"You just asked about Qianxuan's past, right? Although I don't know what you were like before you were four years old, I should be able to infer some of her."
Pulled back from the emotional problems, Jidao found a seat and sat down facing Yi Xuan. He was already prepared. If Qianxuan was afraid of darkness and loneliness, then what happened to her would also happen.
Definitely not lucky.
This must be a somewhat painful memory, but Qianxuan didn't seem to mention anything about it, so he could only look to Yi Xuan for the answer.
Yi Xuan sighed and then began to preach:
"We don't know what happened before, and we can't deduce it. But when we first found her, we found her among the dead."
Ji Dao's expression changed obviously, and his eyebrows were almost twisted into a rope in an instant. He no longer looked at Yi Xuan, but stared at the wooden floor, with his hands on his hips, not knowing what he was thinking.
"She was probably only three years old when I first met her. Jidao, can you imagine the scene of a three-year-old child chewing human flesh there?"
...
Yi Xuan's tone seemed to be just stating a fact without any emotional factors. But all Ji Dao could give him was silence. He couldn't utter a word. Yes, he couldn't utter a word. His mouth was just
It's like it's closed by itself and can't be opened.
"She was so thin that she was reduced to a skeleton. Her eyes were almost blinded by crying. Her lips and eye sockets were black. She was wrapped in a piece of rag and stood on top of the body looking at the light.
The direction we came in is the direction we came in."
"However, we still found out her name from her waistband, Qianxuan. Qianxuan was basically stupid at that time, and she didn't react at all when we picked her up."
Jidao let out a long sigh. He could now roughly understand why Qianxuan didn't mention anything about this kind of thing.
"You then sealed her memory, right?"
Yi Xuan nodded, this is also necessary. Such a beautiful little girl like a porcelain doll just stares at one place in a daze all day long, and then hugs herself into a ball late at night, still screaming, no matter what
No one can bear to see it.
"She must have been there for a while. We found dried blood stains around the wall. She must have scratched it when she was extremely scared. When we first rescued her, we also found that her hands were basically covered with blood.
It’s rotten meat, I’m afraid that’s what caused it.”
"In addition, we also found the remaining heads of rats in the pile of dead people. She should have eaten the rats first, and then started to eat the dead people after the rats had eaten all the food. However, the temperature there was very low, so the meat was not rotten.
She fell. Judging from the heads and dead people on the ground, she stayed there for at least a month. If Qianxuan hadn't been able to cultivate cold soul power, she probably wouldn't have survived."
"So even if the memory is blocked, the fear of darkness and loneliness will not disappear. No wonder..."
Jidao breathed out gently, as if he was letting out the doubts in his heart with this breath, but he didn't realize that the back of his palms was already covered in cold sweat.
"The only good thing is that she can overcome this instinctive fear when she is accompanied by someone, so Ji Dao, don't let her have a similar experience again."
"I will always be by her side."
Such simple and unpretentious words, but if Qianxuan was listening here, she would definitely be greatly moved.
"Can you make a commitment?"
Jidao frowned, and Yi Xuan's reaction seemed a bit strange. Their partnership didn't require any commitment at all. The two of them had already regarded each other as confidants, and every word they said must be a commitment. Yi Xuan wouldn't understand.
This is true, but he still asked such a question, and Ji Dao naturally felt a little strange.
"Is there anything else happening to her?"
This didn't seem to be an answer, but it made Yi Xuan look a little surprised:
"It seems that rational teaching is really effective. You are no longer the one-minded young man you used to be. Yes, what I can tell you is that Qianxuan is not a human being!"
"Race?"
Jidao murmured that he had actually expected this. Qianxuan does not have an innate soul but can cultivate soul power. She should not appear above the human race. Her performance is more like the beast race and monster race.
But it's not like that. According to Yi Xuan's explanation, she already looked very human-like at a very young age, which is something that can't be done in the demon or beast tribe.
"Is she from some rare race?"
Facing Jidao's doubts, Yi Xuan just smiled:
"Regarding this, you will naturally understand the meaning of what I just said in the future, but I believe that your sentence is a commitment, a commitment to her, and a commitment to yourself at the same time."
Jidao remembered Qianxuan's words about finding her life experience. It seems that Qianxuan's life experience, like Jidao's life experience, is not that simple. As for the final result, only two people can search for it by themselves.
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But looking at Yi Xuan's attitude, it can be seen that he definitely knows Qianxuan better than himself. It is very likely that he already knows where Qianxuan comes from, because Yi Xuan is useless from beginning to end.
But I don’t know these three words.
Yi Xuan must be hiding something, but this is not something Ji Dao should consider. He believes that Yi Xuan must have his own reasons for doing things. He will not have the kind of character that will definitely feel angry when he is deceived. This is the teaching of rationality.
Not all his concealments are bad things for the current Jida. As long as he is sincerely doing good for the Jida and Qianxuan, that is enough.
"What do you think about combat?"
The change of topic directly pulled Ji Dao out of the melancholy atmosphere, but Yi Xuan was even more surprised by Ji Dao's opening.
"I think we need some long-range attack methods. I want to continue learning archery, with sword skills as a supplement. No, I can't say that. The two should be at the same level, there is no such thing as primary and secondary."
"Do you want to practice both to the peak? Many people cannot perfect one technique in their lifetime, but now you want to practice two?"
"No matter what, Yi Xuan, what I seek is the ultimate in individual abilities! You also told me that this is possible. If I can't even reach the peak of two techniques now, how can I improve various abilities?"
Yi Xuan smiled helplessly. Ji Dao now indeed gives people a feeling that they don't know how high the sky is. But it's still the same truth. If you really don't try and just say that you can't do it, you may really regret it later.
If you have tried and failed, you are willing to do so, but if you have not tried, it means you have failed.
But trying does not mean trying anything. This kind of thing is something you are really determined to accomplish, and it is not something you can do with enthusiasm in any situation. This can only be regarded as a kind of stupidity, but when you really
When you decide to do something, don't be bound by worldly views. Successful people are often the few who dare to try.
"Yes, anyway, you still have a long way to go in the future. This mainly depends on your talent and your hard work. The improvement of this kind of technique mainly depends on the moment of inspiration and whether you have this ability."