Some nights begin without ending/shine without being able to see their colors/we look back, and behind us/there is no subsequent life:
The first time I saw Shen Nianjie in "Poetry Jianghu", "Them", was at an underground literary gathering in Jishou. At that time, she asked me: "Read Celan?" I said: "He is too handsome and I don't want to read him." hehe!he, hehehehe!
I think there may be many changes in the depth, and I gradually feel the traces of cracks with my body. In the sum of individuals, there are still only individuals. But I only see that everything is the same as before. I walk alone, and when I arrive in front of me, I suddenly disappear...
There is nothing in the distance except the distance. What’s more, the light red light from the surrounding light blends into one piece, deepening the soft color. The figures are intertwined, and the eyes are pale. They are losing blood due to consciousness. It’s just the golden patches on the street trees that tell the intuition, it’s not Everyone can give everything they have. It brings a slight increase in temperature to the blood, which is like the beauty of flames and birds.
I picked up a hand towel and soaked it in the pool. The cold tap water touched my chapped skin. I felt obviously a little stunned. It was like I was in a world related to acne. I looked at Jeremy beside me, and there was nothing in his dark brown pupils. Emotional and slightly sickly. This man from Chenxi has been in love with Shen Nianjie for more than half a year and two months. He told me that he would not ask for her blessing. I said that in this case, why leave too many traces.
We walked in the inner hall of the "Fall in Love" bar. Yan Zhifei, who had not yet started working, was sitting at the bar tasting wine. Shen Nianjie made her a brightly colored cocktail. Yan Zhifei said: "It's a very bright wine. "Seraph may have changed recently. If we change places... don't look around anymore."
"Don't think about the past for now, okay?" "It's like love and hate." Shen Nianjie said. "The colors of love and hate are both bright."
However, Jeremy, who was ignored by her, seemed unwilling to be ignored. "You are not me, you won't understand." He added, "I just want to say goodbye to you for the last time." "Then you marry your person, Isn’t it good that I sit in my prison?”
"There are not so many ifs." She frowned again and sneered: "You still don't know what I said."
"Don't think I don't know what you're thinking." "You feel like you've reached your end. But I don't."
"So, jeremy, there's no way I'm going to be with you. We don't want the same things."
"Then you really want me to leave?" "Maybe one day you will understand." This Chenxi man said to my school beauty brother: "Look at how thin I am because of you? I'm as white as a dead person." He let out a low cry from deep in his throat, his voice was so hoarse that it didn't even sound like a human voice, and then he fainted in front of us.
"Damn! This sick man!" "You all think this is an accident?" Shen Nianjie said: "This guy!"
"I can't imagine that he could open the floor-to-ceiling windows and walk all the way here like he usually does."
"Xiao Ye." "I'll take this birdie to the hospital." Her clear voice sounded next to me again. I had to turn back to the door: "Why don't you call 110!" "What's wrong?" I asked her calmly, "Telephone The line is broken, isn't it?" "Call on the phone."
However, Shen Nianjie pointed to seat 16 and said, the girl in the black trench coat sat alone in the corner for 20 minutes. She didn’t order anything and looked very bald. So I walked out of the darkness with the beautiful and fragrant tobacco in my mouth. Beforehand, he said to her: "Hello." "Are you waiting for someone?" "What do you want to drink?"
She looked at me at first glance but shook her head, her straight hair hanging down, and there was a secret excitement in her actions. She stood there and forgot what to say. In the end, she just smiled slightly: "I
No money." He said in a very distant tone: "No!"
In the darkness, I seemed to see her body, suddenly replaced by the fading starry form. Unfortunately, the color was distorted and dim. I said: "You don't look like a local girl from western Hunan." "A tourist?" "Since we have met for the first time, this time
I pay the bill." "My name is Xiao Ye." "This store is mine."
After hearing what I said, the girl in the black trench coat seemed to look much better. She gradually came out of the abyss of trance. She said: "I want coffee." "I got lost in this city." "Can you lend me some money?"
?" Her voice was full of futility, and there seemed to be a trace of sadness passing between her eyebrows.
I said, "Okay." "How much do you want? Is 1,000 enough?" She asked in a zigzag manner, "How many days can we live on 1,000?" So I asked with a black line on my face: "Where else do you want to go?
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The girl in the black trench coat glanced at me with her delicate peripheral vision and said softly: "I have to go to Dehang in Aizhai to find someone." "Is that place far from here?" She seemed to have noticed my kind behavior,
There was a lot less alertness in his eyes.
I said: "Then I will give you 2500 first." "Dehang is 10 kilometers outside Jishou City." "You can take the No. 6 bus there." At this time, her eyelashes moved slightly and she looked at me happily.
She said, "I am grateful and cannot reply." "Thank you!" I said, "You're welcome." "What's your name?" She said, "My name is Pan Xiao." "Nice to meet you, Xiao Ye."
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At this time, I saw that the black fog door was not closed tightly, and I peeked along the gap to see their figures folded into a huddled shape, and the grass was like grass. Then I inserted the original soundtrack of Hill (Notting Hill) into the CD player at the bar.
When the music floats, I feel that its sound quality is so thin that it seems as transparent as the petals of snow in June.