Chapter 166 Can I wait until the day you don't love Shen Chi Yan?
In the private room.
Guan Mingxu felt extremely uncomfortable when he looked at Song Qinian who was heartbroken and crying silently.
He picked up a tissue and wanted to wipe Song Qinian's tears, but Song Qinian took the tissue from his hand and gestured "thank you" to him.
Guan Mingxu saw how distant and polite she was towards him, and suddenly grabbed Song Qinian's shoulders.
His originally handsome and handsome face was full of unwillingness and anger, "Xiao Nian Nian, you just saw it, Shen Chiyan doesn't care about you at all, why are you still staying with him? Come with me, okay? I will definitely do it. To make you happy, I won’t let you shed a single tear.”
Song Qinian understands many things even if others don't tell them.
But understanding is one thing, being able to do it is another thing entirely.
Under Guan Mingxu's stunned eyes, Song Qinian wiped away her tears and gently pushed him away.
"Thank you for your love and likes, but I'm sorry, I can't go with you?"
"Why? Do you still want to suffer like this for the rest of your life?"
Song Qinian shook her head and gestured sadly, "Life is too long. I don't know what my future life will be like, so I just want to seize the day. I'm sorry, I can't respond to your love. Please don't like me anymore." "
Song Qinian was so gentle and kind even when she rejected people. Guan Mingxu's eyes were red. He was unwilling and didn't know what to do.
Why?
Why did Shen Chi Yan meet her first!
Why didn't he meet her first?
"Xiao Niannian, if...I mean if, the person you met first was me, would you fall in love with me first?"
Song Qinian sighed softly, "There are no ifs in this world, and I can't give you the answer to this question."
Although Mingxu was seriously injured, he never expected that Song Qinian was not even willing to coax him.
But he still refused to give up and asked anxiously: "What about the future? Can I wait until the day when you no longer love Shenchi Yan? Can I wait until the day when you fall in love with me?"
Song Qinian didn't understand why Guan Mingxu was so persistent, but just loving Shen Chi Yan alone in her life was enough to break her bones.
What's more, since it's something in the future, it's all unknown. She doesn't have the ability to predict the future and doesn't know what will happen in the future.
But one thing she knew very well was that even if she and Shen Chiyan divorced one day, she would not be with Guan Mingxu.
At that time, she was probably riddled with wounds. If she stayed with Guan Mingxu because she was moved or wanted to find a safe haven, it would be too unfair to him.
"I'm sorry, there's no possibility... between us."
Guan Mingxu's tears could no longer be controlled and burst out of his eyes.
The first time he was tempted, the first time he confessed, the first time he wanted to treat someone with all his heart and soul, but in the end he was rejected so completely.
Not even a trace of fantasy or hope was left for him.
Song Qinian was so gentle and kind to everyone, but so cruel to him.
When Song Qinian saw Guan Mingxu crying, she felt very sad. She didn't dare to look at Mingxu's red and injured eyes. She lowered her head and gestured with difficulty, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"Don't……"
Although Mingxu was so heartbroken that he was about to die, he felt even more sorry for Song Qinian.
"I liked you first, you just don't like me, no need to apologize."
Love is so unreasonable.
Song Qinian loved Chen Chi Yan so much, but could not get the love from Chen Chi Yan.
Guan Mingxu liked Song Qinian so much, but Song Qinian rejected him.
If love was truly a satisfying thing, there wouldn't be so many crazy men and resentful women in the world.
In order not to put too much pressure on Song Qinian, Guan Mingxu chuckled, "It's okay, I'm not too sad. It's just that I was rejected for my first confession, which is a bit embarrassing."
Song Qinian didn't know how to comfort Guan Mingxu, but Guan Mingxu seemed to let go all of a sudden, reaching out and touching Song Qinian's head, "Then can we still be friends from now on?"
In the past, Song Qinian would never be friends with the person she confessed to. Firstly, she felt it was unnecessary, and secondly, she did not want to embarrass each other.
But Guan Mingxu was her savior and had helped her so many times. In addition, the housekeeper had a good relationship with the Shen family, so it was impossible for her to stay away from Guan Mingxu forever.
I just hope that Guan Mingxu can really let go of everything and find his own happiness again.
Seeing Song Qinian nodding, Guan Mingxu breathed a sigh of relief, but he still felt sad.
He clenched his fists tightly, suppressing the reluctance in his heart and pretending to be relaxed: "Okay, three minutes may have arrived, then... I'll leave first."
Guan Mingxu didn't wait for Song Qinian to answer, turned around and walked a few steps towards the door.
After that, he suddenly stopped again, quickly turned around and rushed over to hug Song Qinian fiercely.
He didn't know why he did that, he just wanted to hug her.
It’s okay to pay homage to a love that ended before it even began.
A hug that feels sorry for her and wishes her well is good.
Or, it would be better to satisfy his selfishness.
In short, he felt that if he didn't hug her, he might never have the chance again, and he would definitely have regrets.
The hug didn't last long, maybe less than three seconds, because when Song Qinian had just reacted, Guan Mingxu had already let go of her and ran out of the private room.
At this time, outside, Shen Keqin watched the time passing by second by second. He was like an ant on a hot pot, spinning around anxiously.
She hoped to arrive in three minutes so that she could know Song Qinian's choice and the final result.
I'm also afraid of seeing the results, so I feel very complicated.
Although Shen Chiyan kept looking out the window, Shen Keqin felt that he must also be in a very irritable mood.
In just three minutes, her cousin, who never panics when faced with big things, had smoked three cigarettes in a row.
The door suddenly opened, and Shen Keqin's nerves tightened. Seeing Guan Mingxu coming out alone, Shen Keqin subconsciously glanced behind him.
Song Qinian did not come out with Guan Mingxu.
Shen Keqin breathed a sigh of relief. From a selfish point of view, she still hoped that Song Qinian would not leave Shenchi Banquet.
Seeing that Guan Mingxu's face was extremely ugly, Shen Keqin was quite worried about him, "Jar..."
Guan Mingxu looked at Shen Chi Yan coldly, his eyes were red, but his eyes were quite fierce, "Chen Chi Yan, you'd better cherish your little nian. If I see her hurt because of you again, I will definitely not let her go.
You! You won this time, but I didn’t lose to you, but to my love for you every year.”
Chen Chi Yan raised his eyebrows slightly, "Since you know that the person she loves is me, you shouldn't be asking for trouble and poaching others."
"Then you'd better love her well and don't give me an opportunity to take advantage of her."
After Guan Mingxu finished speaking, he left. Shen Keqin saw that Shen Chi Yan was in a much better mood and immediately went to flatter her, "Brother, my sister-in-law's favorite man is indeed you. You can't let her down."
Facing Shen Chiyan's cold gaze, Shen Keqin said aggrievedly: "I really know I was wrong. I won't dare to do it next time. I will resolutely carry the banner of brother-sister-in-law CP. Who wants to poach you in the future? I Be the first to rush up and beat him!"