Ji Xun raised his head when he heard this voice, his eyes flushed red.
Jin Linchen stood in front of her. He was dressed in black, but he did not blend in with the night. He stood in front of her who was squatting on the ground crying, just like the day they first met.
She slowly stood up and looked at the man's face, but she couldn't lose her temper.
The lights outside were not particularly bright, but Ji Xun could tell that Jin Linchen seemed to have lost weight and was not as high-spirited as before, looking like there was nothing anyone could do to him.
"How are you these days."
Ji Xun spoke with a trembling voice, his eyes locked on Jin Linchen, as if he would leave without saying a word the next second.
Jin Linchen smiled and said, "Not very good."
Ji Xun was silent, looking at him not knowing what to say.
"Congratulations, I know you won the award."
Jin Linchen raised his hand slightly, then lowered it calmly.
His eyes were also fixed on her, and the temperature in his eyes seemed to be warmer only when he saw her.
Ji Xun sniffed and asked, "When did you come back?"
"It's been a long time."
She pursed her lower lip when she heard this, "Then why, you didn't come to me. I called you many times, but you didn't answer it before."
"I was probably busy at that time."
Ji Xun suddenly felt at a loss. Jin Linchen's attitude was very different from his usual.
She was suddenly afraid of what he would say next.
"Jin Linchen, should you change your assistant? Why is he spreading random messages..."
Ji Xun's tone was a little urgent, but his voice was still very soft, as if he was whispering something, and there was a clear desire like a child.
Jin Linchen finally lowered his gaze, "He has been with me for several years and he won't spread random messages."
She opened her eyes slightly, and tears instantly filled her eyes. If it was normal, why would she feel so sad?
So, when he said he wouldn't spread random messages, he just told himself not to contact him again.
Ji Xun knew that he really shouldn't delay Jin Linchen, but in this case, couldn't even his friends do it?
"Jin Linchen, if you feel that it's tiring to get along with me, can we not have that kind of relationship and just be like before... can't we?"
She spoke very slowly, clenched and unclenched her hands, and moved her eyes away from his face, lowering them little by little, as if she did not dare to face Jin Linchen.
He is so good.
And it should.
But Ji Xun still wanted to fight for it. She was so unfair to him, even if he became his friend and asked her to do something for him.
Jin Linchen slowly looked at Ji Xun. He saw the woman's shoulders shaking slightly, her voice choked with sobs, her lips tightly closed, and her heart screaming for him to hug the woman in front of him.
But I can't.
She doesn't like it, she just feels guilty.
He couldn't accept this guilt, and he didn't want to see her unhappy.
Jin Linchen tried his best to restrain himself.
"Ji Xun, I think we should all face our hearts. I don't want to bind anyone for the rest of my life, and I don't want the woman lying next to me to love someone other than me.
You are not wrong, and I am not wrong. I came to you for profit from the beginning. I want to use you. All the help I have given you before will be offset by the past. City A is the place where you grew up, and you also
It belongs there.”
When Ji Xun heard Jin Linchen's words, he raised his head and stretched out his hand to grab the corner of his clothes, but still failed to make such a move.
She shouldn't disturb his life, he has already done enough.
Maybe in the future, he will meet a woman who loves him very much and belongs only to him.
"sorry."
For the first time, Ji Xun felt that these words came out of his mouth so palely.
"Let Ajian take you back and live a good life in the future."
As soon as she heard Jin Linchen's words, she noticed A Jian getting out of his car and heading this way.
Ji Xun had a hunch that this was the last time she would see Jin Linchen. He was not joking.
She couldn't control her tears, but she still held them back. She couldn't love him, and she shouldn't give him any illusions.
"Jin Linchen, you will also live a happy life in the future."
"Send her back."
Jin Linchen did not respond to her words, but just said to A Jian who had just come over.
"Okay boss."
After A Jian finished speaking, he asked Ji Xun to follow him.
Ji Xun glanced at Jin Linchen and did not dare to stay in front of him for a long time. He lifted up his steps numbly and followed A Jian.
She walked a few steps and then turned around. The man stood there with his back to her, looking particularly lonely.
Only when his back was turned to her did she dare to look at him for a while.
Ji Xun knew in her heart that she could no longer consume his feelings, because she might be disappointed in the end.
She stared at the person standing there for a long time, and the man seemed to know that she was not leaving and never looked back.
His upright figure stood in the dim light and shadow, empty and solid. The weak light fell on him and was shrouded in the night. The once blazing wind and moon would be buried, leaving only the scattered wrinkles of the years.
Ji Xun's breath suddenly suffocated, and she turned around slowly.
After getting in the car, she could no longer see the man clearly.
She thought she would remember the scene just now for the rest of her life.
The sound of the car driving became quieter and quieter, and was eventually eliminated by the dust, no longer loud enough to hear the chirping of cicadas.
Jin Linchen then slowly turned around, facing the direction of the departure of the person he could no longer have. His body could not help but tremble, and the most hidden part of his heart was finally defeated.
This was the first time he felt heartache.
Never meeting each other may be the best reconciliation for him.
Not every time you break into someone else's life, you will become a part of that person's life. Since you are disturbing, just exit silently.
He shouldn't be so selfish, he should let her go.
Jin Linchen sat in the corner, took a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out and lit it.
He smoked there alone for a long time, and the ash with sparks fell on his hand, but he didn't feel any pain.
How could he not be selfish? If Ji Xun had really reached out and grabbed him just now, even if he risked his life, he would still have to fight Fu Yanhan.
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The part about A Jin in the book ends here.
He is the one that makes me feel the most distressed among all the male supporting characters I have written. Perhaps with my writing skills, I cannot truly express his heart that is hotter than anyone else.
I had thought about letting A Jin take over, but Ji Xun didn't love him. Her feelings of gratitude and guilt were not worthy of Jin Linchen's pure heart.
So this is the best.
I don’t know if he will fall in love with someone else in the future, but no matter what, he will be happy without Ji Xun.
It was only now that I discovered that I couldn't love every character in my works equally, and there was no way I wouldn't be biased towards Jin Linchen. This chapter has been completed!