Chapter 034 This cup of dog food I will do first as a respect
Jiang Ruoyi didn't get through the phone just now, so she was naturally a little sad, but at the same time she felt a little "calm" that made her feel uneasy and scared, because this calm meant indifference, habit, and her understanding of the relationship between them.
The expectations of a relationship are getting smaller and smaller...
What about him?
Has he become as calm and accustomed as himself?
Jiang Ruoyi was both eager and afraid to know the answer, because she was afraid of hearing the answer from his mouth that she would definitely not be able to bear.
But what can be done?
Feelings can be blind, but reality will definitely teach you what "reality" is! Maybe it's just a self-deception between lovers, because you may not care whether you can eat enough, but if it is true love, you will
How could you be willing to watch the one you love only drink water?
For each other, everyone is working hard in their own way, trying to be worthy of the expectations, trying to be worthy of the deep love, and trying to be worthy of the lover who also sacrifices everything for themselves~
But while working hard, while constantly compromising with reality, everyone unknowingly drifted away from each other...
If you work hard, you won’t be able to spend time with your lover, and if you work hard outside, you won’t be able to take care of your family... There are too many people, things, and things that need to be taken care of at the same time, and there are only a few people who can truly do both and be able to survive in this chaotic world.
What is the balance point to grasp?
Of course Jiang Ruoyi knows that they are losing each other, but who can say that the other party did something wrong? Isn't this kind of blaming itself selfish?
Two years ago, she didn't know what to do, so she had no choice but to leave the result to the future, letting her future self and him decide the outcome of the two of them.
Now that things have happened, she feels that the "end" seems to be getting closer and closer, so close that she can reach out and touch it, and there can even be a faint tingling sensation between her fingers... That is the result that will inevitably sting her soul!
But what can she do?
She didn't...and neither did he...or is this the legendary fate of fate?
In fact, she had a lot of depressing and sad things to say in her heart, but every time she saw the person opposite the screen and saw the brilliance in his eyes gradually losing, Jiang Ruoyi knew that he must be very tired. Society has never been gentle towards newcomers.
Yes, how can I add to his burden again?
But... there are really so many sorrows... Who should she talk to? Who can she share with?
Although Jiang Ruoyi is gentle and quiet, she deeply disapproves of the kind of little bird who entrusts everything to a man and spends her whole day pretending to be an ignorant girl in an ivory tower~
She even dismissed the selfishness and laziness hidden under the layers of disguise.
However, Jiang Ruoyi never thought that she would be so helpless, as if she was about to fall down without a shoulder to support her...
[I really... hate myself more and more...]
Just when Jiang Ruoyi was sitting alone in the dormitory, thinking wildly, the smart watch suddenly sounded a video communication request. Jiang Ruoyi raised his hand and looked... Yifei?!
Although my thoughts were running around when I was alone, I was afraid of this or that, but when I actually received the call from the other party, my body thought ahead of me and approved without hesitation.
In just a moment of confusion, the projection screen lit up in the air - and then Jiang Ruoyi was startled by the choked sobs mixed with surprises, accidents and other messy emotions from the idiot she had been thinking about!
Yes, there is no touching, no holding hands and looking at each other, only fright~
"Yifei, what's wrong with you? Did something happen?"
Of course Jiang Ruoyi would be frightened, because Liu Yifei felt that he had not heard from the other party for many years, and he had even "lost" the other party once. The kind of relationship that was lost and regained, thousands of times, was Jiang Ruoyi's.
Unimaginable~
In Jiang Ruoyi's perception, wasn't everything still "business as usual" when we talked on the phone a while ago? What exactly happened in the past few days?
"No... nothing happened, I just missed you suddenly... Ruoyi, I really miss you! It's so nice to see you again!"
Liu Yifei also realized his gaffe, and after all, he was actually a middle-aged uncle of thirty-five years old. It was really unmanly to cry even after making a phone call... But he rubbed his eyes hard.
, in addition to rubbing his eyes until they turned red, Jiang Ruoyi could still clearly see the faint flash of tears. How could she not know his excitement?
Although he didn't understand how Liu Yifei became like this, Jiang Ruoyi suddenly felt joyful for no reason in her heart.
How many girls wouldn't be happy to see the person they are attached to see themselves so excited?
It turns out that he still loves me so firmly! But...
"You fool, you are so old, why are you still crying? Nothing happened? You can't hide anything from me! By the way, how are you doing recently? Where are you at work? Last time you..."
"I quit!"
Before Jiang Ruoyi could finish the question, Liu Yifei suddenly answered.
"What? Resign??? What's wrong? Didn't my uncle and aunt rely on a lot of connections to get into the company? Why did I resign so well???"
Although I have thought more than once that it would be best for Yifei to quit his job and come back to be with him, but now that he is an adult and he knows that he will eventually enter society in the future, he could not say such childish words.
Unexpectedly, today Yifei suddenly told himself that he resigned, but the surprise he imagined did not come. Instead, he was a little worried that Yifei had encountered some trouble at work... Man, is it really such a contradiction?
"It's nothing, don't think too much. It's not that I encountered problems at work, but that I found other better ways to make money!" Liu Yifei suddenly said with an extremely confident smile.
This smile even stung Jiang Ruoyi's eyes for a moment. It seemed to be the smile on Liu Yifei's face when they first met a few years ago, fearless and confident~
I should have had the same smile on my face at that time, right? But, when was the last time I laughed so wantonly?
"A better way to make money? What is it? Yifei, you have to be careful. Although the laws and regulations are becoming more and more complete now, there are still some people who can't stop using certain loopholes to do bad things... You have to be careful before doing anything.
Think about it, even if you don’t think about me, you should still think about your uncles and aunts, and don’t let them worry about you, you know?”
"Hey~ Where are you thinking? I'm now a professional gamer! It's not something illegal~"