"Then you don't need to save me. I feel sick even if I kill you." After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, he tried to get into the water again.
Ke Yihan was really angry. He pulled Yan Mengzhen fiercely and said loudly: "Go back to me. Losing Yiyi. I feel more uncomfortable than you. Don't think that you are the most uncomfortable. Everyone feels the same.
Some people are even more miserable than you."
"Are you uncomfortable? Haha, Ke Yihan, are you telling a bad joke? Are there times when you are uncomfortable? Stop teasing me, everyone in the world will be uncomfortable, and you won't even care. Don't forget,
Killing Xiao Yiyi is your own choice. Don't tell me that you feel uncomfortable. I feel hypocritical and disgusting. Do you think I will believe you if you say you are in pain or uncomfortable? Do you think you are crying?
, do I believe it? Let me tell you, in my mind, you are as hateful and disgusting as Yan Ning. Ke Yihan, will you feel uncomfortable when you dream back at midnight? After all, you killed this child
Yes, haha, it was so funny when Ke Yihan said that you killed your own daughter with your own hands, haha, it was so funny." After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, he laughed so much that tears came out.
It was this smile and these tears that made him excited, and he shouted loudly: "Shut up, shut up."
"I don't want to shut up. It was you who did it. You are the murderer who killed your own daughter with your own hands. You are the bastard who colluded with Yan Ning. You are the shameless bastard." Yan Mengzhen shouted excitedly.
"Yan Mengzhen, that's enough, let's go back." Ke Yihan didn't want to be angry with Yan Mengzhen. He knew that she felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable, so he just tolerated it and didn't want to provoke her again.
Yan Mengzhen looked at the boundless sea and said in a low voice: "I can't go back, I really can't go back, I don't want to live anymore, I feel that there is nothing in this world worth my nostalgia, everything is painful
, everything is terrible, there is no chance to survive, I am going to another world, looking for my Nangong Chen, looking for my Xiao Yiyi, I don’t want to live anymore, I don’t want to live anymore.”
The last sentence was so heartbreaking and exciting that Yan Mengzhen burst into tears. She really didn’t want to live anymore. It was so painful and painful. She really didn’t want to live like this anymore.
Without such great courage, many times, many things cannot be faced easily after all.
The unbearable lightness of life was probably at this moment when she really felt pain.
With a snap, a slap fell hard on Yan Mengzhen's face without any warning.
Ke Yihan was really angry. He could accept Yan Meng's true pain, and he also knew the loss in her heart. He also understood her despair, but she couldn't be so negative, and couldn't live or die like this. She felt that this was hers.
The world would be over once she dies. Doesn't she know that she still has parents? If something happens to her, what will happen to her parents? That is the most painful thing.
He admitted that he was also in pain, uncomfortable, and unbearable. When he got Xiao Yiyi as his daughter, he also had the urge to die, but that didn't mean he had to do so. He couldn't just watch.
Yan Meng was so fragile, and he had no other choice but to slap her awake.
He was very reluctant to let go, but in order to make this woman wake up, he could only be so cruel. He regretted just beating her.
Doesn't he love this woman very much? Why is there no other way at this time?
He suddenly felt that he was a failure and that he was too useless. He was the one who suffered the most. He lost his child and the person he loved most. His life was even more desperate than Yan Mengzhen. If he really wanted to die
, that was him too, not this innocent poor silly woman, he was really distressed.
This slap came very suddenly. Yan Mengzhen didn't have any warning. After it landed, she fell directly on the beach. She really had no strength. She stared at the sky with her eyes blankly. She no longer knew.
What does the pain feel like? She just feels very tired. She closed her eyes and just lay there, unwilling to get up.
Ke Yihan looked at Yan Mengzhen on the ground, and suddenly felt that he had exerted too much force. He panicked, squatted down directly, held Yan Mengzhen in his arms, and said painfully: "Xiaotu, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I couldn't help it.
I have no other choice but to wake you up. I know you are in pain and I know you are uncomfortable. I also know that you hate me and that you want me to die. These are all our faults.
It has nothing to do with you, you shouldn’t torment yourself like this, Yan Mengzhen, be good, don’t torment yourself, Xiaotu, I can’t bear to see you in such pain, Xiaotu, what should I do? What should I do so that you can live strong?
What? Little Rabbit, Little Rabbit, don’t torture yourself, don’t torture me, let’s go back, let’s go back.”
Ke Yihan carried Yan Mengzhen on his back and walked slowly.
