Bai Wuchen was ecstatic. Originally, he just wanted to stay with Chu Huayu, protect her, love her, and guard her silently, without asking for anything in return, let alone expecting her to fall in love with him. He just wanted to
The unidentified love and unappreciated affection back then were all repaid to her from now on, and she had nothing else to ask for...
Now, the person he was thinking about told him that she wanted to be with him, and she was still carefully asking for his permission and asking if he could...
Of course, why not? He wanted to be with her in his dreams. Bai Wuchen's heart was beating like a drum, like it was burning, and he was speechless for a moment...
Seeing that Bai Wuchen didn't respond for a long time, Chu Huayu didn't dare to look at him. He thought to himself: It's too hasty. It's too hasty... Bai Mo... He doesn't want to... right...
Awkward……
shame……
sad……
Lost...
Chu Huayu opened his mouth and said repeatedly: "Oh, oh, oh, forget it if you can't. Just pretend I didn't say it. Bai Mo, please don't hate me! I'll... go to Fanchen Palace in a few days..."
"No!" Bai Wuchen suddenly raised his head to interrupt Chu Huayu, and said in a panic: "No, Xiao Yu'er, I mean, of course!"
Bai Wuchen agreed, but Chu Huayu was not happy. She suddenly felt uncomfortable all over and wanted to find a hole to crawl into. In the past, she would have felt brave, but now she regretted it. She felt embarrassed...
Not being brave enough is cowardice...
To be too brave is to be reckless...
Chu Huayu felt that he was reckless today. How could Bai Wuchen, an innocent and upright person, be with someone with such bad records like her?
She will hurt him...
She will stain him...
"Xiao Yu'er, it's my fault, I should have said these things first..." Bai Wuchen said softly.
"I..." Chu Huayu said softly: "Bai Mo, how about... how about you think about it again?"
"Consider?" Bai Wuchen didn't know why.
Chu Huayu quickly explained: "Bai Mo...I'm sorry, I was reckless just now. You can think about it again. I'm not good at all. Now...now I can't even use my own power to live in this world."
Name and identity... not to mention... there is a huge difference between you and me. It is my extravagant hope. I am not worthy of you..."
Bai Wuchen suddenly felt that his heart was chapped and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Chu Huayu would say such words! That was the person he had loved for half his life, the person he regarded as a treasure, but now he felt that he was not good enough and was not worthy.
Get on yourself...
Bai Wuchen was filled with grief: Xiao Yu'er, do you know that you are the most beautiful person, the kindest person, the best person in the world...
Chu Huayu still lowered his eyes: "Bai Mo, it doesn't matter, you can think about it again, I don't want to delay you for the rest of your life..."
"I don't think about it..." Bai Wuchen's voice was trembling.
Not considering? What Bai Mo means... is to agree to be together? Chu Huayu thought to himself: Bai Mo must have agreed to give himself face, no, Bai Mo can't be too stressed...
"Bai Mo, then we can be together now...I mean...if you want to break off this relationship in the future, you can do it at any time. Just tell me and I will leave..."
Chu Huayu said it in an understatement, but she regretted it just after she said it. She cursed herself in her heart: Chu Huayu, listen to what you are saying? What do you think of Bai Mo? Don't bring Bai Mo with you.
Is the dust okay?
"Bai Mo, that's not what I meant, I meant..."
"Xiao Yu'er..." Chu Huayu was about to explain to Bai Wuchen when he interrupted her with a trembling voice.
"Bai Mo?" Chu Huayu still lowered her eyes. She thought she had annoyed Bai Wuchen again, just like she did when she was a child, just like when she was a teenager...
"Look at me, look into my eyes..." Bai Wuchen said softly,
Chu Huayu, who had been lowering her eyes, finally raised her eyes. She met a pair of sincere eyes. It was Bai Wuchen who was looking at her. His eyes could not hide his love and were tender.
"In my eyes, he is the best and best person in the world..." Bai Wuchen said softly.
"Really?" Chu Huayu asked with a smile. She didn't even know what she was asking.
"Xiao Yu'er, everything I said is true..." Bai Wuchen said, holding Chu Huayu's hand and placing it on his heart. Chu Huayu could clearly feel Bai Wuchen through the clothes.
The heart beats like a drum...
Chu Huayu thought to himself: Is his heart palpitating at the moment because of me...
"Xiao Yu'er, you...have always been in my heart. I want to be with you all the time. It's definitely not just a whim. Xiao Yu'er, don't go to the mortal world, stay with me and let me take care of you, okay...
..." Bai Wuchen begged.
"Okay..." Chu Huayu nodded blankly.
Bai Wuchen was ecstatic and carefully held Chu Huayu in his arms.
The most priceless thing in the world is time.
No matter how good the world is, nothing can compare to Chu Huayu's willingness to be with him.
From now on, the stars and rivers will always be bright, and the winter will disappear...
…
It’s autumn again.
Bai Wuchen and Chu Huayu were boating on the small river. The white mist crossed the river, the clear water reached the sky, the breeze blew, and the water surface was calm...
