In the end, Su Xubai failed to persuade the emperor to go to Lingnan with someone else. On the day of departure, Xu Ziqing took the time to come back from the military camp to see him off.
When Xu Ziqing found out that Su Xubai was assigned to go to Lingnan for business, he just felt that fate was playing tricks on him.
In the days after Meng Duiwan left, he cried and begged every day to go to Lingnan, to see Meng Duiwan again, and to ask her if she went to such a far away place to avoid him, but it just happened.
At that time, everyone tried their best to stop him, and everyone refused to let him go. After he finally got through that period, the emperor personally asked him to go to Lingnan.
Xu Ziqing felt a headache every time he thought of this incident. When he came to see him off, he couldn't help but curse: "You and that Meng Duiwan really struggled. You finally let it go, but you decided to let you go to Lingnan. Manchao
There are so many civil and military people, it’s not good to let anyone go, I have to let you go!”
Su Xubai smiled bitterly: "Maybe your majesty only trusts me!"
"What you said is quite interesting!" Xu Ziqing sighed, "Let me tell you, the two of you have a bad bond, and you can't break away no matter what. You finally let it go, and then we meet again. It's like this every time!"
"Now that you've said it and finally let it go, what does it matter if we meet again?" Su Xubai smiled, "I'm just going to Lingnan for business, so you don't have to worry so much!"
"Let go?" Xu Ziqing sighed and shook his head, "As long as you really let go, I really don't have to worry. The journey is high and far away. I'm not worried that you will have any accidents on the way. I'm just a little worried.
I’m afraid you’ll fall into that deep pool and never get up again.”
Su Xubai shook his head: "You can take care of yourself and don't worry!"
Su Xubai rode a tall horse and slowly walked out of the city. Walking on the road, Su Xubai suddenly laughed. Silan rode up to him quickly: "Master, what are you laughing at?"
"What are you laughing at? Laughing at myself!" Su Xubai smiled bitterly, "Xu Ziqing said that he was afraid that I would jump into that deep pool and never get up again, but he didn't know that I would rather die in that deep pool for the rest of my life, forever.
He won’t even get up!”
Silan sighed, maybe no one else knew, but he knew very well that in these days, Su Xubai returned to normal little by little. To outsiders, it seemed that he had let go, but only he knew that he had not been there from the beginning to the end.
Let go.
When dreaming back at midnight, he would often find it difficult to sleep because of longing and regret. At that time, he would get up and draw portraits of Meng Duiwan side by side in the study. There were countless paintings piled up in the study, and each portrait
, every picture shows Meng Duiwan’s smile.
"Master, you have never escaped from there!" Silan suddenly said, "You are just using your way to make others feel that you have given up."
Su Xubai looked back at Woad, and then smiled bitterly: "Who says it's not the case! My mother often said that there is no infatuated person in our family. Maybe that's why such a strange person came out!"
Silan smiled: "Master, since His Majesty has arranged for you to go, let's go and take a look. At least Miss Meng is still alive and you can still see her!"
Su Xubai paused. He knew that Isatis thought of Hongdou, and for a moment, he felt guilty: "If it weren't for me, nothing would have happened to Hongdou!"
Silan looked up at Su Xubai, and then smiled: "This is all fate. I know Hongdou very well. She told me more than once that Miss Meng is the best master she has ever encountered in her life. He and
I have said that Miss Meng has never regarded her as a scary person, but as a sister and a relative. To her, Miss Meng's life is more important than hers."
"Have you never hated me because of this matter? If I could have handled it at that time, if I could have been stronger at that time, if I could have risked my whole family's lives to refuse this marriage..."
"Never." Silan interrupted Su Xubai, "I know clearly from beginning to end what the fifth master has gone through. No one can risk the lives of his entire family for one person, even if
If you really love her, you have to think about everyone, not just yourself."
Su Xubai fell silent.
"I think Miss Meng must care about Hongdou very much!" Isatis lowered her eyes, "Hongdou told me more than once that the luckiest thing in his life was meeting the fifth master and the girl, and the fifth master saved her.
Life, the girl saved her heart!"
On the day after the wedding, the hall of Jiuyuan's father-in-law was filled with people. The hall was filled with lobbyists from the Tian Clan. Jiuyuan closed the door behind him and only said that he was in retreat.
The day before, I was attending my apprentice's wedding banquet. Today, I said that I was in retreat. No matter who I was, I didn't believe this, but I didn't expose it. I just stood there and refused to leave.
Little Isatis stood there, looking at the room full of people, with a blank look on his face. When Yuan Ye came, he saw little Isatis standing alone in the hall, dealing with the noisy immortals.
Yuan Ye couldn't see it, so he stepped forward and took away the little Isatis root. As he walked away, he lectured her: "You girl, why are you so stupid and stupid? Everyone else has left, so you are alone, waiting here to serve them.
Don’t you know how to go with them?”
"When guests come, you have to entertain them. This is called hospitality!" Xiao Banlangen looked at Yuan Ye and retorted.
Toono poked Xiao Isatis Gen on the forehead: "Coming in uninvited is not considered a guest. Have you ever posted to these people?"
Xiao Banlangen was stunned: "Ah? Can it still be like this?"
"They are not good people, just don't pay attention to them." Tono said helplessly.
No matter how crowded people were here in Jiuyuan, he still disappeared, while the smart man sat in the bamboo forest at the entrance of the punishment hall!
"I thought we were already settled!" Tang Sheng looked at Nan Xian sitting in the bamboo forest, frowning.
Nan Xian turned back to look at Tang Sheng and smiled: "Master Tang Sheng, don't be nervous, I'm just here to sit and sit!"
"There are many places with beautiful scenery in Abbot Mountain, and my punishment hall is not the only one!" Tang Sheng looked cold, and he was worried about Nan Xian's plot against him before, "Nan Xian has a profound mind, and my small temple can't accommodate
No less!”
Nan Xian laughed: "Is the Lord Tangsheng still thinking about what happened before? I have to obey the orders of the Heavenly Lord, but doing it even though I know it will be fruitless is not my style. The war between the Heavenly Demon and the Demon has never ended. Abbot
Since ancient times, the mountain has not entered the six realms. I will not do anything that is difficult for others!"