After taking a bath and soaking in the bathtub, the warm water washed away the coldness all over his body. Under the mist, Shen Shuyi squinted and recalled why he and Shen Suqing were so incompatible, as if they were enemies of life and death.
It seemed that she had discovered from a very young age that all her parents' thoughts were on this sister, "Qingqing, the weather is a bit hot. This is Sydney Sichuan Scallop Soup. Drink more to nourish your lungs."
"Qingqing, do you like this dress? It's a gift from your mother. This year's new arrival, green is the most suitable for you to wear." Tang and Shen Shuyi also had it, but their mother's tone was perfunctory, "Xiaoyi , there is soup in the kitchen, you go and drink it." "Xiaoyi, here are your clothes, take them to the room."
Shen Suqing always spoke softly to Shen Shuyi, and Shen Shuyi was just incidental. Yes, Shen Suqing was not in good health, so she had to be pampered and raised, and she had to be held in her heart. But Shen Shuyi, who was only four years old at that time, understood this. Does it make sense? So Shen Shuyi has bullied Shen Suqing since she was a child, snatched her fairy tale book, and accidentally painted her new clothes with colored pens. If she really wanted to be beaten by her parents for being naughty, maybe Shen Shuyi wouldn't The relationship with Shen Suqing has become so tense.
Because no matter what wrong thing Shen Shuyi did, her mother just looked at her coldly, with a cold and indifferent attitude, just like those aloof ladies in the movies, and then went to coax her with a look of kindness and concern. Taking care of Shen Suqing, not even scolding Shen Shuyi for being too lazy to say anything, it seems that it is not worth wasting any more saliva on Shen Shuyi.
Her father, Shen Xun, just looked at her with disappointed eyes, and at most said, "Your sister is not in good health." And every time it was Shen Suqing who pleaded for her, but in the end, Shen Shu wanted to do it. The synonym of the family is viciousness, cruelty, and snake-heartedness. Everyone ignores her existence. No matter how much she once longed for a caring look from her parents, as long as it is one-tenth of what she wanted from Shen Suqing, it will be good. It's a pity that until now, she is still alone and incompatible with this family, while Shen Suqing's reputation is getting better and better.
She laughed at herself, and Shen Shuyi wiped the water on his face. Maybe he was just a picked up child, but since he was picked up, why didn't he want to give her a little care? At that time, she I am also a child, and I also want the care and love of my parents.
Forget it, she didn't bully Shen Suqing less or beat her up less when she was a child, so she was able to earn back her money, and this weakness would only be revealed in the bathroom where no one could see it, after Shen Shuyi had washed her hands. When she came out of the shower, there was no trace of fragility or discomfort on her face. It was just the red and sour eyes and the pain flowing deep in her eyes that made it clear that she was not as stubborn and strong as she appeared. It was a pity. No one in the Shen family saw her vulnerability.
This two-story old building is completely Shen Shuyi's territory. Except for the cleaning servants who come here on weekdays, other members of the Shen family are rarely allowed to set foot here. Perhaps it is also because of Shen Shuyi's body thorns, and he once had sex with her. After Shen Suqing's fight, Shen's father came once, but Shen Shuyi drove him away with an unhappy look on his face, and Shen's father never came again. He even warned other people in the Shen family that the young lady didn't like others to go to him. place, so this place has almost become a forbidden area for the Shen family.
In fact, at that time, Shen Shuyi, who was thrown into this small building to reflect because of his mistakes, saw Father Shen coming, his eyes were so bright and frightening, and his joy was that a child who lacked love finally got the eyes and care of his parents. She only showed joy at that time. It was only then that Shen Shuyi made a mistake, thinking that her parents still cared about her, so she used the wrong method. She deliberately chased people away with a dark face. She just wanted to show off to Father Shen. Father Shen He didn't even need to coax him. As long as he stayed, Shen Shuyi's temper might not become like this.
Usually when a child makes a mistake, even if she has realized the mistake, the child's character is always awkward. She knows in her heart that she is wrong, but she still says she is stubborn and unforgiving.
Back then, Father Shen, who turned around and left immediately after seeing Shen Shuyi chasing people away, would never have noticed that the twelve-year-old child behind him was full of astonishment and disbelief, and his eyes that were shining just now suddenly changed. It was like extinguished fireworks in an instant, dimmed. If Father Shen turned around, he would realize how much harm he had caused to Shen Shuyi by turning around and leaving like this.
At that time, Shen Shuyi bit her lip and looked pale with tears on her face. Her excited heart was broken into pieces. The sharp edges of the pieces pierced her heart hard, and her heart was dripping with blood. , this wound has only been concealed by time until now. Since then, Shen Shuyi has no longer longed for love that does not belong to him, because there was no love from the beginning, so why bother to force it? She understood this sentence too late.
When footsteps were heard in the corridor, Shen Shuyi suddenly woke up from his memories. He wiped his face quickly, but was shocked to find that she could no longer shed tears, and he was the only one who came back to the small building at this time. Already.
"Shuyi, open the door." There was a knock on the bedroom door, and Qin Weixuan's low voice sounded at the door, with an indescribable tiredness. Apart from the cleaning servants, Qin Weixuan was the person who came to this small building the most.
And the first time he stepped into this small building that year, he also fell into Shen Shuyi's heart. Like a ray of sunshine, in the huge ice cave of the Shen family, the trembling Shen Shuyi felt a kind of warmth for the first time. , Qin Weixuan was her sunshine, and that fire warmed her heart, making Shen Shuyi even ignore and forget the hurt caused by his family.
But until Shen Shuyi noticed the way Qin Weixuan looked at Shen Suqing, at that moment, Shen Shuyi felt for the first time what it meant that the sky was falling. She had been withdrawn since she was a child, had a stubborn temper and was full of thorns, but Shen Shuyi At that moment, she really wanted to cry, but she held it back. When neither Qin Weixuan nor Shen Suqing noticed, she quietly turned around and left, returned to her small building, returned to her turtle shell, biting her pillow silently and bursting into tears. .
Why? Is she that bad? It doesn't matter if she doesn't have the love of her parents. Anyway, she has been here for more than 20 years, but why is it that when she feels happy and when she thinks she also has people she cares about, she is being treated with cold words? When asking for warmth, everything disappeared so cruelly. Under such pale and feeble pain, Shen Shuyi endured it for some reason. It was as if he didn't notice the difference between Qin Weixuan's treatment of Shen Suqing, but Shen Shuyi often He mocked Qin Weixuan with cold eyes and deliberately stabbed Qin Weixuan.
"Shu Yi, stop making trouble and open the door quickly." After waiting for a long time and not hearing the sound of the door opening, Qin Weixuan stood at the door and rubbed his eyebrows. After a busy and exhausted day at work, he was busy looking for a doctor at night because of Su Qing's fall into the water. Come here. It wasn't until the doctor said that Su Qing was fine and that she would take medicine and fall asleep that Qin Weixuan had time to come over to Shen Shuyi's place.