Liang Yixun's steps slowly stopped. The wedding is tomorrow, and she didn't expect Shen Xuan to appear here at this time.
But, is it really necessary for them to meet?
"Xiao Xun, I've been waiting for you for more than two hours." Shen Xuan spoke first, his voice obviously a little deep.
Liang Yixun was slightly startled, more than two hours? It was almost more than two hours since she and Zhong Lingtian went to Chenxi Park. So he saw them leaving after coming back, and the reluctance they had when they said goodbye, including the last kiss. ?
For a moment, Liang Yixun was a little embarrassed and speechless. He put his hands in his pockets, pursed his lips, and said nothing.
Shen Xuan smiled self-deprecatingly, "I remember we used to do this often. We would walk to the door of the house and then turn around and leave. Especially after the evening self-study in the senior year of high school, we often went to eat the noodles at the intersection. Do you like it? Add eggs, no chopped green onions..."
"Chen Xuan!" Liang Yixun interrupted him and looked at him intently, "You came to see me for something? Just tell me if you have anything to say!"
Shen Xuan suddenly lost his voice. In fact, he didn't know what he was doing here. He just walked here. They haven't seen each other since the last time they said goodbye in the hospital. It's not that he doesn't want to see her. It's because he has no face to see her, so he has been restraining himself. There is a kind of longing called avoiding her. But he can't help it today, because tomorrow is her wedding.
Seeing that he was silent, Liang Yixun had no choice but to speak by herself, "Chen Xuan, tomorrow is my wedding, and tomorrow is also your wedding. It's just that we get married separately, and each has his own destiny."
Belonging? Shen Xuan tasted these two words silently. She had Zhong Lingtian and she had a place to belong, but where should his heart go?
"Shen Xuan, stop clinging to the past. Everyone has to look forward. I am very happy now. I hope you will be well in the future. I wish you and Meng Yimei happiness."
Happiness? Without her, what kind of happiness can he talk about?
However, he can't look back. He has no choice but to hold the wedding on time tomorrow. But he can marry Meng Yimei, but he will never love her. He doesn't know whether this is to compensate her or continue to harm her. ?
"Xiao Xun, it's impossible for me to love anyone else in my life." Shen Xuan reached out to cover his left heart and said painfully, "Because I gave my heart to you a long time ago, and I can no longer hold it for anyone else." .”
Liang Yixun opened his eyes, took a deep breath, and said, "Chen Xuan, a person has more than just a heart. In addition to the heart, there is also a conscience! Regardless of responsibility or obligation, Meng Yimei has paid so much for you, don't you? Should she be nicer to her? The wedding is tomorrow, stop thinking about it and go back early!"
Shen Xuan was silent again, looked at her steadily, and made his final request, "Xiao Xun, I haven't eaten yet, can you accompany me to have a bowl of noodles? Go to the one at the intersection, okay?"
Liang Yixun was helpless to the extreme, "What are you doing? What will happen if you eat noodles? Can we go back to the past?"
"Just this time! The last time! Okay?" Shen Xuan begged.
Liang Yixun looked at him steadily for a while, knowing that if she didn't agree, he wouldn't give up, "Okay."
Shen Xuan felt happy, but Liang Yixun's expression was indifferent, without any trace of happiness.
Turning around, she led the way.
Shen Xuan quickly followed.
The road is still the same as before, but the scenery has changed. The road is wider, cleaner and more regular than before. The buildings on both sides of the road have also changed. The old houses have been demolished and turned into high-rise buildings.
The further he walked, the busier he became. The street lamps and light boxes of the shops facing the street were all on, but Shen Xuan's heart became heavier and heavier.
When he first came here, he only wanted to see her. He didn't realize that the place had changed so much. In just a few years, it had become completely new and he could hardly recognize it.
Finally, when we arrived at the intersection, the fried noodle shop in my memory was still there, but it had changed from a roadside stall to a small noodle shop today.
It used to be a food stall, with a few tables set up on the roadside, and the boss would cook noodles in a big pot next to it. But now, the small noodle shop is exquisitely decorated inside and out, and even the girl at the cashier has a fresh style. .
Liang Yixun randomly found a place to sit down, but Shen Xuan suddenly hesitated.
He looked at the surroundings blankly, and saw the calm expression on her face, and finally understood the meaning of her willingness to come here with him.
Things are really different. Time flies, things have changed, and people have changed.
Without her saying anything, he could already feel that time was like a knife, cutting into pieces the most beautiful things in the past.