The two of them never spoke again. Yan Mengzhen opened her eyes and looked at the road. She whispered: "I once thought of walking the road of life with you. I stumbled and walked with you to the end. I was always alone.
, Ke Yihan, our child is gone. We really have no relationship anymore. At this moment, you have really lost me and will never have me again. We are done."
Yan Mengzhen's voice was very small, but he heard clearly that if he lost it, he would never get it. So was he destined to be in pain forever in his life?
No, he doesn't want such pain. He wants to accompany Yan Mengzhen through this painful period. They are still young and they can still have children of their own. When the time comes, he will make up for it and never let the children suffer any harm.
The moment Yan Mengzhen met you, I would not allow myself to give up on you. It is the same now. Even if I lose everything, I will not let go of your hand easily. I will let you be by my side and accompany me all the time.
I will also accompany you.
"I will not let go of those who hurt our children. Don't worry, I will avenge our little one. Yan Mengzhen, don't worry." Ke Yihan said firmly.
Yan Mengzhen closed her eyes and didn't speak. What's the use of taking revenge? The child still won't come back. Everyone is thinking about revenge. Why not, when things happen, put an end to such hatred?
Ke Yihan, you did something wrong and you can't blame others. There were some things she really wanted to say, but she felt there was no meaning in saying them, so she fell silent.
The journey was very long, and Ke Yihan never said he was tired, so he walked with Yan Mengzhen on his back. He was actually not sure whether Yan Mengzhen would accompany him through this life.
He now hopes that time can go back to the past, to the time of Yiyi, but unfortunately there is no way. If he really can't go back, then just stay at this moment. At least she has not left, at least they are getting along quietly like this, he
Really afraid of losing.
In this world, time is the fairest. No one has the advantage of possession. Ke Yihan is no exception. As he walked, he arrived at home. When the door opened, Jiao Yu saw the two of them and said hurriedly: "Why are you all wet?"
In such an embarrassing situation?"
"It's okay, let's change Zhenzhen's clothes." Ke Yihan said.
Ke Yihan carried Yan Mengzhen into the room and took out her change of clothes. Jiao Yu said quickly: "Han, you are all wet. You should go back and change clothes. I will stay with Zhenzhen here."
Ke Yihan nodded, looked at Jiao Yu, and whispered: "She went to the beach just now. The beach where Xiao Yiyi left, she wanted to die."
After saying that, he turned and left. Jiao Yu looked at Yan Mengzhen on the bed, her eyes were really dull. She walked over, changed Yan Mengzhen's clothes, and then covered her with a quilt.
Jiao Yu touched her hair distressedly and said: "It's true, no matter how uncomfortable you are, you shouldn't end your life. You only have one life. Once it disappears, you can never come back. Even in pain, you shouldn't end your life."
So, what if you die? Do you think you will be liberated if you die? What should I do? What should your father do? Are you really that bearable?"
Yan Mengzhen didn't speak and just lay quietly, as if he didn't hear anything.
Jiao Yu sighed and said again: "In life, there are many unsatisfactory things and a lot of pain. These are all things that have to be experienced. Even if there is no such pain, there will be others. There is no way to change this. Really
Really, you have to learn to be strong. Isn’t that your favorite song? Do you want to be the strongest bubble? Why is it like this now? Do you think Nangong Chen will be happy if you leave like this? Xiao Yiyi
Are you happy? They hope that you will be happy forever and be happy all your life. Are you this happy? Their souls in heaven will feel uncomfortable. Really, for them to live strong, you must be strong."
Jiao Yu talked a lot, and Yan Mengzhen was basically in a distracted state. In the end, Jiao Yu was powerless, and gently covered her with a quilt and said: "Mom, I'll get you something to eat now, be good.
"
After Jiao Yu finished speaking, he walked out and saw Ke Yihan with his friends. Ke Yihan hurriedly stood up and asked, "Mom, how's it going?"
"Hey, there is nothing good that can happen, but it is extremely bad. There is nothing we can do about it. Okay, I'm going to get some food. You guys can go in and keep company with Zhenzhen." After Jiao Yu finished speaking, he walked into the kitchen.
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Ke Yihan sat on the sofa, feeling completely uncomfortable. Wu Qiuyao clenched his fists and said displeasedly: "That Mr. Huang is so powerful that he dares to do this. By the way, how is Mr. Huang's investigation going? Do you need me to take action?
?This bastard is really looking for death, this is really harmful."