Chapter 392 Letting others go is also letting yourself go
Zhuo Ye has never read the records about the Bai people on this time and space book materials, and he listened very seriously at this time. However, Feng Linge did not intend to introduce the historical and humanistic characteristics of the Bai people in too detailed, but it was just simple
He talked about the relationship between his mother, father, and the empress dowager.
"The Bai tribe members, regardless of gender or adulthood, have been going out alone for a year after the coming-of-age ceremony. When my mother was practicing in adulthood, she met a lady from an official family. The two of them fell in love with each other and became sworn brothers for the opposite sex.
A lady is the current Empress Dowager..." Feng Linge's gentle tone had a slight sigh.
Zhuo Ye was stunned when he heard this. Feng Linge's mother was once a good friend to the current queen mother?! But Feng Linge's mother passed away for many years, and Feng Linge was murdered by the queen mother for many years... This...
Isn’t it a vulgar drama for sisters to turn against each other?
Zhuo Ye thought about it all over his heart, but he didn't interrupt.
Feng Linge continued: "At that time, my father had not yet succeeded to the throne and was still the crown prince. The empress dowager had long been the crown prince's concubine set by the emperor's grandfather for his father. When the day of the wedding was not far away, the father passed
The Queen Mother met my mother, and...the two of them had a secret relationship..."
Zhuo Ye sighed inwardly, it turns out that it is all caused by men...
"My grandfather disagreed with the mother's marriage to the Tianshuo Royal Family. After three years of resistance, he still couldn't stop the mother's determination. The mother left home quietly and resolutely married her father. The grandfather was furious and had been for many years.
I didn't interact with my mother... It was not until I was four years old that I met my grandfather for the first time..."
Feng Linge said this, sighed lightly, and said, "Before her mother passed away, she told me that she did not regret choosing to marry her father, but... her idea was still too naive and she thought she had entered.
It is a very satisfactory thing for the palace to be with the emperor and have good sisters to accompany her... But the fact is that she has received almost all the favor from her father and has also taken away the happiness of other women in the palace, especially for
The Queen Mother... She always felt guilty. Her mother wanted me... no matter what happened in the future, she would not complain... no revenge... just take it as it would pay off her debts..."
"I think at that time, my mother had already foresaw what I would encounter in the future... but I was too young at that time and couldn't quite understand what my mother meant..." Feng Linge's
The eyes were dim and the eyelashes drooped, covering the bitterness in the eyes.
Zhuo Ye finally couldn't help but speak, "Your mother is so selfish!"
She is unfair to Feng Linge. Is her mother's debt to pay for her son? How ridiculous is it? How can she pay for her emotional debt?
Although it is normal for men to have three wives and four concubines in this time and space, the emperor has countless beauties in his harem. It is no big deal for the emperor to marry a woman, but if this matter is put in modern times, Feng Linge's mother will be despised by everyone.
It is really difficult for Zhuo Ye to consider the mistress from Feng Linge's mother's perspective.
If Lin Ge hadn't had a great life, he wouldn't know how many times he had died in recent years. He would have to not have any complaints in his heart and fight back. Does this so-called mother have any son in her heart?
"Ye'er...she is my mother. No matter what, I can't blame her or go against her thoughts..."
"I'm sorry, Lin Ge, it's because I'm not blocking my mouth..." Zhuo Ye apologized helplessly.
"For thousands of years, the Bai people have never been inclined to any country, and they try not to have any interactions with the royal families of various countries. After their mother married into the Tianshuo Royal Family, she once carried her grandfather and used the Bai people's power to help her father do some things.
Things, now, in the eyes of the world, the Bai people have a close relationship with Tianshuo, and the Bai people are more popular with Tianshuo people. The Empress Dowager is afraid that I have a different intention and that I will use the Bai people to do something.
Take action..."
Zhuo Ye suddenly realized when he heard this. It turned out that the Empress Dowager had repeatedly assassinated Linge, not only because she hated Feng Linge's mother and took her anger, but also because of this reason...
After listening to Feng Linge's words today, although Zhuo Ye felt a little sympathy for the Empress Dowager, he did not agree with her. The guess is not the fact. She made a life-threatening attempt based on her own conjecture.
The actions are really too vicious! However, such things are really common in the royal family...
"I was still young when my mother passed away. The empress dowager was entrusted by her father and took care of me for two years. At that time, she was still very dedicated to me. It was not until my grandfather took me and my third brother away and taught me martial arts that I left her.
Around me... With those two years of friendship, most of the resentment in my heart has been offset..." Feng Linge paused and said, "So Ye'er, don't worry, I will slowly let go of the accumulation in my heart.
I don’t have the hatred either, so my second and third brothers continue to get stuck in the middle and make things difficult for me..."
"Linge, I'm very happy to hear what you said in your heart, and I'm also very happy that you can think about it..." Zhuo Ye sighed: "Let go of others, let yourself go..."
"Do you let others go, and let yourself go? I've recorded this sentence." Feng Linge smiled and said, "Thank you Ye'er, listen to me nagging about these past events that have been accumulated in my heart for many years..."
"Linge, it's my thank you for your trust in me."
Feng Linge fell down a white piece in his hand, shook his head and sighed: "I lost this game of chess..."
Zhuo Ye blinked and smiled mischievously: "Do you want another game? A new chess game, everything starts from scratch."
"Okay." Feng Linge had a microwave flowing in his eyes, and he nodded and chuckled.
Zhuo Ye and Feng Linge played chess all morning. At noon, Feng Linge accompanied Zhuo Ye for lunch and got up and wanted to leave. Zhuo Ye sent him to the gate.
Feng Linge turned around and looked at Zhuo Ye and said softly: "Ye'er, you will be very happy, third brother... he loves you very much..."
Although his love for her was not less than that of the third brother, from now on, he could only bury this love deeply in his heart...
"I know, Linge, you must be happy, and I believe you will be happy." Because happiness is already waiting for him, as long as he is willing to reach out...
Feng Linge smiled sadly, didn't say anything, just nodded, got on the carriage and left.
In the afternoon, Zhuo Ye felt a little tired and was lying on the bed to rest. "Little Baozi" held the book and frowned his little eyebrows to ask Zhuo Ye for his homework.
Although Qiaoling didn't want Zhuo Ye to be tired, she didn't dare to chase the prince, so she could sigh helplessly.
Zhuo Ye was so lazy that he didn't want to get up, so he climbed on the bed to explain to the "little bun".
But at this moment, another maid from the front hall came to report: "Ms. Ouyang from the Zuoxiang family came to ask for a meeting."
Upon hearing this, Zhuo Ye raised his eyebrows and said, "Ouyang Nuaner? What are she here to do...