Because it was already past dinner time, there were very few customers in the noodle shop, and their two bowls of noodles were served quickly.
Liang Yixun looked at the bowl of noodles in front of her quietly, not moving her chopsticks for a long time.
The heat made his eyes dizzy, and Shen Xuan's face across from him was a little hazy.
Shen Xuan also did not move. The steaming noodles could not warm his heart.
The two of them just sat facing each other, neither talking, nor eating, as if they were engaging in an endless war without smoke.
Until the waiter came over, gave them the change, and said, "Please use it slowly."
Shen Xuan then picked up the chopsticks, slowly picked up some noodles, and slowly put it into his mouth.
It tastes good, but it's not the same as it used to be.
Liang Yixun said calmly, "The previous boss worked tirelessly to sell fried noodles so that his daughter could study. The year before last, when his daughter graduated, the boss ended the business and transferred the store to relatives."
Shen Xuan's hand holding the chopsticks tightened slightly. Because this place is relatively close and everyone is considered a neighbor, he also knew the previous boss and knew the situation in his family. The boss's wife was said to have died due to dystocia, leaving only The next daughter was given to him. It was not easy for the boss to live alone with his daughter. The girl was called Qiaoqiao. As her name suggests, she was very well-behaved and sensible. She helped her father in the store at a young age. He still remembered that Qiaoqiao every day The first time he saw him and Xiaoxun coming to eat noodles, he would be very envious, saying that she would also study hard in the future, but he knew nothing about what happened next.
"After Qiaoqiao graduated, she went to Shenzhen and took her father with her. The father and daughter haven't been back for a long time, but I heard that Qiaoqiao seemed to be married and gave birth to a son. Now the family is living happily. ." Liang Yixun said everything he knew one by one.
But the more Shen Xuan listened, the more sad he became. Qiaoqiao was already married and had children. If he had not given up on Xiaoxun back then, would their children be able to take care of themselves now?
"Xiao Xun, if I am willing to give up everything now, will you accept me again?" Shen Xuan blurted out.
Liang Yixun frowned slightly and asked instead, "What do you think?"
Shen Xuan suddenly lost his strength. Yes, what was he hoping for? How could he have the right to ask her to look back? And she was already Mrs. Zhong.
And the relationship between her, Bai Fengxia, and Meng Yimei was constantly in turmoil. I was afraid that he would never even have the opportunity to sit down and have a meal with her in the future.
If time could go back, he would never make the mistakes he made back then; if time could stand still, he would be willing to stop at this moment and not let tomorrow come or the wedding.
It's a pity that without if, time will never flow back or stand still.
Therefore, what should come will always come, and what should end will eventually end.
"Sorry, we have to close." The waiter said softly.
Shen Xuan put down his chopsticks silently. He had no idea what he was eating, and now he felt even more sad.
Liang Yixun's face remained untouched, but it was a pity to waste it, so she asked the waiter to pack it up and then handed it to Shen Xuan, "If you don't tell me, I think Meng Yimei will like it."
Shen Xuan knew that she was not only doing this to save money, but also to persuade him. She wanted to tell him to do it and cherish it.
"Chen Xuan, life is not perfect, so people must know how to be satisfied. If you don't want to give up anything, life will be so tiring! Life is like this, there will be misses and regrets, and then we will learn to cherish. I will accompany you. The person you end up with may not be the one you love the most, but he is the most suitable one. Don’t let him down anymore.”
After saying that, she stood up with her bag and finally said, "I hope we can be happy in the future, I really mean it!"
Back then, they felt that the world was very small. Now, after they have gone their separate ways, they realize that maybe they will be together for the rest of their lives. In life, having someone who misses you is fate; having someone who misses you is happiness. In any case, thank you for the experience.
But, it’s just an experience. What is a lover? It is to warm each other every night and work hard together every day. What is a family? It is to share joy and shed tears together. The most important people around us may not do anything earth-shattering, they are just... Accompanying you, watching you, protecting you, walking through the flowers and stormy waves, from the beginning to the end, we are never separated.
Liang Yixun walked away, and Shen Xuan was still sitting blankly in his seat. From the window seat, he could see outside through the glass, watching her cross the zebra crossing, walk to the opposite side of the road, and gradually move away.
Sure enough, life is like crossing the road. She has walked away calmly, but he is still standing in the same place.
It turns out that many things cannot be solved by oneself, and many lost things cannot be restored through hard work. What she needs is not perfect love, but someone who will never give up on her. It's just that he did something wrong. , and this miss will last a lifetime.
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