Chen Tiankai was right about one thing. Ding Jiamin was very rational. When she found out that Chen Tiankai couldn't accept Xiaomi, no matter what he said, she immediately turned around and left. The past understanding and contact were like mist under the sun, dissipating in an instant.
But how could she be indifferent? She was actually sad inside. This sadness was partly for herself and partly for Xiaomi.
She thought, if she was really as good as Chen Tiankai said, why he still couldn't accept the lovable Xiaomi.
She left decisively, partly because she didn't want to put herself in a position of being pitied by others. She didn't need it. She never thought that she needed to be pitied by others, let alone give love.
She doesn't need this kind of love. When she decided to adopt Xiaomi, she told her mother that in the future she doesn't need her other half to accept her, she just needs to understand her.
On the other hand, she didn't like to hear a man talk so much about his mother-in-law and mother-in-law. Why was he talking so much? He said every word that he liked her, but he still couldn't accept a child. Did he like her? She thought.
, truly liking someone means liking her and her emotions. She is trying her best to give Xiaomi a complete family. If he really likes her, he should help her complete the family instead of just taking a look and leaving.
further away, and then called her over.
She didn't want Xiaomi to know. Xiaomi is a sensitive child. If she knew, she would be secretly sad.
But over time, Xiaomi noticed it. Once when she and sister Xiao Min slept together, she woke up and found that sister Xiao Min had not slept yet and had insomnia.
Early that morning, there was heavy fog, and the radio kept reminding citizens to pay attention to traffic safety.
Ding Jiamin got up early and made breakfast. She sat at the dining table with Xiaomi. She thought about it and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaomi, sister wants to tell you something."
Xiaomi looked up at her and nodded her little head.
Ding Jiamin said: "You may already know that my sister and brother Xiaokai are not suitable, so we separated."
Xiaomi's little body was shaken and shocked.
She was aware of it, but this was different from Ding Jiamin telling her directly.
A huge sadness emerged in her heart. The first thing she thought of was herself, and she felt that it must be her who caused sister Xiao Min to lose her fat boyfriend.
She has tried very hard to behave well, but...
"I'm sorry~~~" she lowered her head and whispered.
Ding Jiamin quickly stood up and came to her side, hugged her little body and said, "Silly boy, why are you sorry? This has nothing to do with you. It's because brother Xiaokai and I are not suitable. I don't like that he is older than me.
It has nothing to do with you, really, don’t be sad."
Xiaomi lowered her head and sobbed softly, which made Ding Jiamin feel very distressed. He hugged her and comforted her constantly, but for a child who was insecure and lived cautiously, no amount of comfort would have any effect for a while. Her sensitive and fragile
An inferiority complex causes her to subconsciously attribute all the bad things that happen around her to herself.
After a while, Xiaomi finally stopped crying, ate breakfast, and went to kindergarten.
Ding Jiamin sent her to the entrance of the kindergarten, gave her a few words of caution as usual, watched her enter the gate, and then went to work.
Thinking of Xiaomi going to school with a lot of worries, Ding Jiamin regretted it very much. He shouldn't have told her this matter in the morning. Of course he should say it, but not in the morning, but at night. No matter how sad things are, they will be much better after a good sleep.
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Xiaomi came to the classroom and found that Xiaobai had already arrived and was talking to other children, looking very happy.
She glanced twice and sat in her seat in a daze.
"Guawazi, are you crying?"
Xiaobai is here.
Xiaomi looked at her, called Xiaobai weakly, and didn't know what to say.
"Are you nagging?" Xiaobai noticed that Xiaomi seemed to be about to cry, "Which melon kid bullied you? You instigated, you instigated."
Just like she stood up for Liliu and always fought with Luo Zikang, as long as Xiaomi revealed who bullied her, she was also willing to fight for her. Although she had already been warned once by the primary school teacher.
Xiaomi didn't know what to say. No one bullied her, but she just felt uncomfortable.
When Xiaobai saw this, he thought about it, thinking about Xi'er's melon boy.
That Gua Wa Zi was hiahiah all day long, showing a small mouth without front teeth. She was very happy. Playing with her made her feel better no matter how sad she was. So she took Xiaomi to find Xi'er from another class.
Xi'er's class was being led by their primary school teacher to do morning exercises. They were jumping up and down to the music. Xi'er was among them, the one who was particularly active and serious.
After she finished her morning exercises, Xiaobai waved to her and called her out.
The first thing this little Douding said made Xiaobai unhappy.
"hiahiahia~~It's my sisters who are here."
"You are such a treasure." Xiaobai said dissatisfiedly.
"hiahia, Xiaobai, don't be too angry, my sister will take care of you."
Xi'er raised her little hand and boldly wanted to pinch Xiaobai's cheek, but Xiaobai slapped it away and said, "Where are you, what are you, you little melon~", and chased her to spank her. Xi'er was spinning around in circles.
Hiahia laughed while the circle was running away. When Xiaomi saw this, he couldn't help but be amused.
But the happiness was only temporary. After a while, Xiaomi fell into "thinking too much" again. She was in urgent need of psychological counseling from the emotional celebrity V Jiang Bin. As for the two little Doudins in front of her, they were both not good enough. They were far from each other. One only knew hiahiahia and the other
He only knows how to quarrel and fight, and he is good at martial arts but not civilized.
"I miss my mother~" Xiaomi finally expressed her true feelings.
Yes, she has missed her mother for so long, more than half a year. She has never told anyone whether she misses her mother. She has not even mentioned her mother to anyone. She only hides it in her heart and lets her thoughts ferment.
At a young age, he is full of worries.
At this moment, when she was feeling extremely self-blame and insecure, she finally couldn't help but say the words she had been holding in her heart for a long time in front of her two friends.
Mom, even though she abandoned her and disappeared, she still loved her, missed her, and looked forward to her coming back one day.
Mother?
Both Xiaobai and Xi'er were stunned. Xi'er's big eyes looked at Xiaomi blankly, and then looked at Xiaobai, as if it was difficult to understand what a mother was.
"Wait for me." Xiaobai said and quickly ran back to the classroom.
Xi'er watched her back. Hiahia smiled and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaobai is here to find her mother. Xiaomi, please wait."
Xiaobai came back as quickly as she left. She took out a yellowed photo from her pocket like a baby and showed it to Xiaomi and Xier with a smile: "This is my mother, so well-behaved. Boss Zhang is instigating me."
Hey, huh huh huh~~~~"
Xi'er stood up on tiptoes, stretched her neck, and pulled Xiaobai's arm to look at her. Xiaomi also looked at Xiaobai's mother in the photo curiously.
The two little kids gathered around the photo and praised the young lady in it, which made Xiaobai smile. However, she noticed that Xiaomi looked gloomy and sad, so she asked, "Hey, Xiaomi."
"I don't have a photo of my mother. I almost forgot what my mother looked like." Xiaomi said sadly, she almost couldn't remember what her mother looked like.
Xi'er turned around and ran away without saying a word. Xiaobai shouted: "Xi'er, where are you staying? Don't wander around."
Xi'er said nothing, but soon came back, holding a picture book in her hand. Hiahia laughed and said, "Look at Mom."
She opened the picture book, and there were all kinds of mothers in it. Some mothers were teachers, some were police officers, some were white-collar workers, some were scientists... Some mothers were tigers, some were magpies...
This picture book is called "Our Mother".
Xi'er generously gave Xiaomi the picture book and asked her to find one among them. Her mother must be in it.
