[Remarks on the shelves: This road is hard, and there is a long way to go]
It’s finally on the shelves…
To be honest, Xiaofei feels quite unsure now. I have been working in a new game for two months, and my results are neither good nor bad. Compared with the tough guys at the same time, I am just a rookie.
However, the rookie doesn't want to rush into the street, really doesn't want to...
This path of writing was my own choice. Before I got involved, I was just an ordinary young man who liked to read, and I had been reading for at least ten years.
At first I watched martial arts, including Jin Yong, Gu Long, Liang Yusheng, Huang Yi, Ni Kuang and Wo Longsheng. I read every book and couldn't put it down.
When I watched Jin Yong, I was probably in junior high school. I really tried my best to prevent my parents from finding out...
Later, I came into contact with fantasy. At that time, there was a bookstore rented in front of the school, and a book was rented for 50 cents a day. I basically patronized it every day, and I felt very fulfilled when I read the book every day - it was much more exciting than studying. ╮(╯▽
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Later, I watched more genres, from fantasy to western fantasy, from martial arts to fairy tales, from urban to romance, from history to military, no matter what genre, I can basically watch it.
This is strange even to me. When I talked about it with my book-loving friends, they were also amazed.
After reading too many books, I naturally feel a little eager to try.
So, I started writing it myself.
At first, I thought my writing was pretty good, so I showed it to my classmates. After reading it, they all said it was okay and asked me to continue writing.
So I became more motivated. I went to class all day long instead of studying and just wrote. When I went home at night, I still wrote instead of reviewing. What about my academic performance? Well, I can only use the word "haha" to describe it.
Looking back now, I was really stupid.
I still keep that sack of scrap manuscripts. After all, they are the memories of youth, the embers of passion, and the beginning of creative dreams. To me, they are of great significance.
When I really entered the circle of online writing, it was already in 2011. At that time, I hesitated in front of the computer for a long time before I made up my mind to click the button to submit.
Ever since, it has been out of control...
Writing is happy at first, because it is just a hobby, with no burden or pressure, so I can write articles happily, post book reviews happily, and communicate with readers happily. Everything is happy.
However, as time passed, things changed.
People always have to have a life.
Dreams can be the pursuit of life and the belief of life, but they cannot replace life.
I ended the first book hastily.
For no other reason than because no one was watching, I was really immature at that time and my ability to withstand pressure was so poor.
Then I wrote my second book. This one had pretty good results, the editor was optimistic about it, and the readers also supported it. However, due to lack of experience, I still failed to write it.
It's okay, failure is success, and then comes...
So I opened a third book, about urban areas. It was said that it had a wide audience and was easy to become popular. I didn’t know much about the market at that time, so I just followed the trend. The result was not bad, but I can’t say it was good either.
This "Goddess Archives" is Xiao Fei's fourth book. The reason why I chose to write a book is because there are many readers and many authors. The competition is fierce and it is difficult to get ahead.
This may seem wrong at first glance, but actually... Xiaofei just wants to give it a try, yes, just give it a try!
After all, Xiaofei is not young anymore. Pursuing dreams may seem very passionate and touching at first glance, but the real world is ruthless and I still have to face my own life.
To be honest, Xiaofei's parents have never supported writing a book because they think it is unreliable.
I understand this. As a parent, who doesn’t want their children to have a promising future and live a respectable life?
But Xiao Fei couldn't stop - yes, couldn't stop!
I must admit that Xiao Fei's writing is not very good, but Xiao Fei really loves this thing. Whenever he sits in front of the screen, he feels an inexplicable sense of peace.
This is like a disease, and Xiaofei doesn't know if there is any medicine that can cure it.
But one thing is certain: even if this kind of medicine really existed, Xiao Fei would not take it, because Xiao Fei really loves to write articles.
Xiaofei doesn't know how far he can go on this path of creation, but he keeps working hard.
Xiaofei didn't know if he could eat this bowl of rice when he wrote this article, but he always had hope.
I originally promised my dad that if I really couldn't get good grades, I would just accept the situation and do whatever I had to do. Life is not just about dreams, and you can't give up the beauty around you because of temporary paranoia.
However, Xiaofei couldn't stop...
For that sack of scrap manuscripts.
For all the wonderful ideas in my mind.
For those five first drafts, a dozen outlines, and hundreds of information documents in the computer.
For my body which is getting worse due to not exercising for a long time.
Because of the shame and anger of being laughed at at the beginning, "writers just sit at home".
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To be honest, for many, many things, Xiaofei can't stop. Even if he wants to give up, he must go crazy first and let the results of this book tell everything - whether I have the ability to eat this bowl of rice!
Since this book was written, many people have commented on it. Generally speaking, it has mixed praise and praise, so Xiaofei is very worried and doesn't know if people will buy it after it is put on the shelves.
But Xiao Fei has nothing to do with subscribing. To the author, thunder, rain and dew are all gifts from heaven, no matter how much or how little, there is nothing to say.
The only thing Xiaofei can do is update - this is the lifeline of online articles. No matter whether it is good or bad, it represents the degree of effort of an author.
So, brothers, just wait and see, starting from tomorrow, Xiao Fei is about to explode, and he will definitely live up to your expectations!
Especially the 24-hour first order, this is really important to Xiaofei. I hope everyone can support me and make Xiaofei become a master! Thank you!!!
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