A clear blue sky, a few white clouds slowly drifting by, a few seagulls circling back and forth, chirping happily. A gentle sea wave brought a fresh smell of sea. He sat up in confusion, and found that there was a white deep inside him
The beach left a deep and long friction mark behind it. A row of tall palm trees slowly swayed their branches and leaves in the sea breeze.
Impossible! How could it turn into a beach when I am clearly underground? Am I dreaming? Or is this paradise? Am I dead? But it feels wrong. Death shouldn't be like this, right? Major is a firm believer in evolution
Supporters firmly believe that the soul should not exist apart from the body.
Or is it a hallucination when dying? This is a possibility, but at least there will be pain, and then the brain cannot bear the severe pain and cuts off the senses, secretes anesthetics and creates hallucinations. Major did not feel pain.
A burst of laughter came from not far away. Major looked up and saw a young man and woman walking hand in hand from behind a huge palm tree and walking into the distance with their backs to him. The woman had long hair reaching her waist and a tall figure.
Graceful, her back is so familiar. Nana, Major suddenly realized, is his ex-girlfriend.
This is definitely an illusion. Major thought to himself, Nana lives on earth and cannot come here, or has she also traveled through time? Who is the man next to her? He looks familiar from the back.
Major opened his mouth and shouted loudly: "Nana——"
The two of them seemed not to hear at all and continued walking forward. Major was a little anxious and walked towards them: "Nana - it's me. Did you hear that?"
Nana seemed to hear her, stopped, and listened slightly, but did not look back. The man put his arm around her shoulders and hugged her tightly, as if to stop her.
Bastard! A burst of anger rose in Major's heart: "Let her go!"
As he ran, the beach under his feet was soft and deep, reaching up to his ankles. As he ran, one foot would be deeper and the other shallower, which was very uncomfortable.
Finally, he ran behind Nana. They still maintained that position, motionless. Major suddenly felt a little nervous and scared.
"Nana, it's me, Major. Don't you remember me?" Major's voice was dry.
There was no response, as if time had frozen, and they were like sculptures. The waves also stopped, and the seagulls froze in the sky. Major swallowed and walked around in front of them.
The man had the face of a plastic model, with empty eyes, staring straight at Nana. And Nana, oh, Nana, with an 80-year-old face, full of wrinkles, and affectionate eyebrows, looked at the man affectionately
.
Major suddenly felt a pain in his heart, his knees softened, and he fell to his knees. This was fake, he said to himself. It was all imagination and hallucination. But why did it feel so real? The pain became more and more intense, and his heart beat wildly.
His hands began to feel numb and his calves trembled. Major couldn't control his body and fell sideways.
Fake! Fake! Fake! Major tried his best to hint to himself. He was almost certain that he had hallucinated, and the hallucination was so real that it triggered real emotions, which then caused physiological reactions. As a psychological counselor, Major was deeply
It is clear how strong this reaction will be. During the hypnotherapy process, when patients recall past events that have brought great stimulation to themselves, it will often cause severe emotional fluctuations and physiological reactions. If intervention is not performed in time, serious consequences may occur.
And Major clearly realized that his reaction was too strong and unreal, whether emotionally or physically. Yes, Major occasionally had chest pain at certain moments shortly after breaking up with Nana, but this feeling was very
It almost disappeared and never appeared again. The feeling this time was very similar to the previous one, but much stronger.
Major's vision blurred, his whole body began to twitch, and his heartbeat became stronger. Take a deep breath and stay calm. He warned himself. It seemed to be a symptom of sudden myocardial infarction. If it stopped now, it wouldn't be a serious problem. In three minutes, his heart would
If it suddenly stops, even the gods can't save it.
Are you going to die? Isn't this way of death too cruel? Watching the person you love the most holding hands with others to spend a lifetime. But who can choose their own ending? I haven't done anything yet? Is it just like this? I can't bear to accept it.
.I want to live - he kept chanting silently and tried his best to control his breathing. It seemed to have some effect, and his heartbeat slowed down a little. He breathed a sigh of relief.
Suddenly there was a strange low laugh in the distance. Nana's face changed. The wrinkles gradually became fewer, lighter, and gradually disappeared. Her skin regained its luster, and her eyes became clearer and clearer. That look of reverence and admiration had appeared many times.
I had seen Major. And the man's face became vivid, slowly deformed, and moved closer to a familiar face.
No! Major wanted to close his eyes, but he couldn't move an inch, so he could only watch helplessly. His heart started beating wildly again, banging against his chest. The pain was like a knife, desperately cutting into his heart.
Die! Let me die! Major couldn't bear it anymore and shouted in his heart. The weird laughter became clearer. Nana seemed to have a cruel smile on her face.
"Don't die! Live well." Suddenly, a gentle female voice sounded in his ears. The voice was very unfamiliar. The pain eased a little. Who? Major thought in confusion.
"Live on, baby." The voice continued. "Mom wants you to live well. The world is cruel, but you still have to live. Life is all possible. Live and become a man."
This is not my mother. Major thought, my mother speaks a pure Shanxi dialect, and she cannot speak such words. This is not what she said to me.
"Mom -" A strange voice suddenly came from the bottom of Major's heart, full of ecstasy and longing. "Mom - are you here to pick me up?"
This was Lord Shitdan's voice, Major suddenly realized. This was a conversation between their mother and son. The pain in his chest gradually became smaller, his heartbeat gradually slowed down, and the twitching of his limbs stopped.
The weird laughter stopped, and the wrinkles returned to Nana's face. Her expression became frightened and sad, as if she was begging Major.
But how could Master Shitdan’s consciousness be in his own mind?
"No, my baby. Mom is here to say goodbye to you. Mom made a big mistake and shouldn't have kept you in her arms. I was always afraid that you would be bullied and didn't dare to let you go out, making you timid.
Please forgive mom! But baby, you are not cowardly, and you are not a waste. You are the blood of Master Yuanli. Live and become a man."
"I want to go with you, mom, take me away. I don't want to live alone, I'm so lonely, so scared. No one loves me, no one cares about me, no one cares about me. I don't mind being a little waste,
But I don’t want to be alone.”
Major suddenly felt his nose was sore and tears welled up in his eyes.