"Xiao Yu'er, do you know...actually...we have already bowed three times already." Bai Wuchen said softly.
"I don't remember? Well... who did you bow to?" Chu Huayu asked with a smile. She knew that she had no elders to serve as her mentor, and I'm afraid no one wanted to be her guest.
Who do you worship?
Bai Wuchen gently hugged Chu Huayu into his arms and said: "You and I don't worship heaven and earth, we don't worship the high hall, and we don't worship the guests. We just worship each other as husband and wife, and we worship three times..."
"I see..." Chu Huayu smiled slyly: "Is this possible? It doesn't count!"
"Isn't that a bad idea?" Bai Wuchen said seriously: "From now on, you and I are Taoist lovers."
"Well... pretty good." Chu Huayu nodded.
Bai Wuchen: "Xiao Yu'er..."
Chu Huayu: "Huh?"
"Xiao Yu'er, do you still want to think about the past? If you want, I will take you to find Master Zhu Tian." Bai Wuchen said softly, knowing that Chu Huayu might hate himself when he thinks about the past, but he knows that he
He can't be selfish, he can't deceive his little fish...
"Bai Mo, it's all over!" Chu Huayu looked at Bai Wuchen with a smile and said, "I only want the present, I don't care about the past, and I'm not afraid of the future!"
"Xiao Yu'er..." Bai Wuchen's heart melted. He just felt that his Xiao Yu'er was so good.
Bai Wuchen gently placed a kiss on Chu Huayu's forehead, and then the kiss meandered all the way down until it covered Chu Huayu's soft and tender lips.
Chu Huayu blinked his eyes and saw Bai Wuchen pressing his forehead against hers, kissing her devoutly...
At some point, Chu Huayu was already lying on the boat, while Bai Wuchen held her head in one hand and held her gently in the other. Both of them could feel each other's thick eyelashes fluttering, and both of them were gradually dazzled.
Confused... Bai Wuchen greedily grabbed Chu Huayu's breath, smelling the faint scent of vanilla on her body. Chu Huayu also gradually lost himself in this light sandalwood scent...
Like a dead tree blooming with spring...
Like the sweet rain after a long drought...
Even the fingertips are warm...
It wasn't until the two of them hung out together for a while that they reluctantly separated.
"Bai Mo! I didn't expect you to be so self-taught, wait a minute!" Chu Huayu suddenly realized that something was wrong. This familiar feeling was exactly the same as the feeling of being forcibly kissed more than ten years ago... Could it be?
…
"Bai Mo, tell me honestly, the person who took away my first kiss back then...was you?" Chu Huayu asked.
"Yes! It's me!" Bai Wuchen nodded sincerely.
"Okay! You kissed me secretly, so you liked me then! You don't dare to admit it!" Chu Huayu pretended to be angry.
"I... didn't dare to tell you at that time..." Bai Wuchen said softly.
"If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have been angry for so many days!" Chu Huayu said with a smile, "But it would be great if it was you. I would have been very happy if I had known it was you!"
Bai Wuchen smiled, kissed Chu Huayu's smiling mouth again, and rubbed Chu Huayu into his arms. He only felt that the person in his arms was like a cloud, which made people want to rub him into his body. Chu Huayu also
He couldn't help but put his arms around Bai Wuchen's neck.
As soon as I thought of this, my body was already boiling...
Bai Wuchen took Chu Huayu to Yuyi Pavilion and then closed the door tightly.
Chu Huayu naturally knew what Bai Wuchen wanted to do, and she had no complaints about it...
The lights were dim, and both of them had tenderness in their eyes.
Then the tearing pain dispelled the tenderness and sweetness, and the two became one. Chu Huayu's tears suddenly rolled down. Seeing this, Bai Wuchen raised his body and came closer to her face, and couldn't help but lie on her body,
Gently kiss her thick eyelashes like butterfly wings, kiss away the tears, and then meander all the way down to the soft and fresh red lips. The lips are red and full, like petals, soft to the touch, sweet and attractive...
Then there were heavy breathing and a soft moan in the room, floating in the air intermittently...
It hasn't stopped for a long time...
Even the bright moon in the sky is so shy that it hides in the veil of clouds...
Chu Huayu opened his watery and foggy eyes while panting lightly, and he fell asleep from exhaustion at some point...
…
The next day.
Chu Huayu's waist felt strangely uncomfortable. She woke up early. Bai Wuchen realized that the person next to the pillow was awake, and the thin and dense kisses followed him again.
"Huh..." Chu Huayu sighed softly and said tiredly: "Bai Mo, thank you, you can do whatever you want, I have no complaints..."
For some reason, Xu was reluctant to lose this person who was very kind to him. Chu Huayu couldn't tell whether it was love or gratitude...
Bai Wuchen stopped and was stunned. Why did Chu Huayu say thank you to him after getting close to him? She was catering to him and pleasing him. Of course he felt hurt in his heart. What he wanted was love, not love.
Sympathy is not touching, not repaying gratitude, it is just love, love without any impurities...