Many times I will always indulge in fantasy, but deep in my heart, there is something disturbing this reality, but it has a taste, which is always bitter and cannot be tasted in the throat. If, only Yun understands the loneliness of the wind, then, who ?Will you understand my sadness?
In fact, Shen Nianjie had been in love before, but she was divorced and met with unkind people, which led to depression and depression. At that time, Li Zhizhi said: "That boy dares to play with my goddess's feelings!" He grew up. He stood up on the chair and kicked the trash can in front of him with both feet. Jing Ke stabbed the King of Qin and carried it on his shoulders with his two hairy legs! "Peel him!" He and I pushed the bespectacled man into the mud and beat him wildly! This ghost The fighting man looked like a complete stranger. With a loud bang, the man hit the cold wall hard and collapsed like that; Li Zhi grabbed his opponent who suddenly no longer fought back. He stabbed his chest with a knife: "Bah!" Later, in order to relieve our anger, Li Zhi and I defecated in front of the 7-11 supermarket chain owned by the man with glasses. We continued to defecate for two months, stretching two piles every night, until they moved to elsewhere.
I think the city is lonely and has too much to do with its majestic nature. In that era, half was sea water and half was fire. No matter how similar it is today, it will not be the shadow of yesterday. When I first thought about it, in those days The dazzling dusk, the chance of falling, the inherent sorrow and drag.
"10 minutes, not just 5 minutes. Can you come over and talk to me?" Shen Nianjie asked me like this at that time, "It's not my fault, don't worry about it."
"Why now? Not tomorrow? It's already night and it's already dark outside."
I hung up the phone and finally walked there. I stood up unsteadily and approached the barbed wire fence. When I looked down from there, I could hardly believe my eyes. It was just 4 meters away from here. I know why there is a protruding platform. Shen Nianjie is sitting there. She said to me in a delicate voice: "Because I don't want to be known. But this is a very important thing. I have to say goodbye today anyway, otherwise I will Something terrible is going to happen."
At that time, Shen Nianjie and I watched quietly, the endless cold night moved without a trace, and the small moon whirled with only residual injuries. It was bright and dark. Exquisite and fragile. The rusty world. Beautiful but incomplete. Floating and gurgling, black and white. Clear. Forged with fire, only clarity and simplicity are left. The warmth is not dazzling. It spreads out lightly and slowly sprays out. Perhaps what has become is a more distant emotion, but it is only cold and dark throughout the world, without love. , and no longer think about it. She can never tell it, and I can't understand it. Just like those flowers, although they are sad white, they are so lonely and aloof, no longer colorful, just like the morning breeze that makes a steady sound, my heart Youran is in pain. So, I want to ask: "How are you?", and even more want to tell her: "I'm still here!"
The road ahead became narrower and darker. She stopped. Perhaps because she was drunk, she could not realize the gap and felt a little lonely. She stood there, looking down at the small flowers blooming under the window of a coffee shop. Under the street lights Under the dim light of the night, the yellow petals reflected the night. She shuddered again, feeling that it was incredible to see flowers blooming in early winter. Looking at the vast scenery in front of me, I suddenly felt like myself The mood is a bit out of touch. Sometimes even if you stay by the other person's side, you still can't understand what the other person is thinking. Just like now, this girl with a distinctive personality.
Shen Nianjie's eyes are very light in color and sparkling brown and black. She likes to drink iced petbottles, slowly closes her eyes, and always sets the air conditioner to the lowest temperature of 21 degrees before going to bed. Her favorite I like to keep the room cool. I turned my face away and saw a piece of snow-white back lying horizontally in the darkness.
I looked outside again. However, the figure that looked like Kondo Mei never appeared by the window again. After getting used to the darkness, the shadow that I couldn't see before slowly appeared in my eyes. The neatly arranged forest shelves, Cosmetic bottles and Ruili Weekly magazines were placed neatly on it, and the unique smell of ck perfume could be smelled in the nose.
I suddenly felt that the smell of sea water was all around me. Just when I was about to fall asleep, the touch of the covered body and lips made me open my eyes. Shen Nianjie's fingers suddenly stretched out from under the bathrobe and touched the top of my arm. Skin. The left hand hugging my back seemed to slowly lift up my shirt. "..." "I like the smell of you." "Today, I want all of you." "All... all of you?" I was a little scared! Shen Nianjie held my right hand tightly and replied, "Yes, until the end."
"Oops! Li Zhi will kill me!" "Shen Nianjie is obviously drunk! Don't take advantage of others!" Thinking of this, my body shrank. I was still trembling from the feeling on my fingers that remained on my skin. Sweat flowed from my forehead, cheeks, and down my back. During that time, I was brought back to the narrow bed. She grabbed the cuffs of my shirt. "If you are scared, just don't look at it. And it will be over in an instant." It’s over.” “If I give it to you, it won’t hurt anymore to do such things in the future.”
I said, "I don't want you to regret it." After knowing my kindness, Shen Nianjie's hand suddenly stopped, "Have you ever taken that kind of photo?" She lowered her head, and I saw her His right eyebrow twitched.
"How could I do that kind of thing?" I said with a smile. Shen Nianjie did not laugh, but looked at me with a serious look: "I know she has dated several men since she separated from you. "It's just that there are some things that you still don't see clearly." "What is it?"
Shen Nianjie did not answer, but stood up from the sofa opposite. She said, "Thank you!" "Because, no matter what I say, you and Li Zhi will listen and pamper me... I am very happy, even now, I often think about what happened at that time." "I will be your brother from now on!" "You are so stupid!" She muttered in a twist and put on her jeans. "What do you want to eat?" I said: "Chocolate. And fries!”
I looked at her beautiful black hair that hung down to her shoulders. This color was a bit too dark. After hearing this, Shen Nianjie said a little helplessly: "It's all snacks!" Then he looked at me hesitantly and said, "Get out. Can you please? I want to change my clothes." So, I ran away from her room like a lost dog.