I know that she will not be a concubine for others, but I also know very well that with my identity, at what time I will be a concubine.
It's impossible to marry her as a wife, but she doesn't want to be a concubine. I know it, I know it all!" Su Xubai closed her eyes, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.
Xu Ziqing frowned slightly: "Su Xubai..."
"I was indeed poisoned every night, but at that time I obviously had many ways to detoxify, but at that time I just wanted to see her, so I used the most despicable means to force her to submit!" Su Xubai smiled bitterly, "
I made one mistake after another. I am still a scholar, but I did the most shameful thing."
Xu Ziqing looked at Su Xubai in disbelief. In fact, he had also thought about this possibility, but he had never believed that such an upright and bookish person would actually do such a thing.
matter.
"Xu Ziqing!" Su Xubai suddenly turned around and looked at Xu Ziqing.
"What?"
"I want to resign!" Su Xubai said.
Xu Ziqing frowned: "What nonsense are you talking about? What will happen even if you resign? It is impossible for the entire Meng family, even Meng Duiwan, to accept you. What will you do then?
You are a young official of the fourth rank, and you obviously have a bright future. Do you want to give up your whole future because of such a little love?"
"Children love each other for a long time?" Su Xubai smiled bitterly, "Everyone in the world says that it is difficult for a hero to be a beauty, but I am not even a hero!"