In the eyes of black jade, the dark color flowed like a flowing cloud, floating above the translucent waves, exuding an indescribable dull smell.
"When I was two hundred years old, I knew that I had a mother who came out of Jiuyou alone without telling her about the Father God and found her in the mortal world."
Bai Chu's eyes were full of surprise, "Two hundred years old? At that time, you were only the size of a child."
"Well, she is still a child." Van Gogh looked at Bai Chu and his heart was touched. As he recalled me, the past became clearer. "Although she became a mortal, she had all the memories of her previous life and recognized me when she saw me."
"In the lifetime of her reincarnation, she was a widow living alone. When I found her, she was cooking at home. She was not surprised or sad or happy when she saw me. I called her mother and she kept me for dinner. During the meal, I asked her to go back with me, but she didn't answer.
After dinner, I took a nap in the grape trellis in her yard. When I woke up, there was no mortal atmosphere in the whole courtyard. I looked for her one by one, and finally found her in a remote room. She hung it under the beam with a long cloth pulled from the sheets. She was cold all over and had been hanged for a long time."
Bai Chuyi was stunned, "Why... why is this happening?"
"I was frightened at that time and thought she was murdered, so I quickly returned to the Demon Realm and went to the Underworld. The Underworld told me that she had entered the cycle of reincarnation again, and in the last life, she committed suicide."
His eyes were gloomy and continued, "I was unwilling to give up, so I found her again. When I found her in another life after her reincarnation, she was a daughter of the prime minister who would be married tomorrow. When I found her, she tried her wedding dress in the room. She was fifteen or sixteen years old, beautiful and charming. I asked her when she could go back with me, but she still didn't answer me. But she asked me if I was hungry and if I wanted to eat the cakes she made with her?
How could I be hungry when I was born to be God? But I was trapped in her gentle smile and said I wanted to eat. As a result, she went to the kitchen and never came back."
"Is she..." Bai Chu stared at him, suddenly feeling speechless.
"Yes, I'm dead again, or commit suicide." Van Gogh smiled a little sarcasticly, not knowing whether he was laughing at himself or her, "The servants in her mansion took her out from the well beside the kitchen, and there was a stack of hot cakes next to the well."
The candles in the room burned out and quietly went out. The room suddenly became dark. At this time, Bai Chuyi's golden eyes seemed particularly obvious in the dark, and were as bright as gems with golden brilliance in the night.
Van Gogh looked at her eyes for a moment, "Do you think it's ridiculous? How could there be such a person in this world?"
Bai Chu pursed her lips, not knowing how to answer the conversation.
"After that, I looked for her several times, and every time she would find a chance to die in a place I couldn't see. No matter how I beg or cry, the result would be the same."
Bai Chu carefully said, "Do you don't want to be found by Hidden World?"
"I started to think so too. But Bai Chu wasn't like that at all." He looked at her, "Once, I followed my Father God to the mortal world, watched him enter her room from afar, watched him talk to her, and watched her live well after my Father God left."
"I was ecstatic and went to find her alone the day after my Father's departure. Before that, God of Father knew that I was following him, and broke the branches on the tree and slapped me. The fight was not heavy, and I deliberately prevented the red and purple scars from healing themselves and went to her."
"She saw the wound on my body and carefully applied me medicine. Even though she knew that this was an unnecessary move, she did not expose my trick. Before I could tell her this time, she turned around and put the medicine bottle in a hurry and committed suicide by swallowing gold."
If I had just not wanted people to find her before, now it seems to be targeting Van Gogh...
Bai Chu looked at him, "What's next?"
"Later, Dayi learned that I always went to find my mother, so he coaxed me and told me that my mother didn't like children. When I grew up, she wouldn't do this again." He said lightly, "I believed it when I was coaxing the child. I didn't go to find her for a long time."
The room was dark, but it would not affect the vision of the two people at all.
Bai Chu looked at him quietly. In the darkness, the edges and corners on his face were like peaks, and every inch of the outline seemed to be exquisitely carved with a knife, which was beautiful.
"Later, I was over ten thousand years old, and of course I knew that Dayi's words were lying to me. I went to the mortal world again and found her again. In her life, her family was harmonious, she had a husband, and a pair of children.
At that time, I no longer had the same thoughts about my mother as a child. I just wanted to go over and see her.
I was far away and didn't bother their family at all.
I watched her play in the yard with her two children. The two children were little by little, just as tall as her waist.
The girl was kicking shuttlecocks, and the boy was playing with the top. She was playing with them, her face full of smiles.
I have been looking for her for so many lives before. At that time, she has never smiled at me, but she has never laughed so sincerely and so warmly.
