Seeing his melancholy look, Yu Tianrong suddenly felt something in his heart. He put away his deceitful attitude and replied seriously: "Zhan Yan, I still care about Xi Bingxuan's life and death, but this does not mean that I will continue to have a relationship with him.
...Just like, for example, you once liked a woman, and later for some reason, you were no longer together, but you didn't turn against each other. So if she was in danger and you knew about it, what would you do?
Wouldn’t you risk death without saving your life?”
Zhanyan thought carefully for a moment, shook his head, and Yu Tianrong smiled, "That's right. I am the same way. Although I have decided not to have any emotional entanglement with him, I will not leave him alone.
Besides, we still have a cooperative relationship, and he saved me once."
"Since Madam has decided to do this, let it be like this. Zhanyan just hopes that Madam will not force herself."
Reluctantly? Yu Tianrong was a little puzzled, "I didn't!"
Zhan Yanwen looked at her and said, "Madam, if you say so, then stop discussing this topic and drink your porridge quickly. It's not good for your health if it gets cold."
Yu Tianrong glanced at him, opened his mouth to drink, and sighed with satisfaction, "If any woman falls in love with you, she will be very happy!"
Zhanyan's hand froze slightly, "Really?"
"Yes, although you don't seem to talk much and are dull, you are very considerate, gentle and meticulous towards others. It's rare for a man to be like you!"
"Then what kind of man does Madam like?"
"Haha, I don't have any special requirements, as long as it suits my taste!"
Uh, let’s just eat food! Zhanyan was speechless. But he heard Yu Tianrong sigh softly, and said quietly: "Actually, besides feeling right about the person I am looking for, I also hope that I can become the focus of his life.
To be the only one in his life... Haha, is it too much to ask for?"
Zhanyan shook his head, "Madam's requirements are not high. Madam will meet such a beloved person in the future."
"Hehe, yes, thank you! I hope you will meet the woman you like as soon as possible."
I have already met her, but I just don’t have the courage to tell her! Zhan Yan said silently in his heart, but he could only look indifferent when facing Yu Tianrong. He had already carried too much killing and too much blood on his body.
He is not as open-minded as Xia Yue, nor is he as cold as Chi Yang. He cannot easily let go of the past and forget that he was once a killer with blood-stained hands!
He is more worried that his past will bring bad luck to the woman in front of him. The people they have offended are not just ordinary Jianghu Xiaoxiao... Therefore, the safest way is to guard her silently and watch her. What if
If the enemy comes looking for her in the future, he can just leave and never bring danger to her!
"Zhanyan, Zhanyan..." Yu Tianrong looked at him who was distracted, confused.
After calling twice in succession, Zhan Yan came back to his senses and asked, "Madam, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, just curious, are you worried?"
"No, Madam, don't worry."
"But, I saw how distracted you were just now. Could it be that you were originally going to meet a beautiful woman today, but because I came back suddenly and ruined your date, you couldn't help but be distracted now?"
Zhanyan looked embarrassed, "Madam, I misunderstood, Zhanyan doesn't have that kind of woman."
Yu Tianrong gave him a bored look, "Really, if you don't have one, just find one. Don't look like you are dissatisfied with your desires."
Ugh! Zhan Yan didn't know what to say, so he could only put down the bowl in embarrassment, "Madam, are you still hungry?"
"Oh, I'm not hungry anymore."
Zhanyan put away the bowls and chopsticks, "Madam, have a good rest, I'll cook the medicine."
"Wait a minute -" Yu Tianrong stopped him, "Just leave the work of decoction to the maids, I'm the one who paid you! Your job is to protect us."
Zhan Yan smiled calmly and said, "Don't mind, Madam, I feel more at ease if I do it myself." After that, he took the bowls and chopsticks and left.
Yu Tianrong looked at Zhan Yan's back and was slightly startled. This man is so nice! However, it feels like he always isolates himself in a space, as if he keeps a distance that is neither far nor close to her. Why is this?
"Madam, are you stupid?" Feng Hua's joking voice interrupted Yu Tianrong's meditation.
Yu Tianrong raised his eyes and saw him, "Are you feeling well?"
Feng Hua was stunned, "What's the matter with me? Madam, you've been poisoned and you're the one who's in trouble!"
Ah? Good intentions are not rewarded. Yu Tianrong pouted and was too lazy to look at him. Feng Hua looked outside the courtyard and saw that the maid had been sent away by him. He leaned against the window and looked at Yu Tianrong, "Hey, Madam,
Let me tell you something."
"What?"
"Do you know the identities of the four of us?"
Yu Tianrong nodded, "I know, you are originally killers!"
"Then why are you not worried at all, madam?"
Ah? Yu Tianrong looked at him puzzled, "What should I worry about?"
Feng Hua gave her an idiot look and added angrily: "First, shouldn't you be worried that we might be sent by others to monitor you or kill you? Second, aren't you worried that we have killed too many people in the past?
, will it bring you trouble in the future? Thirdly, aren't you worried that we will have different intentions over time and seek wealth and harm?"
Ha? Yu Tianrong was dumbfounded. She really hadn’t thought about these questions!