I thought she was indifferent and wanted to hide from the world. I stayed in the world for a while, went to see her every day, and didn't appear in front of her every day.
Until one day, her children sneaked out of the house to play by the river, and her daughter fell into the river. The river water was fierce and urgent, and she was washed away by the river.
The little boy was panicked and ran on the shore with the little girl. He didn't pay attention to it, stepped on the stone and slid into the river. He was swept by a wave and was washed away with the little girl.
The two children are so young that they will never have a chance to survive once they are washed away by the river. The two children are destined to die today, and the ghost messenger has been waiting aside.
I happened to pass by and knew that I shouldn't have intervened, but out of selfishness, I didn't want to see her sad appearance, so I reached out to save the two children.
The two children were wet, and the boy was fine, but the girl was exhausted by the river. I held the girl and took the boy to take them back.
On the way, I met her who found that the child was missing and came out to find someone.
I thought that when she saw me sending her child back, she should have at least a little smile on her face, but there was nothing at all.
When she saw me, she seemed to have seen a ghost, and she came up madly to snatch her two children from me. When she saw that the two children were wet, she didn't ask me a question, and turned her head and left with her child.
When I walked quickly, I told my two children not to be with strangers. When I saw me in the future, I would be far away.
She walked too fast, the child could not keep up, and the boy was about to fall down soon.
Although I thought her attitude was strange, I didn't think much about it and went forward to help the child.
Then, she quickly knocked down my hand as if she saw an enemy, protected the child aside, and said to me, 'Get out'."
The last word, silent and lonely, made Bai Chu's heart slightly tighten.
If I had just thought that God would not want to see him in the world before, it would be obvious that it would not be like that now. In this world, how could a mother tell her child to get out of here indiscriminately?
A look of confusion and surprise appeared in his golden eyes. Bai Chu looked at him and felt inexplicably shocked.
He lowered his eyelashes, and his darkness was hidden under his eyes. From her perspective, he could not see his expression change. His eyes moved down, and he went down his arm, and saw his hands on the bed, his five fingers formed into fists and clenched very tightly.
“At that time, no matter how stupid I was, I could find something was wrong.
I asked her why, but she didn't answer, and she would leave if she took the child..."
Van Gogh was not willing to let someone go like this at that time, and immediately blocked the three of them. Qing Yao didn't explain it clearly, so he would not let them go.
"She seemed to be disgusted with me, and she protected her two children tightly and threatened me that if I didn't leave immediately, she would die in front of me." At this point, Van Gogh sneered, "Ha, it seems that as long as I leave, she will not seek death."
A mortal life and death have reincarnation. Even if he dies, he will have a next life. This threat is simply not a threat.
Bai Chu lay on his side and looked up at her, "Did you let her threaten?"
"Threat? How is that possible?" Van Gogh's smile floated on the corner of his mouth. He looked at Bai Chu's eyes and felt a little awkward. "She wanted me to get out, so I insisted on staying. She protected her mortal children, so I insisted on snatching them. She threatened me with death, so I broke her daughter's hand and kicked her son's leg."
His words were faint, and his tone was always calm, as if he was not talking about his own affairs. The joys and sorrows in the story were dissipated one by one with his words, scattered in the air, and spread in Bai Chu's heart, "What?"
"She was so angry that she lifted the stones on the ground and rushed up and smashed them on me."
Bai Chu's heart skipped a beat and his eyes widened.
"The stone hit me and broke, and it couldn't hurt me at all. The stone broke, and she found another stone to smash it, and it was heavier than it was. She said to me like crazy, 'Why is it you who survived? Why are you scattered to death without being so scattered!" He paused, "At this time, I realized that what she was hiding from was not the world, but me."
Bai Chu looked at him quietly and covered his hand with his tight hands.
"That's my biological mother. She hopes that I will die and she will be scattered." His voice became hoarse, "I don't know why she hates me so much. The stones smashed and scolded each other. When the two children saw her hit me with the stone, they didn't bother to cry, and even picked up the stones and smashed them on me. They didn't care about who saved their lives before."
Bai Chu clenched him a little. She knew his temper best and looked at him firmly, "You must have been angry at that time."
"Well, I'm angry." His eyes fell on her hands, and he watched her hand hold his hands tightly, smiled and let her hold them. "I was so angry that I directly broke the necks of the two children."
Bai Chu felt a little sad when he heard this, "They should have died. It's not wrong to save their lives and take their lives back."
"I don't think I'm wrong either." He said lightly, with a smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, "Do you know what she did next?"
"What did you do?"
"She pulled out the hairpin from her head and stabbed her throat neatly."